Bush Walking... (28/11/10)

today, Anna, Freddie, Monica, Keilah, Heidi and I went bush walking in Ku-ring Gai.

the walk down was smooth as hell but the walk up was a bitch ! let me explain, normally bush walking people would have to climb up to the top and probably play with the waterfall right? in Australia is different, the beaches are at the bottom so we actually start our route from the top to bottom.

as for America Bay, we didn't go all the way down it's a very long way down and so Anna took us to the detour lookout. the scenery was so bloody beautiful. i was in awe when i reached the detour lookout of America Bay. we didn't got to walked the whole America Bay because Anna was focusing on bringing Freddie to see the scenery from the top of the mountains.

next we went to Flint Steel Bay and walked all the way down to the beach. I changed into my swimmers, there wasn't any toilet or whatever so i asked Freddie to hold the towel for me while i change -.- later as i wanted to walk into the water, the rocks were so slippery i slipped and fell and sat on my ass. wtf so freaking pain, my left bum cheek has a bruise and my right knee has a little cut and it's bleeding and my right hand middle finger has a cut too. wtf! oh wth, we played 500 and my team won! anyways on the way back up, Keilah and I saw a wallaby when we were walking up from Flint Steel Bay.

funny thing that we did:

Heidi was meeting us later so she asked us to wait at the Flint Steel Bay entrance. so the roads there are quite quiet. like there's not many cars passing by and sometimes you see cyclist. so, Anna, Me, Keilah, Freddie, and Monica sat at the side of the road waiting for Heidi and i dunno who suggested Anna to strip so that Keilah could take a photo. so Anna was kinda shy,but she just unbutton her denim shorts and then Keilah didn't manage to take a photo so we asked her to do it again! then Freddie joined to strip, they lift their shirts up and Keilah manage to get a photo. so i suddenly got an idea and asked Anna to strip when Heidi arrives, for her to see! but Anna and Monica suggested that 4 of us do it, means Me, Anna, Monica & Freddie. damn. so we were all prepared to flash our undies. LOL~ we waited till we were bored and we all already undid our buttons getting ready so we chatted and not pay attention, then i saw Heidi's car and told them she's here.. as her car was coming towards us, we were like CRAP! and quickly flash our undies, but Anna just went for it, all the way down showing off her ass. Heidi just stopped her car and was like laughing her ass off and she was like 'OMG girls, that was so amazing! so awesome! ' then after the whole bush walking, she said 'you girls made my day! especially with my special welcoming gift!' HAHAHAHAH

oh p.s. this is a wallaby,it looks like a kangaroo

XOXO
Sue

Wuthering Heights Movie.

OKAY. so i've finished watching the movie Wuthering Heights based on the book by Emily Bronte.





it was....well....a little mind twisting. it definitely helped me clear up the characters of course. it involves LOVE among an adopted brother with his sister (not blood related because he is adopted) that burns and she has chosen to marry a rich man in order to help her adopted brother (played by Ralph Fiennes,you may know him from Harry Potter as Lord Voldemort but defaced).. her brother couldn't take it and ran away for 3 years, he then came back to visit but was a different man, he was successful. then her daughter grew up and had to marry her dad's sister's (meaning her aunt) son.... i think... if i'm not mistaken. well,basically it's twisted to me because it involves a lot of incest. so yeah, EW! anyways, it's suppose to be a good movie/story book but i guess literature isn't my thang. but you people can enjoy the movie if you are able to find it. the story was first published in 1847 and the movie in 1992. so yeah.

XOXO
Sue

Wuthering Heights by Emily Bronte @ Ellis Bell

so yesterday, i did not know why i thought of Wuthering Heights the night before, not that any of my friends or the shows i watched has mentioned it, i went to the library near my apartment to try my luck and see if they have the book so that i could loan it from them.

they actually have it! so i borrowed it home and read about almost 11 chapters that i decided i did not understand it. it's not only that the English is a little different and hard to understand, the writer Emily Bronte who published the book under the pseydonym Ellis Bell writes it in many of the character's point of view that i find it to be very confusing. especially when they have the main characters naming their kids in the same names. plus the writer hardly reveals obviously which character's point of view is she talking from. gaaah~

so i went back to the library today, i remembered that when i checked in the catalogue yesterday, it showed that there's a DVD of Wuthering Heights and i went to look for the DVD today. and to my surprise,i found it ! so yes,i gave up trying to straighten my head out about the story and went on to loaning the DVD. yes,i returned the book. LOL~!!

