Cliche or just another dream?

i don't know why the more i'm nearing the end of my uni life, the more reluctant i get to do my assignments and ace everything.

i just don't have that strive anymore. i don't feel energized enough to want to do it. it's like i don't want to live my life anymore. not in a bad way of course, just in the studies aspect.

i keep anticipating of the working life. although i know i won't like it as much because everyone will end up working their whole life. but i just got that urge to want to work, earn my own living, get married and bring myself to the next stage of life. it's like everything is moving too slow now.

WHY am i like this?!

i hate myself sometimes. i feel like i've been drowned into this virtual world or rather a fantasy world of my own where i dream to have a certain kind of life other than this.

i know i should snap out of this cliche. and i will snap out of it. if only someone would come along and walk right into my heart.

otherwise, take me as i am.

If you haven't know who your friends are, you probably never will.

have you ever had friends that ignored your text messages when clearly you asked a question?

i have.

have you ever had friends that ditched you while you were crying, to go meet some guy she met online?

i have.

have you ever had friends that didn't reply your texts and calls when she promised to lend you her book before leaving back to her home country but sent you an email on Monday night saying "if you are reading my book, you can mark it, highlight it or take notes like it's your own book." when clearly she didn't even pass you her book?

I have.

have you ever had friends that laughed at you when you take out your phone, and said 'why don't you go get an iphone or any android phone' ?

i have.

i have had a friend that laughed at me because i can't afford to pay for unlimited broadband.

What an interesting Saturday night.

So my friend Sam threw a house party on Saturday night, invited about 7 people. Made pizzas for dinner. Played games and drank so much until there were 2 drunks. My vision wasn't exactly straight, it was bloody swaying and I had to take care of 2 drunks with the help of Sam & her bf.

Details will not be posted here, it's too inappropriate for me to type it here so ask me what happened if you want to know.

I would say I was bloody molested and everything but yeah!! Still an interesting night ! Had so much to laugh about.

I would give anything to turn back time just to relive the night. =)

XOXO

Sue

JYJ - In Heaven MV

I just had to post this video because it is so awesome like that. I know the story is cliche but the fact that it portrays Xiah Junsu's acting skills is just awesome and not to forget the beautiful Song Ji Hyo (you can catch her in the Running Man game show as she is one of the host). She's also an amazing actress !!

Well, I personally think the song is sweet and asking one not to go and the video portrays it well. It's sad that they had to die but nevertheless, it's a great video. I personally love music videos made into a short because it brings out the meaning a little more than just singing and posing for nuts. =D

Their beautiful voices just puts a lot more emotion into the song, well done JYJ! You guys have made music more meaningful for me. You guys are great at putting emotions into music, that's what I called TALENT and also your vocals are just powerful. Hope one day I will be able to see you three perform this song LIVE on stage with your powerful vocals that I missed. When will I see you guys again? Bo go shippeo seo oppa.

Hope you guys enjoy this song and video as much as I did. I'm kind of replaying this over and over again!!

P/S if you notice, they don't use any Autotune, just pure beautiful raw voices, unlike so many new groups that are out today, all using Autotune, I don't know what's happened to the generation now, relying so much on technology. Instead of technology serving the mankind, it is the mankind worshiping and serving the technology now.

XOXO

Sue

Jayesslee's Birthday Brunchhhhhh

Janice and Sonia's birthday brunch! Had so much fun! Met few more new people!

AWESOMESAUCE!!

XOXO

Sue

Siwon, Too Hot To Handle...?

OH GAWDDDDD... TOO HOT TO HANDLE. D= 

XOXO

Sue

Some pics from the Moon Festival

With Mahogany - they have amazing voices! Having fried potato on a stick! yummeh!

XOXO Sue

Some pictures of the AMAZING people I met.

Left: June, Esther, Nareg, Jin


Andy. Sonia's fiancee



Sarah


Chelsea


Jenny


Left: Graham, Monica



Tony


Left: Timothy, Esther


Left: Susanna, Timothy, Esther

XOXO Sue

Today, is not a very happy day for me exactly.

I did my quiet time in the bus which I was challenged by June to do it. I did it. It felt right, it felt good, I felt at peace. Is that enough?

