Like?

Haha.. I can't believe I'm saying this.

A guy managed to impressed me to a point that I can say that I like him. I want to get to know him more. =)

XOXO

Sue

What would you do?

What would you do when someone accused you for taking advantage on them?

What would you say when family members said that you don't treat family as most important?

What would you do when at some point, you feel that you're being used?

What would you do when family keeps comparing you to others and indirectly saying that you're a huge disappointment to them?

What would you do when family cuts you off and not listen to anything you say when you're trying to communicate honestly with them?




I wish I can make a stand on my own. I just need God to be on my side backing me up.

XOXO

Sue

Swept FB List

Did a sweet through my FB list today...

You know how strangers like adding you? Yeah, I don't approve many but there are some that I thought looked decent so I approved.

Anyhoo, I've deleted anyone that I don't personally know.

Also, you know how people add you when they've only met you once? Yeah, I deleted some of those too.

There are also people who has two accounts, I deleted the ones they don't use.

And... there are those where you used to be friends with them but don't talk or contact anymore, and those that you knew back in primary or high school but don't talk anymore. Don't even hang out or have anything in common to talk with but they are still in the list. Well, I deleted some but kept some. Am I bad?

It's not that I purposely want to keep them for a reason. Actually I don't have a reason to keep them but sometimes once in a blue moon, we comment on each others' statuses OR I guess, keep them because I don't want my FB to look empty? It won't be empty, I know. But there are just some that I don't trust my life's secrets with. Privacy needed.

Trash people will be deleted. I don't need whores or jerks in my FB.

kthnxbye.

XOXO

Sue

Rain and no sunshine.

I'm loving the rain and cold weather this week. Slept like a pig every night.

Dislike the rain when I go out though. Don't want to carry a brolly.

Will missed the cold weather soon.

Getting prepared for a humid and yucky weekend with lots of sunshine.

Well I supposed it's good training for me to stand the hot weather.

XOXO

Sue

Used?

People say that I used them / take advantage of them.

I should be the one saying that isn't it? I feel betrayed sometimes.

Am I too nice?

Screw them.

XOXO

Sue

The Bad Person?

A true friend tells you the truth, it is mostly things that you don't want to hear.

Sometimes, I have to be the one to tell the truth right? And I hate lying. Especially to people I love and cherish.

Told this friend to stop complaining about every person otherwise she won't have anyone to invite to any of her parties. Also, the reason why she keeps complaining to me that she doesn't have any friends.

Well, told her the truth, she got mad and said 'forget i even said anything.'

Sigh... When will people grow up and stop being so judgmental and selfish?

XOXO
Sue

I always love Birthday Parties...

You know when you go to a birthday party, you get stressed about what to get for your friend?
This time, i got stressed on WHAT to get for 2 friends (coz they're a couple and decided it'll be fun to celebrate their birthday together,both born on Nov).
But, problem solved when i remember that they both love to DRINK BOOZE. In fact, my friend's boyfriend works in a Liquor Store. TEEHEE.






Like a Boss


Went to the party carrying two bottles of Chardonnay and a hat. My friend thought it'll be fun to have a theme - Mad Hatter.
I bought my bling bling hat from the dollar shop.
The weather was so hot that i wore the thinnest clothes I can find lol - totally did not match my stylish hat. But whatever.....

I was the 3rd to arrived and we waited for the others to come.
My friend thought the guys would be late but turns out they're just about half an hour late - WOW.
The previous party, they came 2 hours late.

My friend, the chef, cooked Seafood Paella + Salad (Parmesan cheese,salt + olive oil dressing) Yum.
Unfortunately the rice wasn't completely cook through, well some parts of it. My friend was really disappointed. She didn't have a big enough pot to fit everything so she had to cook the rice and seafood separately.

Finally, everyone was here, we ate like hungry monsters. LOL. Everyone kept themselves hungry. There was a guy that decided that he want to work out and go on a diet (HE IS NOT FAT AT ALL!),
He just want to have abs like Jay Park so he ate only salad for dinner. O.O"

One of my friend, Monch (his nickname) found a little baby crab in the mussels that he ate. It was thoroughly cooked through definitely but it was SO CUTE ! We (Hannah, Me, Monch) named it "Little Sammie" , after the birthday girl. HAHA!! 

Then the drinking game starts. The fun + nightmare begins. We played Ride The Bus and it was horrible. Everyone got to drink so much because everyone had at least rode the bus once.

(It's a hard game to explain really, you can google it if you're curious.)

I was, SO HIGH. And, my friends (the couple - hosts - birthday people) got SO HIGH too. LOL!

Another guy went to the iMac that was playing songs on iTunes and decided to be a DJ.
He chose some Kpop songs to play but there wasn't much choice, luckily for him, i brought my hard disk.
I initially brought my hard disk to get some series from my friend but failed. 
We plugged it in, he thought it was heaven and started playing every Kpop song he can think of. 
We wanted to Youtube a music video but it wasn't connected to the Internet, I told him that I have the video in my hard disk and he searched it and played it.
Monch can REALLY DANCE and I mean, REALLY.
His best dance was Wedding Dress by Taeyang! He literally knows every move!!!




We all turned into a Kpop fangirl and fanboys and started singing and trying to dance to the songs lol it was so much fun!!!!!


Note: They are local Asians, not International Asians. I'm surprised the Kpop wave has hit them LOL. They even went to the KPOP concert (VIP SEATS), I know they were Kpop fans but never thought they'd be THAT crazy!!!

We had more food at 1AM+ , Oyster Omelette, Pork Sausages, Cheese Omelette and Banana Bread. Damn! Having a chef is handy but keeps our weight going up ey?

People left at 4AM which is when I actually get to sleep coz I was sleeping over at my friend's place.
Woke up 9AM to watch SBS POPASIA. @_@"


I came home and went straight to bed at 2.40PM and slept like a baby for almost 3 hours.

XOXO

Sue

FREEDOM

FINALLY, handed my last two essays! FREE AS A BIRD.

Went to food court hoping to get Pizza, closed. Went over to chinese food area, almost closed but managed to get food. Went to look at the choices of dishes, the boss was there, asked us what we (Tommy, Me and Maggie) wanted, so we chose our dishes. Boss asked us to leave without paying. Said it was on the house. O.O" We're so blessed!! Sobs...

Later, Tommy wanted a bottle of water to go with his dinner, went over to the bar to get a glass of water, came back, Asian food court boss called him over and took 3 cans of Schweppes for him. He came back with 3 cans of Lemon & Lime Lemonade and a glass of water. Tasted like Kickapoo but so much better~

Anyway, last day of uni !! Woohoo!

XOXO

Sue

SNSD The Boys?

i've been repeating SNSD - The Boys. both song and video. I'm ruined. It's too addictive. I can rap!!!

XOXO
Sue

3 more days til the end of my semester

yes!!! it's official folks! 3 more days, after i hand in my last essay, i'm FREE! I can finally shout FREEDOM and so looking forward to this holiday!!! Woooo~~ it's gonna be awesome peeps!

ohh, my friend is having a party next Saturday! maybe i shall get drunk and make out with someone then? ;)

i got something up my sleeve. MUAHaHAHAHAHAHAH!!!

XOXO

Sue

Essays Over Kpop Festival.

i am so sad because i didn't get to go to the Kpop Festival when most of my friends checked in at the Kpop Fest.

I chose my essays over the concert. how dumb am i? haih...

damn sad lah.

XOXO
Sue

Random Tales of Suey #6

So.. Yesterday at work,during my first class, a kid named Marley started asking me for cuddles. later on, he kept taking my hand and kissing it. i was weirded out and my spare teacher Marcie was giving me a weird face too. when i sat on the step trying to explain something, he came and hugged me from behind. =.="

another story is, during the last class, there was a kid who poo'd in the pool 2 lanes away from me. i saw the lifeguard and my supervisor Scott scooping out the poo with a net. i was thinking, please dont let it float about.

then the unexpected happened. i was teaching my kids halfway and then i saw few pieces of poo floating around my lane. i was totally freaked but kept a cool face. but really,in my heart i was going "OMG EWWW WTF EWWW WTH WHO'S KID POO'D???!!"

so yeah, that's my story. ugh..

XOXO
Sue

Random Tales of Suey #5

Ok, so today some kids really made me impatient because they have been mucking around which every teacher doesn't like it.

During the last class, 2 of the kids start tickling me. OMG SO ADORABLE !! they really cheered me up. SERIOUSLY. Cutest thing everrr *heart* BUT, 1 of them tried to pull my swimmers down. i literally went 'AHHHH!' then my spare teacher asked what happened? i said he tried to pull my swimmers down. she's like D:

HAHAH so yes thats the random tale for today.