on the side note to BERNARD if you ever read this post :

I manage to borrowed the book FALLEN by Lauren Kate. i will read it ASAP and tell you what i think. come to think of it, i think you will love the library because there's SO MANY adult fiction/young adult fiction books there, especially those with vampires and whatnot. i think if you were here, you'd probably spend most of your time in the library and not coming out till you've finished reading the books! HAHA! oh, and the book FALLEN looks a bit old because its been there since 2009. >.<"

anyhoo, i will watch the DVD and post about what i think of it once i'm done.

XOXO
Sue

ARE U SHITTING ME?

i have been trying to upload a panorama picture that i took with my mobile phone and i really liked it ! the thing is, Facebook have been SUCH A PAIN IN THE ASS it wouldn't allow me to upload that picture ! it kept telling me that it has error and i thought it must be the size of the picture or maybe the picture format. but i checked, and it's 171KB with JPEG format, so what is wrong? i have no idea too ! so i asked Vickie, whom is quite expert with photos, and she told me to try uploading it to my Facebook wall instead of any albums. so i tried.

look what Facebook said to me.....................

READY???

HERE GOES..............



NO KIDDING !!!!

how retarded is that? i've seen people successfully uploading MOVING IMAGES and why can't i upload panorama pic? DAMN YOU !!!!!!

XOXO
Sue

DBSK

DBSK/TVXQ/Tohoshinki before it was just JYJ. Sigh~i miss them.

XOXO
Sue

JYJ's Jae Joong

whoa,baby JJ is so darn hot in this pic~!! i can't resist it~ fuhhhh~ go JYJ!



mamma mia~~

hubba hubba *drools*

giggity giggity

XOXO
Sue

Random Connect Group Chats.

okay,here are some of the random things we talked about in Connect Group, note this,we talked about it before Connect Group started and after Connect Group ended!

Clouds : i totally saw this friggin wrong name of a construction company called "Hardcore Penetration". (sorry i forgot was it a name of a construction company or something else,but it is so wrong!)

Jo : hey,today i saw a mannequin that is pregnant! and it's black! how cool is that? i even took a picture of it! (i will update my blog with this pic once she uploads it)

Heidi : once,in Year 10, i went into a pregnant ladies store. i was desperately in need of a formal dress and i went into a maternity store! it never occurred to me until the sales assistant lady told me that 'you do know that this is a maternity store right?' OOPS. (in my own experience, i've entered a maternity store before too! but luckily i hadn't tried anything on yet and was quick to notice that it was a maternity store! swt)

later on the girls was talking about wedding dresses and planning on weddings. fyi,some of them don't have a boyfriend yet. i was keen to join in on the conversation but i decided not to because i hadn't plan that far! hahahahahahahahah~

XOXO
Sue

Paranoid Much?

i don't get it,why people are so uptight and paranoid about EVERY SINGLE THING.

if you relax and chill a little,take a chill pill like most people would say, maybe your life isn't that complicated and things would go smoothly the way they are suppose to be. get what i mean?

not everything has to be about you, relax and go with the flow,don't worry about the outcomes if it won't be that bad until it involves taking your life or putting you behind bars or something else that will get you into real deep shit. just relax ok?

i may not understand where your paranoid-ness is coming from but i think it has to do with you being very insecure about yourself. constantly worrying about what the world thinks about you when all that really matters is what the big guy up there think about you. if i were to live my life worrying about what others might think of me every single second i think i might just end up killing myself. just chill,this society is full of people that are very self-absorbed so i can 100% guarantee that nobody is gonna care or judge you. what can they do? the worst is talking behind your back or spread false rumors but those won't kill you and if you have friends and family around you that really knows you for who you really are,why worry?

and so i say , take a chill pill man.

as a joke : just because you're paranoid doesn't mean they aren't coming to get you! :P
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on the side note : i went to connect group and i drank 2 huge cups of PEPSI. ish! i guess i was dehydrated badly! oh, i have officially finished my job training today! hooray! :D

XOXO
Sue

More Random Thoughts.

