My Quiet Time..

pray every night before i go to sleep...

that 2moro will be a better day
pray for my frens and family safety
pray for my frens that God can guide them and help them in times of trouble and need
pray for guidance in everything,including studies
pray for wisdom
pray that sick ppl will be heal
pray that ppl will have more humanity
pray that ppl around me will treat me better
pray that i go thru my studies smoothly
pray that God can teach me to handle stress
pray and submit all my anxieties and worries to God
pray that God will use me for His glory
pray...pray...pray.....

prayer is the most powerful weapon...

Duno Wat I Should Feel....

here i am,listenin to ur problems. i'm now not physically near u..but as a good fren,i try to comfort u...i hear u out,i give u words of comfort,and what u did was u shoot me back with words like trying to reason with me or being ALL logic. if u want to do that,i suggest u go to someone else with ur problems.becuz i'm trying to be nice here for u but u sort of shut me out. fine then if this is wat i get as a fren. go ahead and live in ur world of LOGIC and REASON..

u always tell me u dream of wanting who and who. i stil listen n support u... when i tell u my stories or problems,u just shove it aside and continue on with ur problems. like u didnt even hear me out or pretend to even care. thats who u are..

reflect on urself and u shud know what u did was not very pleasant. plus did anyone ever tell u? u keep telling me some stuff repeatingly..and when i told u dat u told me b4 u stil continue to tell me,yet i was patient. when it comes to me talking,i dont even get a chance to coz u're too busy wanting to tell me the story all over again. sometimes it leaves me thinking is it me who is boring u out? or u just dont really care about me but urself? i do not know.. only God has the answer to my question,and probably U..but i wouldnt ask u,i'm being too nice to do that,to even confront u. i shall suck it all in like i always do. u always think i'm the young one so u wont have to listen to me just becoz u're older and so called been more experienced than me. guess wat,sometimes i can c ur road clearly but i just dont wana tell u coz u wouldnt listen to me until u have been thru it and then come back to me n tell me that i'm right.

well from now onwards i will tell u less of my problems.i will turn to someone else and God. if u dont want to listen to my problems it's fine with me,i will keep quiet from now on. i will slowly shut myself out from u. i will continue to help or advice u as i usually do and thats all i'm able to do for u now. i dont know what i should feel or how exactly i should feel.....

sometimes things that u do for the fren u love isnt worth all of it. but i will appreciate the times that u've helped me out,be there for me n all. i just cant open up to u anymore...

Park Bom - You & I MV!!!!!

woah.... i was just waiting for her video and song to be out! i nvr expected so soon! yay! Park Bom is from 2NE1 so yeah this video/song rocks big time! its a sad song but the video's so good especially her acting skill. plus she def can sing! luv her! go Park Bom! it is her solo song!! enjoyy =)

Where's The Humanity?

i really dont understand this world,i mean.. even dogs can treat ppl nicer compare to the way ppl treat other ppl...isnt it? am i not right? ppl are more worst than animals... dogs r loyal,dey're always ur fren,always there for u,comfort u when u're sad and go crazy with u when u're happy.isnt it? i've never really had a dog b4 but last time there used to be a stray dog comin to my house n stay..and i really care for it..even my dad loves her..shes really a very nice dog...altho shes not like those expensive breed or something..shes stil very loyal..

i reflect on the way how my aunt treat me,i'm very thankful i have a place to stay n all but...i just hate her guts..her attitude..seriously...the way she treats me... bible says love ur enemy like u love urself right? but how? impossible for me to love her if she keeps pushing me away... i do treat her like family but does she treat me like one? i dont think so..she treats me like a dog... tell u something...actually many times i eat leftover food like from yesterday...and she grabs some more fresh food n force me to eat yday's food.she goes thru ALL my stuff,so i cant buy anything with my own money oso..she wil scold.. she always say 'dont lie to me,i will know' ...well thats how she will know if i buy things or snacks for myself..scolding is all she knows.. my uncle always tell me to be patient with her...well,i'm doing it..so i need my internet so i can blog n release all out...

theres so many times i wana run to my pastor to tell her wats going on...but i just didnt have the guts to do so...and i think Victor is a nice person who i can tell him my problems possibly..but i also dun hv the guts 2 do so....sigh..so i turn to my blog..thats why u all can see me ranting alot here..releasing ma stress...

so u c,compare my aunt to a dog...i think a dog is much better than her..really... i want a pet dog next time when i get my own place..it'll be so much fun...