XOXO

Sue

Random Tales of Suey #4

so yesterday at work, i saw this girl aged about 18-20 years old walking with what seems to be her older sister with a baby. she was in a bikini and funny thing is, her bikini bottom is very inappropriate because it is a G-String! for heaven's sake keep that arse to yourself. it's so inappropriate to wear this G-string bikini bottom to aquatic and leisure centers don't you think? there's kids and dads and its more of a family place man... also, i caught 1 of my student's dad staring at her arse the whole time. what the.. dude, you have a son and i'm teaching him.

XOXO

Sue

Random Tales of Suey #3

As i was walking to work, a guy in a car passed me by and started honking at me really loudly then when i turned to look at him, he waved. =.="

I overheard my friend having this whole conversation about - pooing in the pool - with a student of hers. it was hilarious.

XOXO

Sue

Random Tales of Suey #2

I went to the petrol station kiosk near my place and bought bus tickets to the city.

This guy was standing there promoting Citibank credit card and supposedly if I pump petrol I can get a certain amount of discount. He started talking to me wanting to promote the card and I kindly said 'Its okay,I don't drive, thank you' and smiled. His expression was "Really" ? like shocked that I don't drive kind of expression rather than giving me the "Really? Don't lie" expression. LOLOLOL!!!

It was priceless.

XOXO

Sue

Random Tales of Suey #1

So i have challenged myself to post something random everyday on Twitter and I will see to that....


Today, as i was walking to the supermarket after work, a random dude came up to me and held his phone in front of my face and said 'SMILE' !! And being the blur me, i smiled and he took a picture of me!! Argghhhh... I was in my own little world thinking about other stuff so my head wasn't thinking straight.

Then in the supermarket, i noticed this guy who is wearing formal, obviously just got off work, walking around looking at stuff. After i took the stuff i wanted to buy, i walked towards the counter and he followed me from the different aisles i went to, all the way to the counter. It was hella creepy. I swear he was following me. =X

He is a halfie and he looks my age but more like just graduated and started working not too long ago. Or maybe i'm wrong but mehhh... still creepy..

XOXO

Sue

2 Sundays Ago....

So i was supposed to post the story that happened 2 Sundays ago.

I was meeting Jynn and her mom in the city to go to church together. We decided to have lunch first.

It was 10ish AM and i took a bus from my place to the city, as it reached the Interchange stop, which was 2 stops away from where i just got up, a VERY HOT guy got up the bus. As he was punching his card, I couldn't take my eyes off him. Since it was a Sunday morning, there were many people in the bus so empty places aren't many. When he was walking towards the back, before he passed me, he looked at the empty seat beside me and decided to sit next to me!!!!!!!!!!! I was SO SHY....So yes, my Sunday morning was brightened up by this Model-esque looking guy. He had PRADA sunglasses on! No kidding, we got off the same stop so i managed to take a last look!

After i met Jynn and her Mom, we decided to go for breakfast at the new mall's food court. We went up to the food court and her mom wanted to get yogurt for breakfast and at the yogurt stall, Jynn recognized the owner of Chinta Ria (a Malaysian Restaurant) so she went up to say 'Hi'. Later we decided to go to his restaurant in the food court too but its 1 level above where we are. As we were taking the escalator up, the owner, Simon, passed by and asked us to come down and go to his cafe branch instead and said he'll order for us first. =.=" So we had a beef vermicelli noodle for brunch and teh tarik on the house!!! YUMMY!

We went to church after lunch and guess what? Jayesslee was worship leading that day!! We got to chat with them for a bit before we go, we headed back to the city and went for dinner together! I would say it was such a blessing that day!! I dunno why but i just feel the day is a blessing itself from the moment i woke up and things went well.

XOXO

Sue

Oktoberfest!

Oktoberfest is originated from Germany.  Oktoberfest is all about Beer.

My friend just loves finding a reason to partayyy! So she decided on Oktoberfest, at her apartment. Her boyfriend John's friends came, 4 guys. The host, Sam's friends including me was 3 girls and 1 guy.

So yeah, I made new friends. Happy. We played card games and the punishment is of course DRINKKKK! Actually we had to refer to the rules of the game online. Sam made German food. You know what makes it most German about it? THE PRETZELS! She freaking made 2 batches of Pretzels and it wasn't enough so she had to make another 2 more batches. IT WAS AWESOME! Even though it's just a little bit of salt (cuz thats how the Germans eat it), it was SO TASTY!

So after that the whole place got hot and stuffy, I decided to go out to the balcony for a little while to take a breather because i needed the fresh air. I dragged Michelle along to accompany me out on the balcony so we can chat and catch up.

I later saw Sam making more food for the guys to eat, so i asked her what is it and she said its garlic bread. I wanted some and just as I was about to go in, this guy came out carrying a plate with 3 slices on it. Oh yum! This guy (i will not reveal his name), ended up chatting with us the whole night and Michelle left early to go home and it was just two of us. He's a really good looking guy given his good genes of half chinese, quarter vietnamese and a quarter french. He even has a french surname. Anyways, we got along well which was really nice but I sense that he was full-on flirting with me because he was so touchy feely with me! I have to admit i was quite attracted to him and no we did not kiss although our faces are quite near each other. =.= I later peeped into the apartment because I saw Hannah getting touchy feely with some of the guys there and I overheard Sam asking John "What is Sue and xxx doing out there?" and John answered her "Oh they're making out right now." and I saw that shocked look on Sam's face while she turn out to check on us. LOL!

Thank god nobody got drunk this time otherwise I'll be blogging another one-of-those-drunk-tales from Sam's parties. HAHA!

the game we played :
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kings_%28card_game%29 (the one in the first table)

XOXO

Sue

Awesome Sunrise + Lunch Date

I went to Jynn’s place to stayover on Tuesday 4th Oct and stayed til the 5th Oct because we had planned to go to Bondi Beach with DJ Jin, a friend of ours, to watch the sunrise. Jynn is going back to Malaysia for good soon and this would be her last and only experience of sunrise here in Australia.



She slept at about 11ish and I slept at 12ish AM and we woke up at 3AM to her alarm. DJ Jin was supposed to come pick us up at 4AM so we had to get ready. We got ready in time and went downstairs to meet him. We then drove to a 7-11 and bought snacks and drinks. Jynn and I bought DARE espresso and a double espresso coffee as our companion to hopefully wake us up or give us some energy. Little did we know, after we drank the espresso, it gave us so much energy that we went high. We also bought 3 Magnum ice creams for each. So that’s our breakfast.


As we arrived the beach at 4.30AM. It was pitch black. There was hardly anyone and it feels like we’re the only ones there. So we went and took pictures at the skate park and then went to make ourselves comfortable on the beach. We lay out towels for us to sit/lie down. We played sparklers and there was 2 security guards driving towards us that we thought we weren’t allowed to play sparklers on the beach so we quickly kept them. Little did we know, the guards came to us and asked us why did we stopped playing that sparkly thing, and we showed them that it was sparklers and they were like ‘oh I thought it was some kind of light and we purposely drove here to see you girls play’. Swt. Jynn and I totally went insane, we took jumping pictures, ran into the ocean to only accidentally get our pants wet because we didn’t plan to get wet at all! It was freezing cold so we had to do something right? Jump and run around to make ourselves warm. We then saw people having personal trainers that went jogging along the beach. It was 5.30 – 6AM.


Jynn mistaken 1 man as a lady that ran half naked which was really funny because she was thinking why would a lady jogged along the beach topless with just her panties on. Hahahah~ it was actually a guy’s kind of swimmers, the brief kind.


We literally saw no sunrise. It was bull. The sun did not rise from Bondi Beach I think we’re facing the wrong direction, we only saw daylight. Oh wells. It was fun, nonetheless, especially with us doing all kinds of spastic stuff that you wouldn’t imagine. Yes, we’re spastic kids. We then head to Macca’s for breakfast and headed home at about 8am. Both of us went straight to bed because we had a lunch date with some of the church people so we each slept about 3-4 hours, which was good. We didn’t feel tired after that.


During lunch time, our leader June had cancelled on us so we just met up with Esther, Sarah and Monica. Had heaps of fun, they are such funny girls. Of course, we’re funny too. To them, we’re like comedians and Sarah actually said we’re meant to be together otherwise it wouldn’t be fun. Haha! What the… they are so giggly and Esther is just so blur and sarcastic which is good! I like sarcasm. GG. I think we’re the noisiest table there and everyone was looking at us, I shy shy lah. The shop is not big you know. Anyways the soba noodle really got me very full! It was great. We then headed to a dessert place called Meetfresh where people eat Taiwanese Taro Ball dessert. I didn’t order anything because I was so full till my neck. The rest ate. We filmed a few funny scenes. It was good. So we said our goodbyes and head home.