~i enjoyed yesterday's Women's High Tea although i wasn't looking forward to it! the decorations are so pretty i felt like i'm in UK and the food tastes marvellous! Thank God for letting me experience this! :)

~tomorrow,i'd have 1 more afternoon of training and i'm done! YUHOOO!!! pray for me! hope i don't mess it up! haha~

~i missed the company's Christmas party that is on today,oh wells,i went to church which is much more better! XD

~oh i got prophesized on today! it was a great experience! :D (ask me if you want to know more details!)

~gran is arriving in an hour time! :)

~on Saturday i'd be having two parties to attend, 1 is Samantha's birthday from 12pm-6pm and 2nd 1 is Freddie's farewell at The Rocks! I HAVE TO ATTEND FREDDIE'S FAREWELL! IT'S A MUST! i'm thinking twice about Sam's party because it's so damn bloody hard to get to her house! there's no public transport from the train station except for cabs. ugh!

~my fingers smelled like garlic because i sliced up a garlic this afternoon for my aunt to cook!

~funny enough i think my mind made up itself that it wants me to go to SEE camp! you think i should? and for some reason i'm feeling a little excited. gaaahhh~!!

~my skin is terrible now i think my rashes are coming back! i wished there was something that could cure it! it's so itchy! D:

~i'm so glad i chose not to damaged the temple of God, that is my body. i think ruining what God gave you is just stupid and horrible. not getting what i'm saying? ask me!

~overall, i'm at a very contented place where i think my life is falling into place! Praise God for it!!

XOXO
Sue

Random Thoughts For You.

i now have so many bruises on my body its not even funny,i just found a black and blue bruise on my knee,i dunno where that came from. yesterday's skin peeling bruise now bleeds. sigh. don't get me wrong,i love my job but i'm so bruised now. ugh!

anyways, was laughing today, well not just today but any other day whenever i listen to the song Peacock,it reminds me of Bern singing it,well not remind but makes me imagine. BAHAHAHA. after all, he started it~he introduced me to this song.it's very catchy that's why it's in my playlist.

good news alert: training's almost done and i got the job! Praise God!

Gran is arriving on Sunday from Malaysia. Hooray!

was planning to sleep in on Saturday but NO, my pastor had to drag me to a Women's High Tea event from 2pm-4pm. Great! *sarcasm*

i missed Bonnie,that douche went to China and no Facebook for her till she comes back right before Christmas! dammit. oh well, still got MSN :)

i'm definitely going to watch Harry Potter and The Deathly Hollows tomorrow,by myself! *i need a boyfriend,a movie partner is even better!* i friggin miss Fion, Zhen Kai, Zhen Goh coz they were great movie partners!

oh today i was teaching a kid doing backstroke arms, so i had 5 kids in my class and i was monitoring the one that just passed by me coz i was standing in the middle of the pool, so another kid continued his backstroke arms and he accidentally slapped my back -.- not that it's pain but wth!!! sigh.

oh i hate people who dissed about the songs they hate/dislike. dude, that song is bringing in millions for the artist. so what's your problem? don't like it? change the station man. don't be such a douche. you're not the artist that sings it or earning millions,so why does it concern you? don't generalized and pick on that song just because you hate it, because you're the minority that hates it. the majority loves it. douchebag.

that's all for now.

XOXO
Sue

I Bruise Easily.

i am so bruised right now its not even funny. and i'm feeling random so excuse me if i write something unrelated out of the blue.

so,last 2 days i did my job training and yesterday during in the pool, i was about to change lanes for my next class and when i walked, my ankle accidentally hit the metal bar then the pool step, like WTF?! i kept my cool as i'm good at pretending that as if i'm alright,but deep inside my heart i was screaming WTF WTF WTF IT HURTS!!!!! hahaha..then, today, if you guys didn't know, as a swimming instructor you'd have to bend on your knees to be leveled with the children so that you don't scare them or whatever, so most of the time i'm down on my knees and when i want to talk to the kids and they are at the other end and i'm in the middle i'd walked on my knees to the kids and tell them what to do. so as i'm walking right, i was so careless that i scraped both my knees and now the skin has peeled off. WTF again! it hurts so bad it's all red now. and you guys know that as a swimming instructor, i would have to wear 1 piece swimsuit. so after swimming, when you're about to take off your swimsuit it normally sticks to your body and is very tight right? so i used my strength to take it off and it keeps rubbing on my upper thigh near my hips on my right side, and now it's all red i can't imagine what would happen tomorrow when i go for training again. LOL i think i'd soon get bruises all over my body. -.-

anyways, i am physically so darn tired but mentally i'm alright,i just don't want to move much right now since my knees are weak and bruised,not to mention my hips and ankle hurts too. gah~ overall,the training was fun. Thank you Jesus! :D