I Duno What To Say....

today i was at home whole day minding my own business n figuring out how to do my asmnt..when evening reaches i turned on the tv n watch the news. so after the news i off the tv. well wanted to get online actually but ended up watching some music videos for a while. so my aunt came back n the first question she asked me was "so how many hours did u watch tv today?".... so i said 'only the 5 o'clock news' .... like wtf right??? thats the first question u ask me? i really need to move out if i can...like seriously..once my bro's flatmate moves out i wil hv a chat wit my bro about me moving in... i dont care if i have to owe my bro the rent first...damn it..i cant take it anymore of the stupid attitude...no wonder shes a spinster.... i wish i dont end up like her that nobody wants.

Most Selfish Aunt..What A Bitch!

my aunt is the most selfish person on earth that anybody cud find. i mean,even she has relatives/family she stil counts every cent and don't think of others.

today,my aunt ask me if i had plans on saturday..so i said no coz i really dont have any plans..den i ask why? she said '4low me to aunty lynette's place to stay' i say 'err i dont want,u go la have fun' den she said 'why u dont wana go?' den i said 'coz i dun feel comfortable there.' den she said 'so u only feel comfortable at home la?' i said 'yeah' and she said 'ok then i will keep all the plugs n keep the remote control,u dont have to use the dvd player,laptop or hair straightener oso.'

and i think 'wat the FUCK? am i bloody dog to u? i MUST do all u order is it? wtf...bitch...what the hell is wrong with u? den how am i gona do my homework den if i kenot even charge my laptop? how am i gona blow dry my hair den?' seriously...wtf.... someone told me to tell my parents..oh last time when i was in dis kind of situation,i told my mom... u know wat my mom did? she's SO CLEVER. she went and tell my aunt. so imagine what happen to me... yeah thats right,my mom is that STUPID..she tells it back to my aunt wat i said..as if she doesnt believe me...

Tired Day..............

hey guys,my internet has reached it limit which means i won't be online till like next month's 11th. gah! so yeah i'm posting this from uni library now...the only internet i can use to do anything..lol

so yeah today at uni was quite tiring..my first class starts at 8.30am so i woke up at 6.30am and left the house by 7.40am. so yeah...grrr..i sort of like lost concentration during half of the first class...damn...i really have to discipline myself not to online every monday nights,unless i need to blog. den dats it,it'll be sleeping early on monday nights from now on... so annoying when i feel tired i really just feel like closing my eyes n sleep and my eyes hurt so bad...gosh..

so yeah today during the break of the first class this japanese classmate of mine i mentioned earlier in the earlier post,his name is Tsukasa and he came over and talk to me..i mean,i actually like talking to him...he can basically just talk about anything! plus he's so cute! LOL..seriously... so i was crapping with him today! what a nice day! hahaha...well,he's a really nice guy and his english is not bad actually. like people would think most japanese are bad at english but he's been here for like 2 years + now so yeh... and Yang was arguing wit me saying she suspect he's not japanese coz he looks like a chinaman..i'm like..stop it! he is japanese,i heard him having a full japanese conversation with the other japanese girl..so yeah..it was awkward when Yang told me about her opinion on him..hahahah... well watever..hahaha

so yeah 2nd class started and i was totally not focusing at all..i nearly dropped my head on the table man! awful! haha..so not cool..but the tutorial was alrite... its so nice that now i get to know my other fren Sarah more..she's lebanese and i knew her from taking music class together last semester! only got to know her more now! how cool! awesome person! =)

so yeah i'm about to go home now after i'm done downloading my videos and albums! hehehe...toodles

Kara's Sexy Concept Pics

here are some pics of Kara with the sexy concept for 1 of the magazines in Korea which i obviously cant remember..oops! hehe.. so who is ur ideal girl? obviously the question is directed to the guys. how about the girls? who do u think looks pretty here?! =)


for the pic below,from left: Kang Ji Young, Han Seung Yeon, Park Gyu Ri, Nicole Jung, Koo Ha Ra.



oh i personally like Nicole alot coz i think she's pretty n cute. the way she speaks korean also is very cute.umm shes not fluent in Korean because she grew up in the States.so yeah shes really cute.and she really can dance! shes the best dancer in Kara. XD

SHINee - Ring Ding Dong MV

oh my my,i love this song till like i keep repeating it a zillion times! the video is awesome!!! SHINee is back with a more mature/stylish look! i reli cant stand their colourful pants in the previous album Romeo & Juliet LOL! but this is wayyyyy better now! they're all grown up...awwwww! enjoyyy it! gosh they look awesome awesome. like really! hahaha..their dance!! wooooo! excuse their english ok! i know they sing it in Ling Ding Dong! LOL..dont laugh,they're cooler than u...blekkkk! =P