I.AM.SO.EXHAUSTED. because my energy is all wasted on spasticness that makes us so awesome and I would relive the moment everyday if I could. *Living the dream*

XOXO

Sue

Cliche or just another dream?

i don't know why the more i'm nearing the end of my uni life, the more reluctant i get to do my assignments and ace everything.

i just don't have that strive anymore. i don't feel energized enough to want to do it. it's like i don't want to live my life anymore. not in a bad way of course, just in the studies aspect.

i keep anticipating of the working life. although i know i won't like it as much because everyone will end up working their whole life. but i just got that urge to want to work, earn my own living, get married and bring myself to the next stage of life. it's like everything is moving too slow now.

WHY am i like this?!

i hate myself sometimes. i feel like i've been drowned into this virtual world or rather a fantasy world of my own where i dream to have a certain kind of life other than this.

i know i should snap out of this cliche. and i will snap out of it. if only someone would come along and walk right into my heart.

otherwise, take me as i am.

If you haven't know who your friends are, you probably never will.

have you ever had friends that ignored your text messages when clearly you asked a question?

i have.

have you ever had friends that ditched you while you were crying, to go meet some guy she met online?

i have.

have you ever had friends that didn't reply your texts and calls when she promised to lend you her book before leaving back to her home country but sent you an email on Monday night saying "if you are reading my book, you can mark it, highlight it or take notes like it's your own book." when clearly she didn't even pass you her book?

I have.

have you ever had friends that laughed at you when you take out your phone, and said 'why don't you go get an iphone or any android phone' ?

i have.

i have had a friend that laughed at me because i can't afford to pay for unlimited broadband.

What an interesting Saturday night.

So my friend Sam threw a house party on Saturday night, invited about 7 people. Made pizzas for dinner. Played games and drank so much until there were 2 drunks. My vision wasn't exactly straight, it was bloody swaying and I had to take care of 2 drunks with the help of Sam & her bf.

Details will not be posted here, it's too inappropriate for me to type it here so ask me what happened if you want to know.

I would say I was bloody molested and everything but yeah!! Still an interesting night ! Had so much to laugh about.

I would give anything to turn back time just to relive the night. =)

XOXO

Sue

JYJ - In Heaven MV

I just had to post this video because it is so awesome like that. I know the story is cliche but the fact that it portrays Xiah Junsu's acting skills is just awesome and not to forget the beautiful Song Ji Hyo (you can catch her in the Running Man game show as she is one of the host). She's also an amazing actress !!

Well, I personally think the song is sweet and asking one not to go and the video portrays it well. It's sad that they had to die but nevertheless, it's a great video. I personally love music videos made into a short because it brings out the meaning a little more than just singing and posing for nuts. =D

Their beautiful voices just puts a lot more emotion into the song, well done JYJ! You guys have made music more meaningful for me. You guys are great at putting emotions into music, that's what I called TALENT and also your vocals are just powerful. Hope one day I will be able to see you three perform this song LIVE on stage with your powerful vocals that I missed. When will I see you guys again? Bo go shippeo seo oppa.

Hope you guys enjoy this song and video as much as I did. I'm kind of replaying this over and over again!!

P/S if you notice, they don't use any Autotune, just pure beautiful raw voices, unlike so many new groups that are out today, all using Autotune, I don't know what's happened to the generation now, relying so much on technology. Instead of technology serving the mankind, it is the mankind worshiping and serving the technology now.

XOXO

Sue

Jayesslee's Birthday Brunchhhhhh

Janice and Sonia's birthday brunch! Had so much fun! Met few more new people!

AWESOMESAUCE!!

XOXO

Sue

Siwon, Too Hot To Handle...?

OH GAWDDDDD... TOO HOT TO HANDLE. D= 

XOXO

Sue

Some pics from the Moon Festival

With Mahogany - they have amazing voices! Having fried potato on a stick! yummeh!

XOXO Sue

Some pictures of the AMAZING people I met.

Left: June, Esther, Nareg, Jin


Andy. Sonia's fiancee



Sarah


Chelsea


Jenny


Left: Graham, Monica



Tony


Left: Timothy, Esther


Left: Susanna, Timothy, Esther

XOXO Sue

Today, is not a very happy day for me exactly.

I did my quiet time in the bus which I was challenged by June to do it. I did it. It felt right, it felt good, I felt at peace. Is that enough?

My very good friend Vivian came to me today, crying and telling me she broke up with her boyfriend. She cried the whole day and even after all our classes have ended at 3pm, we sat in the Makeup room and talk, she let all her feelings out, cried for about an hour. I did comfort her, told her everything is going to be alright and trying to help her see hope. I should've prayed for her. I was so silly. I did pray for her silently in my heart when we're sitting together in class but I guess that was not enough. I think she needs to hear the words. Words of affirmation from God. God please tell me what can I do, use me to get to her please. I really want to see her being saved. I was speechless and stood there and just hugged her hoping that she will feel better.

God, I pray that you will instill peace in her heart and mind. Guide her and help her out of this situation and I pray that you will give her wisdom as she comes out of the situation. Give her strength to overcome this Lord. In Jesus name I pray. Amen.

XOXO

Sue

What An Eventful Day! Praise God !

Okay, so today i had an UH-MAY-ZINGG day! 

I woke up 8.30AM to SBS ONE's launch of their new TV Program called SBS POP ASIA where they play 2 hours of non-stop Kpop hits. They said they'd include Japanese,Mandarin,Cantonese,Korean and whatnot but really, it's 2 hours of Korean music videos + maybe 2-3 Jap songs in between.

Jynn was doing her bald cap and Tommy was hogging the bathroom so we're late for church but went to Macca's for lunch anyway. We were lucky it was Birthday Time (?) hour 12PM-1PM so they had the special cheese burger for $1 each, we end up getting 4 and 1 shakers fries with a Choc fudge Mcflurry. Then we went to take a bus to church, we were late for our Life Group by 2 hours. REALLY SORRY! Didn't intend to. SORRY JUNE !!

After Life Group we stuck around camwhoring with random friends we met in church and then had a really quick chat with Jayesslee and Sonia's fiance. Everyone was really nice & friendly !  Janice's boyfriend actually came to me and high fived me ! Part of me was really happy because he now recognizes me as a friend ! Janice came to hug and chat with me, Sonia waved at me and went in for worship practice so didn't get to talk to her ! So after that we left church and went to the bus stop because we're rushing to a Moon Festival at Cabramatta which is like quite far from where we were. 

We were supposed to meet a friend at the festival but we were late thanks to the traffic and the taxi driver that drove so slow. Finally met him and walked around snapping pictures away. There were awesome performances such as the tap dance + hip hop dance, when it is mixed, IT BECOMES AWE..... wait for that word.... SOME. After that, they had a guy named Jason Jackson paying a tribute to the late Michael Jackson by performing at least 7-8 of his songs. My goodness, his moves are so smooth and he remembers every lyric to every song ! But his face gives me the creeps. Oops. Last but not least, we had the pretty ladies of Mahogany from the 2010's X Factor performed about 5 amazing songs with their powerful vocals and perfect harmonizing ! THAT WAS THE BEST PERFORMANCE OF THE SHOW ! They were so friendly and pretty too! After their performance, Jynn & I ran through that little space to the side of the stage and we managed to take a picture with them plus filmed them say something for our next JynneuS video. So stay tuned !

Finally, the BEST and AWESOME part of the day was the Moon Festival aka Mooncake Festival had Fireworks!!!! It's spectacular ! I can't even use words to describe it. Hopefully the pictures won't take too long to be uploaded so that I can update my blog with the pictures ! Till then....

Have a nice week ahead everyone and be nice to one another ! 

P/S. One of the Mahogany girls asked Jynn and I "You girls sing right?"... For a moment we were shocked but then thought that they might have mistaken us for Jayesslee. But we did say YES though! Haha!

XOXO

Sue

Sometimes I really feel like punching someone in the face.

speaking of people not appreciating their God given body and treating it with much respect and value.

today, a "friend" of my friend told her that she's a stupid dumbf*ck.

all because of a small fact/info that my friend doesn't know or hasn't come across. hey,being naive can be good okay?!

her friend just got back with her ex-boyfriend and said that she's horny because it has been so long since they had any action. she said 'she's so horny until her hymen grew back' and my friend believed her that hymen grows back. so she called my friend a 'stupid dumbf*ck.

well, how cheap can you get? calling someone else names isn't gonna make yourself feel better. God gave you a body - holy temple and therefore you must treat it with respect and value. instead you go sleeping around with your boyfriend and god knows who else you been sleeping with?

at least a naive person has more sense and respect for themselves than you.

just because you knew a fact doesn't give you the right to call someone names. and please respect your elders you little twat.

maybe you should go back to school and learn MANNERS.