CONGRATULATIONS JENNY!

you know what?

i just found out a friend got married through Facebook! and she got married like in September. GAAHHH! i was flipping through her pictures and i saw her wedding pics i'm like OMG! she looks so damn stunning~ she was always pretty! like for real,seriously! i wasn't like uber close to her but we do talk whenever we see each other! the last time i saw her was when i was doing my internship in Park Royal Hotel and she studied make up nearby! LOL. gosh. it's been so long...soooo lonnngggg!

haha,i think Ruth might recall who that is. yes Ruth, i'm pretty sure you will know who that is! remember i told you about a girl who drove a VIOS to school and always pick me up on the way home? if she sees me walking home coz she lives like 1 street away from my home. LOL. see pic below.





anyways,i wish her a happy happy life ahead and CONGRATULATIONS!!!! i am so happy for her =)

XOXO
Sue

My Celebrity Crushes

you know how you get those little crushes on celebrities for a short period of time?

i can't remember how many crushes i've had before anymore lol.

but i have been remaining faithful to one particular singer since 2006 until now which has actually caught me by surprise because i've expected it to last about a month or two or for a year and then it will slowly go away. sounds pathetic isn't it? i know the 'faithful' word makes it sound weird but yeah, i am remaining faithful to him. HAHA! honestly speaking i still like him a lot, like i have his pictures in my mobile phone and stuff. not even kidding. okay i should stop here before i continue ranting on my love for him. LOL.

okay, let's see if i could list out the celebrity crushes i had. please don't laugh, some may be like hilariously ridiculous. so yeah. here goes nothing.

1. Gil Ofarim
2. Nick Carter
3. Sean Paul
4. Wang Lee Hom
5. Wu Zun
6. Scott Moffatt
7. Vanness Wu
8. Jesse McCartney
9. Nichkhun
10. Lee Minho
11. Rain
12. Lee Hongki
13. Mike Shinoda
14. Chester Bennington
15. Shia LeBouf
16. Daniel Radcliffe
17. G-Dragon
18. T.O.P
19. Ryan Reynolds
20. Kim Jae Joong
21. Kim Jun Su
22. Park Yoo Chun
23. Shim Chang Min
24. Jung Yun Ho
25. Kevin Wu (Kevjumba)
26. Ryan Higa
27. David Choi
28. Phillip Wang
29. Wesley Chan
30. Jay Park
31. Uttsada Panichkul
32. Ok Taecyeon
33. Alex Gaskarth
34. Choi Si Won
35. Han Kyung
36. Hee Chul
37. Kyuhyun
38. Dong Hae
39. Dominic Lau
40. Joey G
41. Soo Kui Jien
42. Lee Ki Kwang


the last 5 is very special to me. especially Jung Yun Ho. he's the guy i've been talking about having being faithful to him since 2006. but i have to admit,they are my biggest crush and until today i'm still very in love with them.i guess my heart stops for them.

yes yes,go ahead and laugh. idc.

My Night.

ok so i had to blog about my night.

in church, i was on duty for the multimedia which means i have to stand on a higher pavement purposely built for the multimedia people to see the crowd and also the projector screen. so i was there minding my own business when Heidi and Jo (the Winning sisters) came over to say HI and talk to me. as i was talking to Jo, Heidi went and pour the water that she is drinking, on to my leg !@^%#$@%^$%^!$ it was so friggin cold! i was like AHHHH WHY'D YOU POUR WATER ON MY FEET? and she's like 'BECAUSE WE LOVE YOU SUE' -.-" what the?! Paul was literally laughing and looking at me when i yelled (well,it's not a yell that the whole hall can hear but it was more like a little screech). ISH. so i had to take off my thongs the whole night waiting for it to dry. but in about less than 15 minutes,my foot and my thongs were completely dry. this shows how friggin warm/hot the weather is and the heat is boiling.