B2ST/BEAST - Bad Girl MV

oh my gosh,i love this song! i love their dance! well i also personally like AJ hehehe..coz i knew him when he debuted solo before with the song Dancing Shoes if any of u remember! he was doing well,wonder why now he's been put into a group! anyway he reli can dance! duno about the rest but i'm lovin' it! and also coz he has a nice body! *blink blink* he can strut his stuff for me anytime.enjoyyy

Secret - I Want You Back MV

ooo i kind of hooked to this song now! erm.. i really like it. also,they are not bad looking =) dont u think so? hehe..check it out and u'll know what i mean. they can sing,not bad for a rookie =D i was afraid like korea is gona keep releasing those with looks but cant sing. but this group can. so its pretty nice to have a change right? hahaha

MBLAQ - Oh Yeah MV

here's the video of MBLAQ's debut single Oh Yeah! sorry i had to post it up so late coz my home internet has only 2gb of usage so its damn gay! i had to wait til i watch it b4 i can intro to people right?! hehe..so yeah..here's the video and check it out! they sure can dance. and the first guy who talked REALLY sounded like Rain(the singer & also their manager). at first i heard this song i really thought it was Rain..LOL..anyway yeah dey debuted from Rain's company J Tunes. so check it out! =) i'm already startin' to love this video!

i personally liked the 1st person who sing,sorry i duno wats his name,but becuz he looks like Hong Ki,my fav member of F.T. Island..so yeah.. anyway MBLAQ is not all bad looking,in fact they are a good looking boyband i must say! here's a pic of Hong Ki below. =D

Laughing Day in Uni LOL

hello people,today i had a good day,i think can consider good.haha..since nothing went wrong. =D

so i went to the bus stop at 10.40am to wait for a bus and it was raining plus windy,grrr... i dont like windy + rain..lol..windy during the hot sun is fine but no rain pls...LOL.. so a guy walks up to me n ask me if i was waiting for a bus to Mac Uni so i said yeah..so he took the same bus as me,so i just assume he's a student too. really,he looks like 25-26 yrs old kind of guy..and his accent sounded like Malaysian accent when he asked me the question so i was thinkin in my heart
that he's either from Malaysia or Singapore,the 2 possible countries.haha

so yeah i arrived at Mac Centre and it was rainingggg and i had to use my umbrella,the umbrella is quite old and given by my aunt coz she says her kids doesnt use it anymore i was like yeah okay..the umbrella is shakingggg..like when the wind blow i tot my umbrella is gona break anytime soon.LOL..and guess wat,i wore my mini jeans skirt + flip flops.LOL..when i reached uni i see everyone wear pants/jeans. i wonder if they think i'm weird like i'm not afraid of the cold anymore.LOL

so during class..it was so bored..i wonder,the lecturer only talk in one tone..like so boring right? i mean,i'm starting to think she must be a boring person,seriously..! she has a PH.D and shes only wat 26? or 27? she mentioned b4 i cudnt remember. LOL..so yeah i duno why she doesnt have different tone when she talks,she shud practice u know. so i started chatting with Yang coz shes in all the subjects' classes i'm taking so YAY! hehe..shes so cute,and she said to me that i look cute when i laugh..LOL..and that she cant stop laughing when i laugh.swt... reli la dei..siao..so later theres dis guy who walked in late to class,well we started at 1.30pm and he walked in at 3pm.so u think its late? haha..so he had long straight hair..it looks silky..my fren Yang said he can advertise for Pantene.LOLOL..i was like wat the hell? and the whole part of him having long
straight silky hair wasnt my idea,it was Yang's,shes nuts. right after break we drank this chocolate milkshake and she's blaming the milkshake for making her nuts.we got all crappy after that. hahahahaha! 1 of the best moments where i'd laughed till my stomach hurts and tears streaming down my face.tears of joy.haha!

so i cudnt remember wat we were talking about then she asked me if i know jackie chan i was like of course! even the whites will know him! den she laugh n said 'lee xiao long' which is Bruce Lee. den she was like Dragon Lee..den i said HUH? den she said well'long' in mandarin means dragon so Dragon Lee. den i just LMAO..this girl is nuts i'm telling u!! seriously! Nydia
and Kinnie was like wat the heck u both laughing about then i told Nydia about Pantene guy and Dragon Lee.LOL they just went ROFLMAO den said we're nuts. den Yang started blaming on the milkshake..LOL!!! crazy la she. den Yang said to me 'why dont u go ask Pantene why is he sitting alone!' den i said 'u nuts? why me? and why is his name Pantene now?LOL' den she just
laugh..non stop... -_-" chi sin jor..ok i'm gona cut it short,we all sounded so childish LOL.