XOXO
Sue

Annoyed and Fed up.

don't you feel sad seeing how shallow people are these days?

you know, i have a friend that many girls are jealous of and envious of coz she's pretty in and out. but guess what? she told me she wants to do plastic surgery and go on a diet. come on! she freaking does ballet for more than 10 years and as if she's not skinny enough?! DIET? you serious? ASIANS. she has a nice body posture and is THIN,note this i don't use the word SLIM yet she says she's FAT. FAT?? she clearly doesn't know the definition of FAT. ASIANS.

well,i guess the saying is true. nobody is perfect and DON'T JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER. hmmm... why do i say that? because she's very self absorbed. yeah i would use that to describe her. she thinks she's living in a fairytale and she even told her boyfriend that if he propose to her, he has to propose a this traditional restaurant in China and bla bla.. and she said it was her dream.

i don't want to be bitter about people finding their happiness but you know when you have that kind of friend that talks about her partner non stop for 24 hours and that's all you'll ever hear? you know how that feels? i felt like cutting off my ears and giving it to her. not that i'm not happy for her but seriously? SERIOUSLY? that's all you'll talk about? don't you have a life outside of this relationship? and I think I did mentioned before that i hate people going on their phones 24/7 when they're hanging out with you, it's like as if they're hanging out with their boyfriend more than you. DUDE,you hanging out with me or your boyfriend now??????? SO F*CKING RUDE !!!

get a life. ugh..

i get it, she's a millionaire's daughter, she gets to behave like that. we poor people aren't able to behave like that,instead, we HAVE TO be humble. well, screw you.

God is Good.

God has been awesome ! I can never get enough of Him !

When something close to a miracle or a miracle happens, I usually say 'Hey! What are the odds?' Well, the odds are everywhere when God is in control !

Last Sunday, I went to visit a new church called New Life Community Church or NLCC, and honestly speaking, I love it there ! The first day itself, I immediately felt like I can be myself, dance or jump around ! Everyone is so friendly there and so freakinnnggg cool ! Yesterday was my second time visiting the church and needless to say, I made more awesome friends ! My Life Group (cell group) leader is a Bboy dancer !!! And he's a graphic designer ! Say whaaaaatt?! He's teaching us to dance next week ! I'm so excited ! =D

Anyway, I can't believe I've met two people that few hundred thousands of people across the world wished to meet them, I even became friends with them. What are the odds right? It wasn't my dream to meet them because I thought it would be sooooo impossible so I never even once thought about it. I was just a fangirl that met them in the Boombox Tour, then at the City Harvest Church conference where their manager came up and talked to Jynn and I, then at David Choi's Australia tour, now we're attending the same church ! And now, I'm just loving life because God is gracious !! God has blessed me so much that I am so grateful for everything !

Anyways, congratulations to 1 of them for getting engaged tonight ! God bless their relationship with much love and happiness ! xoxo

XOXO
Sue

Thank You Jesus.

I am so blessed.

I can feel God is working in me.

Growing up mentally is the best thing that's ever happened to me.

Meeting new and awesome people is totally awesome!

Having celebrity friends is also a very awesome thing.

Thank you Jesus for blessing me so much. I could never ask for anything else. I love my life despite the little obstacles here and there that gets me upset. Important thing is, I know that I can count on you, God. I love you.

Romans 8:31-32

"What, then, shall we say in response to this? If God is for us, who can be against us? He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all - how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things?"

XOXO
Sue

Woot Woot !

I think the picture speaks for itself? =)

I woke up this morning to find this on Facebook. Imagine the look on my face. O.O

XOXO
Sue

Pretenders?

i hate pretenders.

if you love to pretend so much, why not go and be an actor? you might win the best actor award....

sick of fakers trying to be nice and then start avoiding or backstabbing you for no reason.

oh well, i guess the world is full of this kind of people. we just have to be picky with our friends.

XOXO
Sue

Relieved. Confession.

so everything is cleared up. I told him everything that happened and will happen. never felt so relieved in my life to know that this person is actually wise/mature and good at handling situations. me happy and grateful!

okay. so i got a confession to make. ask me and i'll tell but not here. =)

who knows,after last night,i might even consider him... ?

oh god no..what am i talking about?

XOXO
Sue

God Puts People In Your Life For A Reason.

God puts people in your life for a reason. PERIOD.

Ok, to start off. You guys know how much I am a huge fan of Kpop right?

So,today my uni friend invited me over to her Connect Group and she goes to the Hillsong in Chatswood where it's a Cantonese speaking community.

So I went without having any high expectations. I didn't even know it was a Connect Group,I thought she said her friends are coming over for a gathering and doing some cooking.

We cooked, chatted, laughed, learned, and proceeded with God's word. Did prayers to close the connect group.

So this guy that I got to know, his name is Sai Chung. Well, we call him Sai. Anyway he mentioned that he works as a DJ in a radio station. When he was sending me home, I asked which radio station is he working in, he said SBS under the program SBS Pop Asia. I WAS SHOCKED!

I have been dying to catch SBS Pop Asia everyday but I can't remember the times and i CBB to check. So yeah.

Anyways, back to my story. I was telling Sai about the huge Kpop concert in November and he said "yeah that's why I've been so busy because of this concert. I'm actually co-emceeing the concert." My reaction was like "OMG REALLY!?!?!??!?!??!?!" like i really can't believe it.

So yeah, as I was saying. God works in MYSTERIOUS ways and I believe he put people in my life for a reason. Guess what? Because of my continuous faith in God, He has been allowing me to meet awesome Christian friends that are in different fields of jobs and I can proudly say I have friends doing all kinds of jobs that actually makes my circle of friends SO COOL !!!! You know? At one point I was even thinking is this God's way of taking care of me? Because I can easily get advice from anyone of my friends and God is sort of showing me that there are varieties for me to learn, pick a field that I'm best at and do it !! In a way, God provides CONNECTIONS for me. I love God !!!

There has been 2 GOOD things that happened to me today!! THANK YOU JESUS!! I LOVE YOU! I WILL FOREVER BE FAITHFUL TO YOU BECAUSE YOU HAVE SHOWED ME YOUR GRACE & MERCY AND CONTINUED TO LOVE ME EVEN WHEN I WAS DOUBTING YOU!!!

So kids, do not think there's no purpose or reason to anything. Actually, God has a better plan for you. Everything has a purpose. You may not see it now but when the future unfolds, you'll look back and say "ohhhhhhhh so that's what it is." Trust me, I've been through that and still going through it, only now I'm trying to see the bigger picture in God's eyes.

God bless you!!

XOXO
Sue

Will the opportunity return if it was meant to be?

the feeling was mutual.

i guess part of me knew i but wasn't confident enough.

is it totally my fault? i hope not.

i feel so stupid.

i don't want this to bug me anymore.

will the opportunity return if it's meant to be?

i hate myself right now.

XOXO
Sue

Friends' Visitations.

so my friends, a couple from Malaysia and a girl friend from Adelaide came to visit me in Sydney at the same time. we all grew up together back in Malaysia. they arrived on the 23rd of July and left on the 27th of July.

we have been planning the places to go and visit a month before they came. buying tickets to Wildlife Park, Sydney Aquarium, Sydney Tower & Whale Watching Cruise. our activities were like this:-

Day 1 :

Michelle arrived at 5.30pm and met me in the city near Central Station. Josh & Nancy arrived about 6ish and went to Maroubra straight which is where they will be staying at and have dinner with Josh's dad's friend. I took Mich to Japanese and then we went home.

Got changed and meet up with Joshua at about 10.10pm at QVB and got ready to go clubbing! Clubbed at Star Bar which was great,the crowd was great that night. I was so excited to see them that i hugged them! it's been 2 years. At the club, we each had 3 shots and still wasn't high enough to dance LOL. but we did dance! it was lots of fun. went home at about 1 ish.

Day 2 :

met up in the city at about 11 ish AM. Josh & Nancy were late. had brekkie and went to Sydney Aquarium. fishes are fun to look at. walked all the way to Fish market for a huge lunch where we couldn't even finish our meal. walked all the way back to Wildlife Park. after that we went to Taiwanese dessert (taro balls). after that we walked all the way to Max Brenner for more dessert. Chocolate waffles & Chocolate Souffle. they love it ! and then we headed home.