moving on, my aunt was fixing the bathtub today so she asked me to go over to my bro's place to shower. so after church i went there to shower. like WTH! i of course didn't bring my soap and facial cleanser and stuff coz i figured he has it so i'll just use his. the shower gel was fine but when i used his facial cleanser, he bought Clean & Clear brand and i used it, bloody hell after using it felt like my face is COLD. you know after u eat a spearmint/peppermint/mint chewing gum and you breathe in and you feel that coldness? that's what i was feeling i was like 'bloody shit is this spearmint or what? my face is COLD' LOL! oh and i usually turned on my playlist from my phone really loud while i shower but i turned it on full blast just to irritate my brother haha!

after i showered, he gave me chocolate to eat, when i opened his fridge i saw CHOCOLATE CHEESECAKE i'm like I WANTTT! coz i ate it last week,apparently my friend Clouds took 10 boxes home,FREE. Sara Lee was giving away and she gave Clouds a whole big bag of it. so Clouds gave some to my brother. oh and then i went and make myself a cup of tea while he uses my lappy to sync his iPhone and iPod.ISH. then i got to watch Big Bang Theory 3 because he bought the DVD from UK. =D

so yeah,that's about it,actually there's more but i'm too lazy to type it out =.=" see ya!

XOXO
Sue

Kevjumba & Ryan Higa - Shed A Tear (Official)

ok guys, i just saw Kevjumba updated his Facebook and this is what i got.

he has uploaded a music video made by him & Ryan Higa. check this out. it's pretty hilarious and it was inspired by Far East Movement's new single Rocketeer. do check out the original as well, it's pretty dope.

this content is for all the guys out there who have feelings too. the description is that 'Sometimes tough guys cry too' so you will see how they portray "tough" guys and cry a lot in this video which is pretty hilarious!

alright, enough of me ranting, check this video out for yourself :)

XOXO
Sue

KP?

so arr...lately i've been listening to a lot of Katy Perry's new songs. even songs that are not released as singles. i'm keen to download the whole album. her songs are really good,you have to admit that!

okay. so last time when she released that ballad Thinking Of You, it took me quite a while to like that song but right now, any songs that she released will immediately get stuck into my head. YAY! but the "best" part is,it all involves sex and hooking up and menage a trois. SIGH. teaching kids bad stuff. KIDS,DO NOT TRY WHATEVER KATY PERRY HAS WRITTEN IN HER SONG AITE?! IT'S NOT HEALTHY LOL.

okay..so right now i'm listening to KP and i just realised a cockroach is in my cup of Jack's. DAMMIT! i think i'll have to learn to close the window so that no cockroaches can fly in. EFF!!!!

XOXO
Sue

God Must Have Wanted To See Me Smile.

i forgot to blog about my training yesterday.

actually i felt a pain in my heart when i was observing 2 of the Dolphin Classes because the instructor Danielle has told me a piece of information about one of her students.

the boy is pretty bright, that i can see plus he works hard to improve in swimming. she even told me that he is a really creative boy. but that one piece of information leave me a little heartache even though i don't know him at all. he's a complete stranger to me. she told me to observe his left leg and hand like when he swims, the arms have to be straight but his left arm will bend a little and his left leg will bend a little as well. WHY ? because he has brain tumor on the left side of his brain. the tumor ate up his brain so he doesn't have much left on the left side that is why his left side of the body has less strength. yes, this is the information which left me devastated. you know, such a young child has brain tumor, makes you wonder if you have taken your life for granted. i think that child is easily about 7-10 years old. sigh.... i hope he will live longer than me,i really do hope so. i am not one to wish something bad upon a person because i am a person who loves to help and is quick to sympathize someone. >.<" don't believe me? ask Ruth. Anyways, about today, i dunno why i always have doubts before i go for job training. so as usual i prayed before i left. turns out, i think God wanted to see a smile on my face. there was one instructor who couldn't make it so i had to replace his or her classes. so i took all the Goldfish classes which is what i had just finished train out from. so i had to teach from 3.30pm - 6.30pm all Goldfish classes. half an hour for each class. then later the person in charge came to tell me that she had spoken to the coordinator and they decided i would get paid for today. so i have to fill out a form with my bank details. after i came out from the sports center, i was thinking to myself about the replacement thing so i was thinking how great God is. he wanted to see me smile i guess and i did while walking home. hmm... but i came home physically and mentally so tired. i had to go to the supermarket with my aunt and i walked like as if i'm gonna faint any time lol. so yeah. thats all for now. i am so sleepy.