oh oh and when i was waiting for a bus in my uni,the same guy who talked to me this morning came up to me n ask me if that bus stop is for the buses that goes to Lane Cove. and we started chatting so i was so curious that he has a Malaysian accent so i asked him where is he from! and what are the odds,he's from Malaysia! LOL. so yeh..haha we started chatting. i didnt get his name though LOL. oh well,i'm sure i'll see him around since we live so near and go to the same uni. swt..

so yeah basically that was my whole day! hahaha.oh oh i downloaded MBLAQ's Oh Yeah video! awesome! =D

MBLAQ - Oh Yeah Performance

MBLAQ who debuted from J Tunes aka Rain's own company. who do u prefer? MBLAQ or B2ST??? i cant decide..u'll have to watch n judge..hehe..here is MBLAQ performing their debut song Oh Yeah! on Inkigayo

BEAST or B2ST - Bad Girl Performance

BEAST performs Bad Girl on Inkigayo. check it outttt~ i'm so into this song!! lovin' it

G-Dragon - A Boy Performance

wooooo! G-dragon performed A Boy as part of his stage promotion. remember his Breathe video ended with A Boy's intro? ehehe..well,he planned to release Butterfly instead of A Boy,so he's just doing stage performance for A Boy and no video for it! enjoyyy..

Tae Yang's Where U At Performance

heyyy,tis is Tae Yang's first performance of WHERE U AT! it was awesome la! but u can watch it and i leave u to judge,the dance was good. but they rely too much on the bkgrd voice? not much of him singing,i'm sure if its fully him singing it'll be more awesome coz if he can do it with Prayer he surely can do it with this song. but anyways all the best to him since he got competition now with G-Dragon..hehe..i love both..canot choose..hmm..

What Is The Meaning Of Family??

what is the meaning of family? i dont know it anymore. ever since i'm young,if i go to my mom and said 'mom i got number 3 in class' and she will say 'why didnt u get number 1?'

i mean,why cant she say 'oh dats good...u're so clever' or watever...u know? and when my results dropped, she will say 'why are u so stupid?'

this is the environment i grew up in. i do not know wat real family is suppose to feel like. when i see my frens talking to their mom or dad like they are friends,i feel like why cant i have this relationship with my mom? or dad? why does my mom only know how to discourage me,saying negative things to me? why does my dad doesnt listen to every word that i want to tell him? he always say i'm noisy or that he doesnt wana know about my life. like when i try to tell him somethin that happen in school he'll just go nod his head and continue to look back at the tv screen. so as i grew up i never really have a conversation with my dad.

then of course i watch alot of shows or movies and i see that a family is people who loves and care for u and give u moral support or any kind of support whenever u're in need. family are suppose to build a safe environment where when u go out and u are scared of the world,u can always come back home and feel safe with your family. i always put my family first but i dont think they put me first. i remember many times i told my dad i'm having fever or i'm not feeling well,he just go like, go rest and drink water then u'll be alrite. well not all sickness can be cured that easily.

lately in Australia,the aunt i'm stayin with,tends to insult me every single day that i'm here.its like if she doesnt insult me for a day,she wont survive in this world.she'll say i'm fat or say that i'm useless,or say that i'm not helpful n bla bla... truth is,i always help her whenever i can around the apartment,but does she appreciate it? NOOOOO.... so i'm actually quite upset..and the thing about lending the hair straightener to me,it got me even upset to see that my family is so selfish.anything she buys,she only thinks of my cousins but not me,she'll say that its for them not for me.she doesnt like sharing things with me thats for sure. i really duno wat to do. pls pray for me..that God will guide me and give me strength in this kind of environment. i really want to move out..and i do hope god will give me a chance to move out as soon as possible to stay with my brother.

Piss-ful Sunday

today i woke up with heavy rain outside.felt like just lying on my bed. so i went online..chatted with Ching & Bonnie & Alyssa. so yeah,it was good.

all of a sudden my aunt called me to her room n ask me to straighten her hair for her..so i did..den i said later when im about to go to church i wana use the hair straightener too.

she was like 'u're only going to church.dun nid 2 straighten ur hair.'

den i said 'well,church or uni are the only places i go to.'

and then she said 'did u wash ur hair?'

i was like 'yes i did,i just washed it yday night'

well i can tell shes giving me a 100 excuses to not let me use the hair straightener when she promised she will share it with me. wat a selfish bitch. go ahead,be all selfish you want.i will only keep quiet. i'll buy my own hair straightener then,till then if she says anythin about me wasting money on buying hair straightener, shes gona get it from me. bloody selfish self centred bitch. i really cant wait till the day i move out.

i was complaining to Alyssa and she said 'sometimes its better to buy ur own resources so that u don't have to look at people's face colour when u wana borrow something' which is SO TRUE. i m so gona get 1 for myself. seriously. what have i done wrong? i just wana borrow it,it's not like i'm gona spoil it or hide it but i assure u she will hide the hair straightener away from me.

