Talk About Being Acknowledged.

the sermon was good at church... Paul preached. i nearly cried knowing what he been through. God bless him.. i'm happy he made it through and happy to see him happy.

anyways, today when i walked in to church, the gang was standing in a circle right in front of the door. when i walked passed,NOBODY said HI except Jo. they didn't even look at me.

when the service ended, everyone walked to their group and talked. I, on the other hand, was left alone with Joanne, then i decided to leave with Joanne without even saying goodbye to anyone else. after she went home, and i had to walk home, i cried all the way home. i have never felt so lonely in my life. i literally thought of sitting by the sidewalk and cry my eyes out before going into the apartment.

talk about being inclusive and acknowledging a friend's arrival or existence...