XOXO
Sue

Happy?

Did I mention before that the only happy times I have is hanging out with Jynn & Tommy and also chatting with my friends on MSN or Facebook?

yep,that's my pathetic life. I wish I wasn't in Aussieland. I want to go back!

When asked if I was happy here, I'd say "yes I am happy, but not happy enough because I don't have the people I love surrounding me" apart from Jynn & Tommy.

Life isn't the same anymore, it's a new life here and there are times when I really would enjoy and appreciate life but there are times where I wish I was back in Malaysia.

I am not myself. I've lost myself.

XOXO
Sue

Depress Upon Depress?

i feel so depressed.

after Milo was gone, i felt depressed.

doing my assignments makes me even more stressed out and depressed.

i watched Amazing Race today and Kevjumba and his dad got eliminated. it just adds on to my depression.

i feel so frustrated now because of someone.

i dunno what i want to feel now. i dunno how to make the bad feelings go away.

i know i will be fine tomorrow but i don't think i can sleep tonight.

XOXO
Sue

Wong Fu Productions - The Allergy

This has got to be 1 of my all time favourite video from Wong Fu Productions! it's called The Allergy, it shows how the gf is allergic to smoke from the ciggy. it's damn funny! watch it then you'll know! hahaha
it is to motivate people to quit smoking because this video is associated with the Amercian Cancer Society.


KISS KISS!

XOXO
Sue

Bye Bye MILO,I Miss You Already

Today is a very emotional day for Jynn and I, we had to return Milo (our love) to the pet store.

Reason: Apartments don't allow people to have pets, so if the management finds out, it is either Jynn has to move, or the dog has to go. So, Jynn had to choose the latter. It wasn't even a choice.

Since I first saw Milo on Wednesday, I fell in love with him immediately. He was such a cute puppy, a very lovable and caring one too. He is a very good boy i might add. He has grown on to us and learned to love us as we did for him as well. It feels like he is part of us already. Jynn has even trained him to sit and give his hand to us, which he did most of the time. Did I mentioned that HE IS SO ADORABLE? Even when you see his picture, you would feel like squeezing him or love him more! As the day goes by, we grew so attached to him and he really is entertaining to watch. He constantly whines when nobody is paying any attention to him, he sleeps on our feet when we're in the hall, he whines when he has already done his business so that we can clean him up (this usually happens during the middle of the night when everyone is asleep), the first night i spent with him and the many few nights after, he would get up to lick my face whenever he wakes up because he just wants to play. He even sleeps on the side of my blanket to cuddle with me, and then I would use my blanket to cover him so that he feels warm and sleeps right there which of course leaves me no place to move because I don't want to squish him. Can you already feel how lovable and adorable he is? To feel his soft fur in my arms, on my feet, on my body... oh how I am longing to feel him again. I'm missing Milo already.

Jynn and I even have a song for Milo, I chose it randomly yesterday when we kept saying it would be our last day to spend with him. I will post the lyrics below. Since last night, we're guessing that Milo could sense that he is going away the next day and today when he woke up, he wasn't so hyper or active and keeps staying away from us. We tried taking pictures of him but he just wouldn't let us. He kept turning his face away so that we'll stop taking pictures of him and finds a corner far away to sleep there. He just looks so emotional as well because I guess he can sense our emotions too. So yeah, this is definitely an emotional day for all of us. We missed MILO so much right now.










We're sorry Milo that we couldn't take care of you anymore, we really hope you'll find a new home that loves you as much as we do. We missed your soft fur, your silly reversing footsteps, your little hands and toes, your whines, your cute little puppy dog eyes, your hyperactive self. Basically, everything about you. I am crying as I am typing this. WE WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU!!!

This song is dedicated to MILO. You will always be in our hearts.

"By My Side"
I'm just listening to the clock go ticking,
I am waiting as the time goes by.
I think of you with every breath I take,
I need to feel your heartbeat next to mine.
You're all I see, in everything.