Day 3 :

met in the city about 10 ish. had vietnamese food for brekkie, it was great! after that i took them to Becasse Bakery and had yummy french desserts and they loved it ! they later left to Whale watching cruise which i didn't join becoz i can't afford it. i ended up wandering around the city myself and that's when Bonnie saw me and came to say Hi. ended up chatting and wandering around with her until her friend Sophia came and we continue walking around and chat. had a great chat i must say.

met them when they came back and we headed straight to dinner because we rsvp for 6.30pm. they met my new friend Shannon which was good. after dinner at Hurricanes where we ordered 1kg of steak to share among 4 person, we had Pancakes for supper. we went to Sydney Tower to check if it was still open but it was closed so we headed home.

Day 4 :

met up in the city and had brekkie at Myer food court, the girls had Thai and Josh had Kebab for brekkie. yums. went to Bondi Beach and then hung around for almost 2 hour ish. had lunch there with ham and stuff, bought ciders and beer for lunch TEEHEE. rushed back from Bondi to city and did the most minimal shopping in a short amount of time. HAHA! trying to fit time in. we then rushed to The Rocks and Circular Quay (where the Opera House is) and then had dinner in The Rocks. after dinner we went to Guylian Cafe for desserts. oh gosh, this time we really couldn't finish. it was yum though. then my friend Samantha came and we left to Lowenbrau Keller for drinks. at least they've tried the German beer i wanted them to try. we then headed home after drinks. we said goodbye to Josh and Nancy because we won't be seeing them the next day. i got a bit teary but tried to hold it in. =)

Day 5 :

Mich and I rushed out,had Kebab for brekkie and then rushed to Balmain for Adriano Zumbo's desserts. IT WAS SO DELICIOUS. Best decision made everrrr. Josh & Nancy didn't come along because they wanted to spend time with their host family so it's just the two of us. went back to the city to slowly enjoy the desserts. Many people were looking at 2 girls carrying 2 boxes of desserts. we bought like 6 cakes and 5 macaroons. one lady even asked us where did we get Adriano Zumbo's desserts. it was that famous. haha. after that we went home and Michelle had to finish packing her stuff and rushed back out to the city because i sent her off at Central Station. i felt like crying when we hugged and said our goodbyes but i hold it in. =)

i went home and had my own dinner and then went to bed at 8.30 ish. i was that tired, my eyes couldn't open anymore and physically i just don't want to move. brain shut down early. haha.

so yeah that's about it but our days were packed coz we tried to fit everything into these few days which is really harddddddddd!

had fun times tho! if i could turn back time,i would do it all over again.

XOXO
Sue

I hate it when...

i hate it when people cancel on me last minute

i hate it when people don't call or text to tell you that they are not going to show up

i hate it when people make excuses as to why they can't reply your texts i.e. i didn't check my phone. REALLY? U FCKIN CHECK UR PHONE ALL THE TIME WHEN U'RE HANGING OUT WITH ME. DON'T FCKIN LIE.

i hate it when people are on their phone ALL THE TIME when they're hanging out with me. Don't they know that it's so fckin rude and anti-social??! learn your manners!

i hate it when people don't listen or pay attention to what you're saying. Dude, i respect you by listening to your bullshit and sometimes i remember what you said and i dunno why so since i'm a good listener you should learn to be one too!

i hate it when people think the world owes them and revolves only around them like nobody else in the world matters except them. go fck yourselves.

i hate it when people show off that they are better than you especially in front of their friends or your friends. dude, nobody fckin cares.

i hate it when people cheat on their partner. especially if the person or couple are my friends. go fck yourselves.

i hate it when people spread false rumours about others or me.

i hate it when people tell me a relationship means nothing to them. like a fling would be something fun. i hate seeing people wasting their lives away and getting AIDS if that's possible.

i hate it when the person who knows you better than anyone else judges you. they have so called claimed to be your 'best' friend but betrays you.

i hate it when people tries to belittle you just so they can feel better about themselves. hey! go fck yourselves.

i hate it when people just assume everything before hearing both sides of the story OR hearing the person out before they judge the situation. they just love to blame it on someone else.


(will update more when i can think of more coz right now i'm just distracted)

The Rain Hasn't Stop

so here i am to rant about the rain that hasn't stop since Tuesday.

on a Tuesday afternoon this week, it started raining. at first it was drizzles and then it just started pouring.

the drizzle and pouring went on and off like as if God is controlling it. so it rained throughout Tuesday and into the night onto Wednesday and then Thursday and then onto Friday and now it's technically Saturday because it's past 12am. Yes,it is still pouring. it has been the coldest and wettest July in i dunno how many years. isn't it awful? i'm pretty sure somewhere has been flooded by now.

there was a helicopter incident further up north not far from where i live. it was believed that 2 people have died. the helicopter crash due to the rain because the sky was so foggy they could not see.

there was also a news where a kid walked into a pothole. the roads were flooded and the kid was walking back after school and he dropped into the pothole and got sucked into it. thank god he came out of another pothole apparently on a different street not far and it was at the back alley of a chinese restaurant. the kid is only 12 yrs old.

see how bad the rain is now? it's hurting people.

God, please stop the rain. Thank you.

XOXO
Sue

Friends Visiting

tomorrow or technically today (coz it's 12.05am) my friends are arriving from Malaysia and Adelaide! I'm uber excited!

they're here to see me of course! =P

Ruth was right,people have probably gave up waiting for me to come back so instead they fly here to visit me!

Actually, i think they're using me becuz they can get free place to stay plus a free tour guide (me). HAHA JK! i really am joking. =.="

anyway, i am so looking forward to it that i'm actually uber excited and don't think i'll be able to sleep! i'm talking about friends that i grew up with whom i haven't seen them in about 2 years ish since i left and came to Australia! gosh,i can't wait! we're gonna have so much fun!

i hope we manage to visit all the places we wanna go to and fit everything into technically a 4 day trip! woah.

God please protect us and stop the rain. We all need your protection. Thank you Jesus.

XOXO
Sue

Jo's 25th.

i haven't been blogging in a while and suddenly i blogged a few posts. not bad eh? quite productive of me! =D

Anyways, went to a surprise party for my dear Jo . she was like WHAT THE?! when everybody started shouting and pop the party popper and etc. i met 1 of my student there because she is JO's niece! heheheh.. she was so shy around me. sigh.. Mikaylaaaa whyyyy! hahaha.. her dad is Jo's older brother!

we had sausage rolls, lasagne, salad, ciabatta (with tomatoes, rocket and cheese),quiche, chicken nuggets and last but not least COOKIES AND CREAM CHEESE CAKE MADE BY HEIDI & ME! =D everyone loved it! including me,it was so delish!

it was a fun filled party. ate so much. Pinar and I just felt like 3-6 months pregnant after that.

i had a glass of red wine and 2 cups of soft drink + 1 cup of sparkling water. i HATE sparkling water but that's the closest thing i could find to WATER. LOL. so i drank that. when i came home i immediately down 2 glasses of water before i came on my laptop. like what the heck.. i'm already so pregnant, and the water just made it worst but meh, i am terribly dehydrated!

XOXO
Sue

New Nine West Heels

Do ya like my new heels?! i got it from Nine West and it was on sale 50% !

i uber love them and shocked myself as to why i fell in love with this pair of heels.

i never usually am a heels kind of person but yeah. this is LOVE.

XOXO
Sue

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2

okay,so last friday i have gone to watch Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2. guess what?

I DID NOT CRY! but i did get all teary just didn't cry as bad as i used to. i must've toughen up =D

the movie was SUPER AWESOME! like FTW totally! but the last part where it's after 19 years could be better with more stage make up on to make the actors look older. it was more comical than story really. they also could've told all the kids names because that's what they did in the book. it wasn't a very good ending because it wasn't as long as well.

anyways, who am i to judge? you should watch for yourself. the overall movie was SUPER AWESOME !





and when did Matthew Lewis aka Neville Longbottom get so HOT?! i mean, i seriously have the hots for him now. gosh..haha! still dorky but i likes! i love dorky guys.

XOXO
Sue

Blog List Gone

something is really wrong with my blog, for the bloggers, you know how when you login, you'd see a list of updated blogs from your friends that you have followed? it currently says "you are currently not following any blogs" on the update feeds area.

WTF?! where's the list gone? I.AM.SO.SAD.

XOXO
Sue

Don't Get It

you know how some people like to say something to get people's attention and then when you comment on it like just to say 'i know how you feel' kind of way, they go all 'yeah but you should try this and that' just to find self pity? or to state that they've experienced a condition worst than yours?

it's sad to see such people hunger for sympathy from their friends. i guess that is how they find their identity in their friends or to get attention.

i don't know what's their deal. to me, they have probably been through a rough week or rough day and they're under stress, that's why they are lashing out like that. poor bastards.

oh well, i guess that hollow in your heart will never be fulfilled by finding sympathy from others. i'm sorry to say that but these kind of people are just sad.