My very good friend Vivian came to me today, crying and telling me she broke up with her boyfriend. She cried the whole day and even after all our classes have ended at 3pm, we sat in the Makeup room and talk, she let all her feelings out, cried for about an hour. I did comfort her, told her everything is going to be alright and trying to help her see hope. I should've prayed for her. I was so silly. I did pray for her silently in my heart when we're sitting together in class but I guess that was not enough. I think she needs to hear the words. Words of affirmation from God. God please tell me what can I do, use me to get to her please. I really want to see her being saved. I was speechless and stood there and just hugged her hoping that she will feel better.

God, I pray that you will instill peace in her heart and mind. Guide her and help her out of this situation and I pray that you will give her wisdom as she comes out of the situation. Give her strength to overcome this Lord. In Jesus name I pray. Amen.

XOXO

Sue

What An Eventful Day! Praise God !

Okay, so today i had an UH-MAY-ZINGG day! 

I woke up 8.30AM to SBS ONE's launch of their new TV Program called SBS POP ASIA where they play 2 hours of non-stop Kpop hits. They said they'd include Japanese,Mandarin,Cantonese,Korean and whatnot but really, it's 2 hours of Korean music videos + maybe 2-3 Jap songs in between.

Jynn was doing her bald cap and Tommy was hogging the bathroom so we're late for church but went to Macca's for lunch anyway. We were lucky it was Birthday Time (?) hour 12PM-1PM so they had the special cheese burger for $1 each, we end up getting 4 and 1 shakers fries with a Choc fudge Mcflurry. Then we went to take a bus to church, we were late for our Life Group by 2 hours. REALLY SORRY! Didn't intend to. SORRY JUNE !!

After Life Group we stuck around camwhoring with random friends we met in church and then had a really quick chat with Jayesslee and Sonia's fiance. Everyone was really nice & friendly !  Janice's boyfriend actually came to me and high fived me ! Part of me was really happy because he now recognizes me as a friend ! Janice came to hug and chat with me, Sonia waved at me and went in for worship practice so didn't get to talk to her ! So after that we left church and went to the bus stop because we're rushing to a Moon Festival at Cabramatta which is like quite far from where we were. 

We were supposed to meet a friend at the festival but we were late thanks to the traffic and the taxi driver that drove so slow. Finally met him and walked around snapping pictures away. There were awesome performances such as the tap dance + hip hop dance, when it is mixed, IT BECOMES AWE..... wait for that word.... SOME. After that, they had a guy named Jason Jackson paying a tribute to the late Michael Jackson by performing at least 7-8 of his songs. My goodness, his moves are so smooth and he remembers every lyric to every song ! But his face gives me the creeps. Oops. Last but not least, we had the pretty ladies of Mahogany from the 2010's X Factor performed about 5 amazing songs with their powerful vocals and perfect harmonizing ! THAT WAS THE BEST PERFORMANCE OF THE SHOW ! They were so friendly and pretty too! After their performance, Jynn & I ran through that little space to the side of the stage and we managed to take a picture with them plus filmed them say something for our next JynneuS video. So stay tuned !

Finally, the BEST and AWESOME part of the day was the Moon Festival aka Mooncake Festival had Fireworks!!!! It's spectacular ! I can't even use words to describe it. Hopefully the pictures won't take too long to be uploaded so that I can update my blog with the pictures ! Till then....

Have a nice week ahead everyone and be nice to one another ! 

P/S. One of the Mahogany girls asked Jynn and I "You girls sing right?"... For a moment we were shocked but then thought that they might have mistaken us for Jayesslee. But we did say YES though! Haha!

XOXO

Sue

Sometimes I really feel like punching someone in the face.

speaking of people not appreciating their God given body and treating it with much respect and value.

today, a "friend" of my friend told her that she's a stupid dumbf*ck.

all because of a small fact/info that my friend doesn't know or hasn't come across. hey,being naive can be good okay?!

her friend just got back with her ex-boyfriend and said that she's horny because it has been so long since they had any action. she said 'she's so horny until her hymen grew back' and my friend believed her that hymen grows back. so she called my friend a 'stupid dumbf*ck.

well, how cheap can you get? calling someone else names isn't gonna make yourself feel better. God gave you a body - holy temple and therefore you must treat it with respect and value. instead you go sleeping around with your boyfriend and god knows who else you been sleeping with?

at least a naive person has more sense and respect for themselves than you.

just because you knew a fact doesn't give you the right to call someone names. and please respect your elders you little twat.

maybe you should go back to school and learn MANNERS.

XOXO
Sue