I just wanna hold you,
I just wanna kiss you,
I just wanna love you all my life.
I normally wouldn't say this,
but I just can't contain it.
I want you here forever,
right here by my side.

All the fears you feel inside,
and all the tears you cry,
they're ending right here.
I'll heal your heart and soul;
I'll keep you oh so close.
Don't worry; I'll never let you go.
You're all I need, you're everything.

I just wanna hold you,
I just wanna kiss you,
I just wanna love you all my life.
I normally wouldn't say this,
but I just can't contain it.
I want you here forever,
right here by my side.

No one else will ever do.
I got a stubborn heart for you.
Call me crazy, but its true; I love you.
I didn't think that it would be,
you have made it clear to me.
You're all I need.

I just wanna hold you,
I just wanna kiss you,
I just wanna love you all my life.
I normally wouldn't say this,
but I just can't contain it.
I want you here forever,
right here by my side.
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Yes, I just can't contain it anymore. I've let my tears fall down my face just for you, Milo. I will treasure the memories that I have with you forever. I will keep them by my side forever. I Love You.

XOXO
Sue

Selena Gomez - Round & Round

okay,so i was introduced to Selena Gomez's song A Year Without Rain by my bestie Bern.

today i was feeling kinda bored and i wanted to watch that video again just to listen to the song and i came across this song which i thought was actually very good and i'm about to go get myself the audio version of it!

so here it is,enjoy the song. i reckon she look heaps better than Miley Cyrus, i'm sorry Miley but you do look like a slut for your age. don't do stuff that is inappropriate for your age. if you are underage and can't pull of the sexy look,maybe you should stick to your childish looks from Hannah Montana.

XOXO
Sue

David Choi - By My Side Mp3

i dunno what happened to me but ever since i discovered Ryan Higa that links to Kevjumba that links to David Choi that links to Wong Fu Productions, i have never been so addicted to Youtube ever!!

it's like,Youtube is as good as television programmes maybe even more interesting. it's so addictive that every time i feel bored,the first thing i can think of is to watch Youtube! and that would lead to me having no more Internet credit to watch or do any other stuff. how frustrating,especially when i'm trying to watch ALL their videos.

so recently i discovered two nice songs from David Choi, he is a very creative and talented music producer and songwriter, his music is so relaxing and calm that whenever i listen to it, it soothes my soul. like literally. as you all know,i have previously posted two videos from David Choi and right now i just want to introduce another song from him that i think is pretty addictive. it's very smooth and calm, so yeah check it out below:

hope you guys enjoy it as much as i do!

XOXO
Sue

Milo = The Cutest Little Thing Alive!!

hey ladies and gentlemen! i have a good news for you!

JynneuS's new video is up on Youtube and here it is! this time we were visited by a VERY SPECIAL LITTLE GUEST named MILO! watch the video and tell me what you think!! :)

Watch,Like,Comment,Favourite,Share,Subscribe!! mwahss!!

XOXO
Sue

Training Day 2 & 3.

okay people,i haven't update about my job training.

well for the past 2 days i'm tired as hell! after work it's like i've got no more energy because i've used up all on the kids. some kids are naughty man! they won't listen and keep on doing what they wish to do. well today i learned to raise my voice at the kids. it's really hard because they are just so adorable and i'm not the type of person that simply raise my voice. oh wells, it's not too bad as long as they listen to me.

i had a great day at training yesterday and today! i think i may have found the job that is suitable for me? coz i enjoy doing it for sure! LOL. i prayed everytime before i start my training because i'm afraid i can't keep up with the steps but you know what? God has been so good to me that as long as i stepped into the water,i immediately know the steps by heart plus this is only my 3rd day at training! i feel so happy! the kids make me happy too! haha~!!

oh today,i got a Japanese kid as a student, her name is Kotoko. me and the instructor in charge of her class kept messing up her name until she kept going "it's KOTOKO!!!" =.=" hahahah~ oops. anyways! she's dang cute and she's such a natural in swimming. i think she'll move up fast!

oh yeah,i'm dang tired. peace out y'all~!! hope you guys have a great weekend ahead :)

XOXO
Sue

Parody of Cee Lo Green's Firetruck

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH OMGGGG THIS IS HILARIOUS!!!!!