XOXO
Sue

Bridesmaids.

yeah . i just saw this movie tonight with the girls...





it was a terrific movie~!! fantastic~!! u want humour? it's there. u want romance? it's there. basically a very awesome movie~!! in my opinion of course~!!

it's a total must watch chick flick~!! but i'm sure they'll either banned it or censor the first part in conservative countries because of the sex scenes~!! it's a good collectible as well~!! oh and girls,please do not watch it with your boyfriends because it could get awkward.. but watch it with your girlfriends~!! it's awesome and i promise you'll laugh your heads off~!!

haha overall i had a great night~!! thank you Jesus for putting so many wonderful people in my life. I love them. I sincerely do.

XOXO
Sue

FB Notification in Jap?????!

okay..as you can see this... this is a picture of my notifications list. i do not know why the latest notification is in JAPANESE!!

FB you trying to haunt me?? i did not change my FB to any other languages. i only use english. but no, you had to show my notification in Japanese!!! what is wrong with you?

anyways,that's my rant. haha~

XOXO
Sue

Josh Groban??

Lately,i keep having the mood to listen to Josh Groban's songs..

tell me why?!?!

even i can't explain why..

all i know is that it gives me peace.

i get fed up or agitated when i listen to the songs i normally listen to. i wonder why...?!

oh well, till then i'll just continue listening to Josh Groban until it puts me to sleep. Smart move. it ain't gonna put me to sleep, not for now at least.

XOXO
Sue

Happy Happy Joy Joy - Lovin' Holidays

i spent the whole day watching K-dramas until about 3pm when Keilah called me up to meet her at the Longy.

i quickly got changed and met her at about 4.30 ish . had a long chat,learned to use Final Cut Pro from her and a few tips for Photoshop. t'was good. we even had a little chat about guys. ahem..

went to connect group and had a really good discussion. we gave ideas about what we're gonna do a fasting on. and we all agreed to fast on gossip and alcohol for about 20ish days. not sure yet, let the leaders decide. woohoo! so looking forward to it.

we went off topic because we talked about how we can influence our actions on others and help them to get to know Christ. talked about influence, we started talking about alcohol and then got to the topic of how the girls are sexually frustrated. which was hilarious! haha.. and Chloe has this dog Napolean who keeps stealing food off the table. omigosh that dog is so sneaky but very cute! pics will be up soon :)

so after connect i got a lift home with Jo. it wasn't convenient for her to drop me off at my place so i could just get off at hers because she lives right across me and it's easy for me to just run across the road to mine. haha. so as i was paying attention to the road trying to cross it, suddenly i hear this voice 'I BEAT YOU!!!' and i turned to see that it was Victor (Jo's husband). he was walking home as well. he yelled again pointing at me 'I BEAT YOU! I GOT HOME FIRST' and i was like ,NO I WAS FIRST!! haha... and i ran across the road back home and he ran off as well. we both yelled SEE YA!!!

i thought it was a pretty hilarious sight because we're like racing to see who gets home first which was funny. haha~!!

seriously,if Victor wasn't married, i would have a huge crush on him right now. he gives me the feeling that he's like a father/big brother to me which i like a lot. he's uber protective of me as well :)

so anyways, this is my story for today... i'm really lovin' the holidays where i can sleep in and watch dramas all day not having to worry about assignments. pure relaxation! i.e. living the dream <3

XOXO
Sue

The Real Romantic Songs..

IMO, the songs nowadays sucks. all about sex & drugs and that's about what they can come up with. These are the real love songs. I missed the old times. I missed being able to sing along to all these songs without even trying hard! The songs now are so shallow and hard to make out what they are singing. Meanings are all almost the same - sex, money, drugs, posh life, sleep around with men/women, gays & lesbians. The world is sick, people are turning sicker by the day. I hate life now.

XOXO
Sue

The Why's

i don't get what did i do to suffer with the person i'm living with. need to tolerate her,why can't she tolerate me as well? give and take? stupid. b***hface.

why i have such family members who don't treat me like part of the family. FML.


tomorrow i'm gonna start fasting and pray. pray for the better!!!!!

Nice Guys

have you guys watch this?! it's called Nice Guys sang by Chester See, Kevjumba & Ryan Higa. my favourite vloggers!!! i've been hooked to this song since the released =/

been repeating it everydayyy~!! hope you enjoy it!! =D

do you think it's true?

i'm not the type of girl that likes people to treat me like trash, so i don't agree with it but maybe there are girls out there like that~ i really and truly appreciate Nice Guys okay!!

XOXO
Sue

Here's some random update

okay,so here's some random updates about what has been happening in my life when i did not update the blog.

some could be funny some are just plain bleh. but yea.

- been so hooked up on Britney's new song Till The World Ends. it just makes me want to get up and dance!!
- even more hooked to Kevjumba, Ryan Higa & Chester See - Nice Guys song.
- the weatherman said it's gonna be a warmish winter. means winter came and went so quick!!! :(((
- apparently there was a news about Korea about all the frogs coming to shore in 1 place. suspecting theres gonna be a disaster coming :((((( God please keep Korea safe in your arms. Amen.
- camwhored with my pretty friend on Thursday! i hope she puts up the pictures real soon! x
- became Jynn's lab rat on Tuesday. =.="
- oh oh discovered THE BEST bakery in town so far!! French bakery!! Becasse Bakery. Every bite is like heaven on earth. oh man,looking forward to go back there soon ish!
- friends are coming to visit me in July! CAN'T WAIT!
- ordered David Choi's CD & T-shirt yesterday! YAY! hope it arrives in time before the showcase!
- going to see David Choi & Jayesslee on the 2nd of July in my University! YIIPPEE!
- started going to the bar in my uni a month ago and it became my camp site for the rest of the semester! we end up playing BINGO every wednesday! haha~


i guess that's all for now? i picked some out from my Twitter,haha~!!

Be safe everyone! Take care! Mwaaaahhh!

XOXO
Sue

Updates on my life..

hey hey

i've been on hiatus from the blog for so long. i really do apologise to those who come here often to read.

anyways, i was really busy with my assignments and work hence the hiatus.

so here's a song to say I MISS YOU READERS and Blog!



heheh~if you're wondering did we sing it, yes we sang it !

okay, back to my life.

so i had this crazy lecturer that has so many rules to his assessment that my friends and I were so stressed coz of it.

let me tell you the rules:-

- Margin 3cm,Font Times, Font size 12,double spacing,5 space before you start a new paragraph sentence..
- CANNOT use the word 'it' 'first' 'second' 'moreover' 'however' 'recently' 'finally' , no words end with 'ly' .
- 1 thought 1 sentence
- DO NOT use 'and' 'but' to join 2 thoughts into 1 sentence
- 23 - 25 words per sentence
- 3-4 sentences per paragraph
- DO NOT USE commas, DO NOT USE the word 'instead' to start a sentence

Now you tell me, how to not get stressed up about writing this freaking essay??! I was paranoid checking that i didn't break the rules every time i write 1 sentence. UGH...

Best thing is, this essay had to be hand in on Thursday and on Wednesday 7pm i got to know that i NEED TO RE-DO THE WHOLE FREAKING ESSAY!

I practically had less than 24 hours to finish a new essay. WTH! i was about to break down and cry but i didn't. Instead, i did the research on Wednesday night itself and end up writing half the essay on the night itself! Thursday morning i went to university early to write this essay and i finished it on time!! phew.. turn out it wasn't so bad. i got a good mark than what i expected hehe..

so yeah, then i rushed another essay to be hand in on the Monday after and a video and independent project to hand in yesterday (Friday 3rd June 2011). UGH.. i nearly died.

So yeah that's my life. Fun right?! U want my life? LOL...

XOXO
Sue

Boombox Tour 2011 - Sydney Part 2

okay... so i've introduced most of the acts in the Part 1 blog post.

let's continue with my story shall we?

okay, so after the event, the people who bought VIP tickets are allowed to have a meet & greet session with the acts.

The performers were sitting in a row on stage and waiting for the queue to keep moving. So as they sign the posters 1 by 1 for every fan, my friends, Maggie, Jynn and I were below the stage. We did not get the VIP tickets so we could not go up but watch from below with a frown.

I took Jynn's DSLR and walk around below the stage trying to take a good picture of the stars.

Soon there was a guy giving out some postcard that advertises the next event that is gonna held by the organiser of this Boombox Tour. Jynn took the postcard and wrote something on it. Like a note to Jayesslee and Kevjumba.