Another Crazy Evening At Church

hello,i feel like i didnt blog for a while altho i just blogged like yday.hahaha...i'm addicted to it,i know =)

2day we had a guest speaker Pastor Ivan speaking in our church service,the msg he gave was really like telling us to not look back n keep looking forward,always be thankful for wat we have and pray for others that they get God's blessing as well. it's about us choosing our destiny. it's like don't judge a person from his background but see his positive side. it's really good. we make our own destiny,we choose wat is best for ourselves. don't judge others,u don't even have to care about others yet just make sure u know what u want and then pray for others too. it tells us to keep pressing on. well,i cant remember all. hahaha but i know its good.

so yeah b4 i went to church,i went out for a coffee with Bonnie. don't ask me why do i keep mentioning her but shes like the person i can really click with in church,shes mature for her age. we met at Provence cafe for a drink and sat there for like 45mins and then they wanted to close already so we just hang out in Coles LOL.like how pathetic is that,we wanted to pass our time coz the church service starts at 6pm. so she was like telling me how we can bargain with the staff in Coles for a discount on somethin that they're already given discount. LOL.she bought a vegetable juice for $2 when it was already reduced to $3.50 LOL...wat a bargain,also the person who gave us a bargain for that was our fren Paul Cavallo.he works in Coles.hehe.. so after that we went to church at 5.40pm.

we were chatting with Becky and Lachlan and when Paul came n sat down with us and coz i was speaking chinese with Becky then i went and ask Paul does he know how to speak chinese. here's how our conversation went :

Me: hey Paul,do u know how to speak chinese? or even understand?

Lachlan suddenly shouted '汉宝包' (han bao bao,i dont even know if i'm writing it correctly lol) and me,Bonnie & Becky just LOLed so hard...

Paul Yin to Lachlan: wat was that?
Me: it's hamburger
Paul Yin: hahaha where did u learn that?
Lachlan: ah some frens at school... '你是肥'(ni shi fei,you are fat,but more correctly is '你很肥 ni hen fei'
Paul Yin to Lachlan: what the?...
Lachlan: you are fat.
Paul Yin: thats a compliment to me.
Paul Yin to Me: erm,no i dont know chinese,i only know '不知道'(bu zhi dao) and '我爱你(wo ai ni)' (it was so cute the way he said it)
Me: oh ok..haha...didnt u learn any chinese from ur parents?
Paul Yin: nope,nothing..negative!
Lachlan to Me: how do u say 'you are aneroxic'
Me: ni you yan shi zen...(sorry i duno how 2 write in chinese)..hahaha...
Lachlan to Paul Yin: *practices like 5-6times* ni you yan shi zen...errr i duno if i got it right..i give up!
Paul Yin to Me: whats that?
Me: you are aneroxic
Me to Lachlan: say '我恨你 wo hen ni' to *points at Paul Yin*
Lachlan to Paul Yin: wo hen ni...
Paul Yin: wat the hell? whats that?
Me: it means i hate you
Paul Yin to Lachlan: oh yeah? wo ai ni...
Lachlan: whats dat?
Me: it means i love you

LOL so everyone basically just gave up! hahaha..it was funny though for a moment.hahaha

after church Monica asked me if i wanted 2 join them for a movie,but i decided not to coz i've got some work to do. sigh... plus it'll be $15 per person so yeh i dont wana spend so much yet till i get a job. oh good news,Paul Cavallo said he wil be my referee if i want to apply at Coles. how cool is that?! i hope i get the job!

Lonnngggg Day...

yeah,i had a very long day today. supposedly my aunt said we're gona go to Chatswood today to do some grocery shopping and hang out around Chatswood. but this morning my other aunt called us up n said we're going to the eastern suburbs so yeah we just had to wake up at 10am coz they're arriving to pick us up at 11am. u know i didnt even eat my breakfast properly,just a slice of bread with butter and a cup of milo.gosh.

so yeah we arrived at Kensington to go to the 4 storey shop called Peter's Of Kensington,they basically sell alot of household stuff. kitchenware and of course biscuits n christmas decos as well.they even have a cafe on the 3rd floor.so imagine the people in such a small place >.<" i manage to tried some cheese biscuit but it has chilli on...so weird,its nice but weird.seriously..its like when u eat it,it just taste reli cheesey but later on the chilli taste comes on and u're like...gah! spoiled my cheese taste..LOL. so yeh we walked like 2hours maybe? with my 2 aunts and 1 uncle.so four of us. it was alrite. lotsa things to see. that shop reminds me of Harrods in UK. seriously.so pretty. haha..