Someone made a parody out of Cee Lo Green's Firetruck song and guess what? Ted Fu's name was in a song!!! the person wrote the lyrics according to what he can hear the singer sings. so yeah,those aren't the actual lyrics,that's why its called PARODY.

Check it out yo!

XOXO
Sue

Twin Rabbits

Watch it. i don't think i need to write anything for this post as it speaks for itself!




THEY ARE SO FLUFFY I'M GONNA DIEEE!!!!

I WANT RABBITS AS PET NOW!!!

XOXO
Sue

I'm A Korean Girl

oh shit~!! this is uber funny~!!

apparently this guy is from Canada and has lived in Korea for 2 years and currently favours 2NE1.

he just had to mock those Korean girls which i think is so damn freaking true lol!!!! thumbs up to this guy!





here's a rough translation of what he said ,taken from Wong Fu Productions Website.

This is my over exaggerated impression of a Korean Girl. Korean girls are sweet! I hope you find this funny. Enjoy!

Rough Translation:

I’m a Korean girl.
Why did you do that.
Why are you like that.
HOW!
~crying~
Why did you hit me?
You’re crazy.
You hit me.
Why did you hit me?
~crying~
I don’t want to study.
Why do I have to study?
I hate school.
Why do I have to study?
I want to eat Dduckpogi and Kimbap.
Why can’t I eat?
~crying~
Why did you hit me?
HOW!
Why did you do that?
Why did you hit me?
~crying~
I’m a Korean girl.

Props to this guy!

First Day of Training :)

okay,some of you might not know that i've got myself a job at the Lane Cove Sports Center and today was my first day training and it all went well :) at least my supervisor is impressed. i'm still struggling to remember the steps of 2 styles of swimming though. i pray that God will give me the wisdom and strength to do so.

can i just say, the kids are too adorable!!! they're so adorable i'm gonna die!! like seriously. one of them even cried when his mom told me she will now hand him to me. then it's like he just sticks to me, or should i say, he wants me to carry him or be near him. 1 class will have about 3 kids to 4 max. so i'm having another 2 kids that i'm handling with another instructor. he's doing the teaching and i'm suppose to observe or help out a little if i can. so yeah i'm helping out the other 2 kids and this kid keeps sitting at the side crying and pointing at me because he wants me to carry him. i tried to go and carry him but the instructor told me not to and let him learn to be away or something like that. so later my supervisor came by and asked the little boy what's wrong,i dunno what he said but my supervisor asked me if i could hold him for a little while because he wants me (although his mom is just right there). then i said OKAY,i was about to walk out of the pool and carry him then the swimming instructor told me to stop, don't carry him. so my supervisor wasn't too happy and she carried him and walked off to another pool. =.="

later in another class i met this kid who is SO SLEEPY that he was so lazy to swim. LOL. i kept laughing at him..it's like i tell him to do what style and he does it but halfway he will just sink coz he sleeps. LOL!!! i just can't help but to laugh. HAHAH!

then after i've done my training i went to take a shower and there's this mom who walked in with 2 kids a boy and a girl whom i taught earlier in 1 of my classes. then when the boy saw me showering he's like HELLLLOOOO!!! *waves his hand with a big smile* ...i was about to go OMIGOSH U CUTE LITTLE THING!!!

overall,everything was good haha. praise God for it. i prayed for guidance last night and when i was walking to the sports center i prayed while walking. thank you Lord for such a good day! :)

XOXO
Sue

JYJ - Ayyy Girl Music Video

I think i just fell in love with them all over again. i have liked them for so many years now and they have split from their original group and formed JYJ. and now this is their debut song from JYJ and i love it!!

the fact that they sang in English and they are in the US Billboard Magazine and chart. albums pre-sold online are sold out and planning to re-manufacture because it was out of stock. they manufactured 99,999 albums and they got 300,000 orders. how cool is that?!

anyways,check them out! this song title is Ayyy Girl but i dunno why the Youtube person name is A GAL. they all have great voices and still looks uber hot and i love them! xx

XOXO
Sue

Alyssa Bernal - Cali, Cali, Cali

check out this debut single of Alyssa Bernal. She started as a Youtuber writing songs and singing it on Youtube! i think she entered American Idol and didn't win i guess? but now here's her single and i freaking love it! i think she can go far.

p.s i find her looking like Vanessa Hudgens for some reason. agree?

XOXO
Sue