Since i was standing below the stage, i caught Sonia's attention and she waved back and smiled at me =) what a sweet girl. Then i told Jynn to pass her the postcard, she saw us wanting to pass her the postcard and she stretched out her hand as a sign that she wants the postcard with a frown haha...so cute.. then i told Jynn to fly the postcard to her and she did! I told Sonia to read it. So, she and Janice read it!

Later, i caught Kevin's (Kevjumba) attention by waving, he saw me and smiled and waved back! i could have just melted there.. haha.. i told Jynn to give him the postcard but of course he was distracted by the next person queuing up for his autograph. I called out to Sonia and told her to pass it to Kevin and she nodded her head. So Jynn again flew the postcard to her. haha~!! We don't know if Kevin have read it there and then but he wasn't looking at us.

Later on, when the queue was almost over, i noticed Sonia kept looking at me.. like she wants to say something to me .. so i told Jynn, but Jynn didn't really care much. I dunno what she was thinking though..

when the last person got her signature she stood up and walk to us..so i waved and said 'Hi Sonia!!! =D' and she said 'Hey girls,i was looking at you guys all the time just now..' we had a brief chat (which i can't remember what's it about) and then we took a picture together! the fact that she said 'Hey girls,i was looking at you guys the whole time just now..' touched me. it's like, for a star to say this to their fans is like soooo down to earth. and she wants to come and talk to us. i mean,how many stars would do that????! U TELL ME!!!



Here's Sonia & us. She's holding the postcard!!!!

Anyway, later on Kevin came out to say goodbye to his fans too! He did the hand sweep to all the girls below the stage (there wasn't many) and i manage to get a 'sweep' from his hand! XD then after i put my hand down, he pointed at me, i was confused, i didn't know what he wanted, so i gave him my hand!!! he took it and squeeze it and smiled at me!! ahhhhh *MELTS* So Jynn & I managed to take a picture with him too! such a sweet guy!!! I like Nice Guys =)




he's so sweet that he bent down to allow us to take a picture with him!!! =D

After Kevin left, it was Janice's turn to come towards us. She chatted with us. Jynn asked her which church is she attending and all and she told us to come and check out her church!! wow..it's basically like an invite right? LOL... feel so touched. I mean, they are such down to earth girls!! Beautiful inside and out =)



This is Janice!

After that we went for dinner and head home, it was 10ish when i got home. i was out the whole day!!!! so tireddddd but it was worth the wait!!! =D

thats all for Boombox Tour 2011!

XOXO
Sue

Boombox Tour 2011 - Sydney Part 1

I bought the ticket to the Boombox Tour 2011 in Sydney on Wednesday 11th May 2011 and the event was on Sunday the 15th of May.
The performers i want to see most is Kevjumba, Ryan Higa & Jayesslee. I don't really care about the other performers haha! so mean of me =P

Anyways, on Sunday morning, i woke up at 6am before my alarm even went off. I had planned earlier with Maggie that i'll meet her at 9am at the QVB building in the city.
I texted her 8.30am to tell her to remember to bring her passport coz it says on the ticket that they will check for photo ID.
Turns out, she forgot to bring her passport and had to take the train back and to the city again. Damn.

So finally we met up at 10.30ish AM in front of the Town Hall steps where the event will be held. We then got Subway as our lunch, her breakfast actually.
Finally the organisers arrived and put up the fence around 12ish and we quickly got in line, thank god i'm nearly at the front.

When i bought the ticket,it says the gate will open at 2pm but it wasn't open until 2.55pm. BAD ORGANISERS. So anyways, we went in batch by batch coz there were bodyguards guarding the line.
We thought our general ticket with the early bird tickets were different, we end up sitting at the same area anyway. BLEK. Except for VIP of course.
We technically sat at the same area except that VIP was the first few rows in front. PFFT.

I'll break it down to what each performer does or did although i can't remember all their names.

Maribelle Anes - 15 yr old girl who sings/produce/plays the guitar/writes lyrics and dances. Her songs are kind of like R&B style. You should look her up on Youtube.

Jayesslee - The 2 famous Korean twins who sings and plays the guitar, very talented. Beautiful voice, beautiful personality and most of all beautiful on the outside as well. Go support them!

Kookies N Kream - they are a group of very talented dancers.

D-Pryde - he writes his own songs and raps. very talented and an inspiration to all.

Kevjumba - my favourite boy. A famous vlogger and comedian. Creative guy and a very down to earth guy.

Ryan Higa - Funny, Talented, Creative, Lame, Crazy.. and the list goes on. Very cool guy, not to mention sexy too!

Andrew Garcia - American Idol contestant, did not win. Very SUPER TALENTED and has a nice voice. Like OMG! Go support his upcoming single coming out on 3rd of June. Praised by Simon Cowell & Katy Perry.

There are a few more acts that i can't remember the name of. There was a girl who came out as first performer and left after 1 song, there was also a duo who performed a few songs, really really good. I can't remember their name though. Oh, there was this dancer who did a sexy dance, it was hilarious~!! He sprayed whipped cream all over his chest..hahah! I dunno if i've left any out but that's all i can remember~!!


to be continue....

Blessings

God has definitely blessed me in many ways.
So much has happened the past month when i didn't have any internet to get online and blog.
I'll just have to keep counting my blessings and try to appreciate every moment of it.
It is because i know God has spoken to me and He is trying to use me.

I certainly have friends whom i can't stand them in the long run.
But i pray and ask God to continue to bless them.
Because nobody deserves anything bad.
Let God do the justice and i'll remain nice to them.

I'm not gonna narrow down what has happened but i can guarantee that it was God who worked in those times of need.
Seek God and you will never suffer alone anymore for there is God to lift you up and guide you through everything.


Praise Jesus!

XOXO
Sue

Seriously Guys??

you know how pathetic guys are? well let me tell you...

well,i'm not a slim or thin kind of girl. i'm actually chubby...i look like a bum among all your average pretty girls..

so i happened to lost a bit of weight and groom myself if i do go out, took some pics and uploaded it on facebook...

the guys that i knew from way back like say maybe 10 years ago? started chatting me up on facebook chat.. calling me cute.. so i asked him 'wasn't i cute before?' ... i forgot what he said to cover up but somehow lead to 'oh you should ask your boyfriend and not me..' so i said 'i have no boyfriend' then he said 'oh don't worry,i'm here for you dear' ...

Really guys? just because i looked better than before, you're gonna come and start flirting with me? please, get yourself a mirror because i can see what kind of guy you are... you go for looks,not the person.

this is just 1 guy, there were like 2-3 guys chatting me up... dude... look in the mirror ok?

Seriously guys? GET A LIFE !

XOXO
Sue

Tohoshinki - Bolero

Here's a video of Tohoshinki that really shows their talent in singing.. well there are many more videos that show but i love this song a lot~haha..it's a soundtrack of a Japanese movie called Subaru.. it's about ballet? released in 2008. anyways,hope you enjoy this video~~

XOXO
Sue

Crazy Guy

Anna gave me a lift back from church.. so Anna, Me and Bo was sending Keilah home first.

On the way to Keilah's place, right at the corner when Anna turned, an asian guy jumped in front of our car and showed his fist as if he's gonna hit us. i told everyone to lock the doors first.. he was walking in front of us blocking the road and when other cars come our way, he jumped in front of the car...

All of us was worry about his safety, after we stopped in front of Keilah's place, she called the police and told the police what's happening and gave her address so the police can come to check out this guy.

The guy then turn up another street and walked towards it.. we saw 2 ladies chasing after him, we thought its his family and we were kinda worried too so Anna drove up the road that the guy went to..just to see if he's alright..

So the aunt of the guy came and talked to us, we asked her if she was okay and if he was okay.. she told us he has epilepsy.. i hope i got that right.. so yeah.. after that we left for home..

We really hope the guy is alright though.. as long as he doesn't jump in front of cars because it's dangerous and he could get hurt.. -_-"

XOXO
Sue

TVXQ.

okay...

so i've been a little mellow lately.. been listening to TVXQ/Tohoshinki 's older songs.. especially their Japanese songs..and it really gets me emo.. now i just missed them.. as 5.

:(((((

i hope in the future they'd put their differences aside and work together for a comeback and then it'll go down in history for sure.





see how they look good as 5? SIGH....

it's not right for them to split..sigh..

XOXO
Sue

The Social Network

i have just watched The Social Network and the movie isn't all that great but it gives me a depth of understanding on how Facebook was thought out, developed and managed.

i can't believe that Mark Zuckerberg has gone through all that trouble and lawsuits to fight for the rights, getting sued by so many and finally landed a deal of half a million dollars to start up Facebook.

man, do you even know how smart he is? like seriously, damn smart. i would be afraid to talk to a smarty pants because i believe they can't stand my low IQ especially academically. gosh...

kudos to Mark and i hope Facebook lives on. it's like the most addictive thing ever...