after that my uncle kept on saying he wants to eat indonesian food so we went to a shop called Ayam Goreng 99. i know,its a weird name for a small indonesian restaurant but the food is awesome!! like sooo delicious.my aunts and uncle tried it b4 and they said the chilli is freakin spicy..so they kept wanting me to try since they know i'm a chilli lover. so i tried and to me it was just alrite? like it wasnt spicy to a point where i'll sweat or have a running nose LOL. my tongue did burn for a while but after that its gone. anyway it was reli filling. so full altho i just had noodles.believe it! the portion is quite big.

after that we went back towards the city and went into a household(only electrical) shop again,except this time its reli cheap the stuff. my aunt bought a hair straightener..so cool.hehe now i can straighten my hair anytime i want. only cost us $22 for that.hehe..

so then we came back to Lane Cove after that for a little while to rest and then after 1 hour we went out again..swt.... this time we went to the city to hang around..we walked to a pancake shop planning to get some pancakes for dinner,the pancake shop's name is Pancakes On The Rocks. hehe..cool eh? well,the area is called The Rocks so yeah..it's not very deep in the city though..tonight i saw LOTS of ppl like hanging around getting ready to go to clubs n all..i tell u,its darn freakin lot of ppl.LOL..so we settle on Harbour Bar near the Harbour bridge,just having drinks.i had Iced Chocolate,damn nice!! i loved it! with ice cream & cream on top! =) then about 8.45pm to 9-ish the harbour bridge there started playing fireworks. it was so beautiful,like the ones u'd c during Dec 31st New Year. seriously.they play it every weekend,according to my aunts. it was such a nice view. so after that we just head home about 9.50pm we left Harbour bar to walk back to our car.

so yeah this is basically how i spent my Saturday.longgg day.. so tiring..i'm even having headache now... will sleep early today. maybe after i blog about this. =)

I Killed An Insect!

omg!!! just now i was about to go to the bathroom and i happen to saw theres an insect on my room wall so i decided to use a tissue to catch it(so i dont get my hands dirty)..its a green colour insect,very very thin...and it is long!! like praying mantis kind of thin n long except its not that big n long! more tiny than praying mantis..so i catched it and decided to squeeze it to kill it..and becoz it is long,it's body snapped! like u can literally hear it...it freaking snapped! eeeewwwwwww!

G-Dragon's Butterfly MV

oh yeahhhhh! G-Dragon is back with his new single released today!!!! titled Butterfly.i reli love this song although i know its a remake and remix of an old english song but still,G-Dragon totally rocked it! this video is cool. i love the graphics and of course G-Dragon in it. check it out! =)

G-Dragon's Butterfly MV

Conversation Led To Mixed Up Emotions

yeah,yesterday i had a short conversation with my ji mui(like sister but not real sisters) Chloe in MSN,i freakin miss her presence,shes like such an awesome friend lah..seriously,when shes around,all i do is laugh.hehehe...love that..

so anyways she was telling me about how she liked a guy in uni n all...and that shes disappointed in him and blah blah blah... so she wasnt quite happy with it..anyway i wont put more details in..LOL...

and then the feeling suddenly hit me,i started thinking of that someone..i mean,i seriously thought all my feelings towards him already subside coz i reli dont feel anything when i'm with him...yes,not even butterflies in ma stomach except the fact i feel dumb around him.haha..i shall not go into that.so then i told Chloe about him and even showed her his pic and she said she liked tis guy(sort of approve this guy for me LOL) and then i posted sumthin on my fb status and another ji mui Nicole also wanted to know about the thing i mentioned in fb so i told Nicole about him too in MSN and showed her his pic and she also approves him..hahaha...its so funny to see them approve him like if anythin reli happened between me and him den of coz i wud be happy that my frens wil like him too,i dont wana get a stuck up introverted guy with big ego right? hahaha...

then i just really canot stop thinking about him...it's not a nice feeling u know..the previous night i slept at almost 4am..and thats partly coz of him.. >.<" pls tell me how to get him out of my head. sigh.. its hard whenever u like someone and u already know u wont get him,not even the slightest possibility.i wish this feeling would come to an end...

so yeah i posted on my twitter too saying "can see,cannot have.not even the slightest possibility." and Victor responded to my tweet saying "now that u see,speak it into fervent prayer! and u will have." haha... well,i dont mean to laugh at wat he's saying coz theres no way he would know wat my tweet is referring to right? i dont blame him. but to apply it into other stuff,i do think he did gave me an awesome advice.hehe.. Victor is a very awesome guy,he's my fav person ever! well,he's my bro's flatmate for one and he's uberly friendly and funny..hehehe..i love him to bits and pieces..i really dono how i'll fit into the church gang if it wasn't for him & his lovely pretty fiancee Jo. love them =)

Random Facts Told by Bonnie

Bonnie is my church fren, she attends the Youth Meetings on Fridays becoz shes only 17. her youth leaders happen to be Paul & Benny. She told me some very funny and interesting stuff that her youth leaders do in the youth meeting. Apparently Paul likes to fart on Benny's face. gah! and they like to hit each other real hard or pinch each other and chase each other around.. plus when they play,they play real hard! like as if they are kids themselves,as Bonnie describes it,more childish than a 12 year old. Paul & Benny are 24 yrs old this year. youth leaders who acts like kids. wow..i think whoever attends the youth meetings will have an awesome time when they have those 2 clowns to entertain and play with them don't u think? hahahaha...will the youth leaders be perfect examples to the younger ones? LOL

JaeJoong & YooChun on Boy Pop Factory

JaeJoong & YooChun have been featured in Boy Pop Factory and it was recently aired by a japanese tv station. this was recorded in August but was aired only recently. they both sang a total of 4 songs Colors,Melody & Harmony/Begin/Been So Long/Rainy Blue. Unfortunately the tv station only aired 2 songs Begin & Colors,Melody & Harmony. i must say,they did a pretty amazing performance! loved it! check it out below :

Why Am I Feeling This??

i dont know why recently i sort of feel like i need someone by my side like my life won't be interesting if there isnt someone who i can always turn to or talk to and hang out n talk crap...weird.. seriously,i dont have like a proper hangout lepak partner..need one badly..

i have been here for almost 6 months,its funny how time flies in a blink of an eye when u don't even realize it... and to tell u the truth,there isn't a moment where i don't think of my frens back home in Msia.. so sad la.. i miss going out yumcha with frens,i miss shopping with frens, i miss going to karaoke with frens...sigh.. i miss the noisy Malaysia...here is like so quiet and so boring... the best part is i always hear myself thinking and getting all emo after that *grrr*

maybe that is why i keep updating my blog about everything i do? even my thoughts. i turn to the blog so often nowadays,u really have no idea man... blogging helps to ease my mind.. like seriously. =)

i freakin missed KBS channel...sobs sobs.. why the koreans here don't demand a korean channel on national tv?! damn it..its like a little korea here u know?! 50% of my uni students r koreans... like seriously..i even enjoy speakin korean to those ppl who work at the shops..like when i ask about something or order something..its so fun to see their reactions and asking me where i'm from..hehehe...i missed eating korean food at Daorae too =[

its so gay that the internet here is based on usage limit.i think i've mention this too many times. i cant watch youtube,i cant watch my dramas,i cant even download anything... !#$%^%$#@!

My Husband...

this is one hot pic that i'll never take my mind off...not anytime soon...darn it why does he have to be so freakin hot?!

Thoughts Of Changing...

hmm... i'm taking a Linguistic as a subject now in uni and i'm sort of having second thoughts of changing my future like from media to linguistic.... wat do u think?? will it suit me??? but of course,i'll have to go through tis semester to see if i'm actually keen on it..whether i'm interested in it... hehe... it won't be that bad right?? coz i duno,i'm sort of feeling that being in the media field is fun but freaking tiring... maybe even slowly losing interest in media... sigh..why am i so fickle minded? damn it...

Outing With Bonnie

Bonnie called me yesterday when i was in Uni to plan an outing with me(the one i mention earlier that we might meet up on Wednesday or Friday) so we decided on Wednesday since i dont have uni today..hehe

i told her to meet me at the Lane Cove Post Office bus stop at 11.40am coz i look through the bus timetable and it sez dat the bus wil come at 11.50am there. so we met up there and waited for like half an hour for a bus..bloody hell. it was such a hot day we reckon it was 35degrees LOL. like seriously,it's like the Malaysia weather kind of HOT! damn...

when we arrived all we can think of is what to eat for lunch..so we decided on yum cha..which is dim sum here. 5 dishes of dim sum and we had to pay like 34dollars. gosh..talk about expensive!

after that we just walked around which i happened to buy 3 rings for 10dollars at DIVA.hmm i was looking for it for so long so finally got it. yay for me =) so then we went to ETUDE makeup shop and Bonnie saw some furry pens she wanted that was on display in the shop and she asked if they're selling it but they weren't and they said if u buy somethin from the shop then they might give it. haha so we tested some eyeliner and i sort of liked the pen eyeliner coz it's waterproof and it won't come off that easily..and its 24dollars. so yeah i'm thinking of getting it when i have extra money ahhaha...well Bonnie wanted the pen really and she was considering about getting the eyeliner as well just for the sake of the pen but in the end she didnt so we just went back.ahahha...


so today pretty much is quite exciting at least i got a hangout partner now! hehehe... i had iced mocha in gloria jeans too so it was rad. we called Monica out to join us for a coffee but she just had her lunch break so she isnt allowed to come out of the office haha...