XOXO
Sue

Better Days?

today i rushed back from the city because i had stayed over at a friend's place.

i was kinda tired and wasn't quite in the mood for kids. when i mention kids, i meant that i had to work today and wasn't really in the mood for them.

to my surprise, i went in to work today and found an envelope inside my pigeon hole. i opened the envelope and it was 2 movie passes that's valid till 30th September this year!! YAY~!!! i was beyond happy because i wanted to watch many movies this week! i'm actually choosing good movies to spend my ticket on. umm, any ideas? i'm thinking Fast & Furious 5 and also Pirates of the Caribbean 4. hehehe~ good choice?! =D

i came back and after dinner i went to the shops with the woman i live with.

i bought my Haloumi cheese and finally found my Chocolate Scotch Fingers!! :D yayyy another good thing...

and the last good thing is a GOOD NEWS, if not, BEST ! get ready for this...

David Choi is coming to Sydney on 2nd of July and location is Macquarie Atrium - MY UNIVERSITY !!!!! =D

i was literally jumping for joy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

can this day get any better?????!!! Thank you Jesus !!! I know YOU made this happen!!!!!

XOXO
Sue

Don't Like This Married Life...

alright, not much has happened lately.

for the past 3 weeks i literally had no time to chat with my friends. i slept at 12am almost every night if not earlier. i try to get sufficient sleep so i'll be fresh in the morning to have a war with my assignments.

you see, i was kind of married to my uni and books for the past 3 weeks. i never had such a married life before, it was not fun. i hate this kind of married life, i feel so tied down. please let me meet my prince charming soon and make sure i'll have all the freedom to have a life....can?

my brain juice was squeezed to its very last drop last Thursday and after dropping the assignment into the unit box, the feeling i got was like.... as if everything has been lifted off my shoulder and i could finally FLY LIKE A G6!

last Friday i decided to get a divorce from my books and uni, i chucked them all aside and went out to catch up with a friend and we karaoke'd for 3 hours. guess what, i had a hard time talking after that. nevertheless, we enjoyed good food and more food for desserts. oh man, i felt like i was pregnant. i even dripped chocolate sauce on my tights and scarf. with that aside, Friday was FUN!

- we had Korean food for BRUNCH. i HAD to order MAKKEOLI! it's unstrained rice WINE. *LOVE*
- Karaoke'd after BRUNCH.
- dinner at Taiwan resto, had some Taiwan style rice with fried tofu and fried chicken. OH YUM!
- dessert - Strawberry crepe with brownie, chocolate sauce and chocolate ice cream.. YUM!
---- FELT PREGNANT!




MAKKEOLLI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Strawberry crepe with brownie, chocolate sauce and chocolate ice cream !!!!

XOXO
Sue

Filling in the pieces.

life has been so crazy and hectic that i don't even have the time and mood to blog.

many things had happened, happy, funny and sad. but sadly,i can't remember all.

i'll just write whatever i can think of at the moment.

got kind of pissed at a group mate for being so irresponsible and then i realize,this is uni life,shit happens.

was happy that i spoke 5 minutes or less at a presentation that was supposed to go for 40-45 minutes long for 2 speakers. by the time my friend got to her 3rd point, half an hour has gone. :)

quite happy that i've managed to finished up my assignments on time but i am not sure if i've done it right. i hope i'm right,i don't want to lose marks and fail.

is happy that my friend has been helpful over MSN & Facebook whenever i bombard her with stupid questions, thanks to her for her patience with me,i really am grateful.

is sincerely happy for a friend because he got a violin sponsored by his mom's friend :) please learn well and play a piece for me when i do see you. love you :)

is looking forward to this coming friday because i am finally going to hang out with a friend that i haven't seen in like 2 months-ish... we're planning on movie or karaoke date!!! it will be fun :)

was sad over some things but i don't want to talk about it,it has passed. life's too short to be unhappy :)

needs to keep a positive mind at all times. my friends,i advise that you do this too,it really does brighten up your day. we shall practice together and give each other encouragement rather than criticism. :D

XOXO
Sue

Uber Spicy Hot Pot

ok so today i went to uni to meet Phoebe to discuss our group presentation for tomorrow.

so after she left, Jemma met me. she told me earlier that she wanted to go get boozed up and we thought just go to our uni bar. but in the end she said she's frickin hungry and wants to eat hot pot in Eastwood.

so we took a bus to Eastwood. after we ordered our hot pot,she insist on wanting to get the spicy soup. so fine, we got the spicy soup, do u know how frickin spicy is that?????????? D: she started coughing and i started to feel that my tongue is numb... uhhhhhhhhh!

oh best part was...when we wanted to order food, the chinese menu and english menu is different.damn. then i had no choice but to take the chinese menu instead coz we wanted buffet style hot pot. when i was ticking the dishes/vege i was like ... so blurrrr..i din know most of it unless i can remember what it meant... most of it i know how to read but i dunno what it is..omg i was so close to calling back to Malaysia and ask my friend for help. gosh... i'm really hopeless,learned chinese before but so useless =.= and Jemma was like using her digital dictionary typing in korean and let it translate to chinese and give the waitress to see. hahahahaahhahahahahahaah~ this is the funniest way of ordering that i've ever seen!!!!! LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

she kept ordering more sliced beef. man that girl can really eat.. after dinner i was feeling very the full and bloated and we decided to walk from Eastwood to uni then i can take my bus from uni.. the walk took us about 30-40 minutes. i had to carry my huge ass laptop all the way to and back..damnit. on the way we saw an awesome possum,on the wire line. it wanted to climb down but was afraid it would fall so it didn't manage to come down when we left, instead it poo-ed and Jemma was like 'HUH? HE POO?' and i said 'yeah LOL' hahha then she said lets go...

we keep swapping the laptop bag whenever we felt tired lol. really heavy. anyway when we finally arrived near our uni, we were waiting at the traffic lights to cross the road. and i asked her in korean how to say "it's so heavy" and she taught me so i repeated after her then i added in "it's really heavy, i'm so tired" and she was like kinda shocked that i can make sentences now lol. then she just blurted out in malay 'DUDUK' and pointed to the ground. then i said 'what do you think i am? dog??' (in english of course) then i said in korean 'I'm not a dog' then she laughed soooo hard and keep saying 'duduk' -_-" we both laughed non stop which was good after a long walk lol.

anyways, i only had to wait about 8 minutes for the bus to come so it was all good.

p/s we went into a korean mart and i bought 4 packets of sweets. omg! the shopkeeper was shocked that i know korean -_-"

XOXO
Sue

High Tea

so tonight we had high tea for our connect. just the girls. t'was great. i baked a choc cake that only half the cake was eaten because there was so much food on the table. all sweet stuff. anyways, everything was nice,it was reallllllyyyy sweet though! which explains why i'm on sugar high now..lol so we played MAFIA... u know that card game? and then u'd have a narrator to create a situation like a story.. so anyways.. during the first round, Jo & Heidi's dog MOSS, farted during the silence,it was sooooooooooo funny!! it was pretty loud. oh..and i can't believe i was voted out the first round itself! D: everyone thought i was the MAFIA but IN THEIR FACE i was the townsmen. damnit. so 2nd round, i got voted out when the group started growing smaller and i still can't believe i was 1 of the choice that people would vote me as MAFIA. again, i was just a commoner. ISH...and guess how did i die? apparently i was trying to fix a HUGE TOTORO doll and the eye popped out and i accidentally choked on it. YEAH, thanks to Keilah for that creative death =.=" 3rd round, i was the Doctor, i had to do loads of selfless work, but instead i got killed in the 4th round.. how UNFAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ISH... but anyways it was a good night, it definitely got my mind off things. i was pretty pissed at my aunt when i left the apartment because of something that she did. urgh.. dont even wanna mention it here..too pathetic. now i'm currently on a sugar high so i guess i won't be sleeping early tonight. nevertheless,the high tea was good.

XOXO Sue

Talk About Being Acknowledged.

the sermon was good at church... Paul preached. i nearly cried knowing what he been through. God bless him.. i'm happy he made it through and happy to see him happy.

anyways, today when i walked in to church, the gang was standing in a circle right in front of the door. when i walked passed,NOBODY said HI except Jo. they didn't even look at me.

when the service ended, everyone walked to their group and talked. I, on the other hand, was left alone with Joanne, then i decided to leave with Joanne without even saying goodbye to anyone else. after she went home, and i had to walk home, i cried all the way home. i have never felt so lonely in my life. i literally thought of sitting by the sidewalk and cry my eyes out before going into the apartment.

talk about being inclusive and acknowledging a friend's arrival or existence...