Tae Yang Picz

just look at his body man...even his eyes r so sexy... u know how some ppl got small eyes but they dont look so good? well,Tae Yang is 1 of the lucky ones that all girls go gaga over him..am i not right???

think again lah,don't u think Tae Yang makes all the small eyes 'mata sepet' guys have hope? like small eyes guy dont have to think they cant find any girl... coz Tae Yang has proven how sexy his stares can be..hahaha..watch his video in my earlier posts la... Tae Yang - Where U At MV..den u know wat i mean la..hehehe in the meantime,enjoy these pics la..although its from his previous solo album,but i stil like it.. =D

My 3D Glasses & Iced Chocolate

ok here's the 3D glasses i promised to post up n let u all c..heheheh..cool eh???

here's a pic of my Iced Chocolate that i had in Inferno Cafe..yummy la.. =) syok wei...

ok la..see ni nice hor..later i was suffering in the cinema.. tahan my pee pee until movie end leh..so suffer >_<"

Today At Uni (20/10/09)

i got to class early today.yiippee..
waiting for my cute fren that i met yday..coz she happen to be in all the class i'm taking..hehe got same timetable sumo..wah..

i made few new frens... oh guess wat..guess wat...i got a fren name Legolas wei.. how cool is that???! he's from HK,he said his mom gave him tis name,he also duno why! LOL ..hahahahah (maybe his mom thought Legolas from Lord Of The Rings was hot,LOL..jk) ..he sumo damn funny wei! what a joker! after he know i from Malaysia,he sumo comment say he love Malaysian food wei! he been to Msia sumo! hahaha...

then tis sem i finally got Japanese fren wei..sumo is a guy..his name Tsukasa...he intro himself as Thomas la..he so friendly leh..and talk alot in class oso...so cool la tis sem..classmates all friendly..hehe..he intro himself as Thomas coz he say the lec kenot pronounce his name properly la so he put english name to make it easier for the lecturers but encourages us all to call his japanese name lor..hehehe... he so cute oso laaa..seriously XD

hmm... den not much la..we sort of 1 by 1 intro ourselves in class lo...dats about it...hehehhe..

then on to my afternoon class that is from 1.30-5.30pm.. as usual i sat with Yang la..the cute gal that i made fren with..so funny la..we jz knew each other yesterday but we're acting like we know each other like forever! lolx..somore joke around and so 'sam pat'.. swt... then our second class happen to have a HOT Hong Kong guy la..i think he's mix la..guai lou and chinese lor.. so lengzai leh...den Yang told me since she study certificate in my uni got same class with him b4 and do group work together b4..she say 'shuai ge'..means 'handsome guy' la in mandarin..hahaha...den i say ok lor..lengzai geh...den hor i also duno why i go tell her 'ehh but too bad lah my first day c him he sunburnt until so geng'...LOL...seriously leh..he wear shades sumo cover his eyes la..his face all red geh..den his body is skin peeling la...dark dark n red... i can imagine if i touch ni sure he jump around screamin 1...look so pain leh..hahahahha...den she laugh...as usual la...shes a very cute gal la..sweet oso... hahaha..glad i can meet tis kind of people..at least my life also more lively la.. last sem was horrible la.. ppl all not friendly 1... tis sem all friendly wor..is like ppl wana talk 2 me sumo..hahaha..cool eh?

then hor,got 1 korean gal keep stare at me leh..i also duno why..so i smile at her la..den she smile back ni..swt... she look like wana ask me something but didnt ask la..den in class i play one song la coz Yang was asking if i heard a song called Tomorrow and i tot it was the new song la..turns out its not..then tis chinese gal heard adi den keep stare at me sumo...so weird leh... i keep getting stares...scary dei... but im thinkin maybe she also listen korean songs la den happen to recognize it den stare at me????! possible right??? hahahah...

oh oh...and i also got 2 Japanese gals as my classmates in my afternoon class leh...cool wor... 1 is Sayaka and 1 more i kenot remember her name lah... that Sayaka damn the cute wei.. u know those gals in Cawaii magazine? those Japanese models with big big eyes den make up damn thick 1...SHE IS THOSE KIND of girl wei...damn cute right???! i was like..wah real life doll wei..hhahahahahha...

Yesterday At Uni (19/10/09)

ok..so it was the start of my 2nd sem yesterday at uni..and i got to class on time(as usual) and this cute gal came up 2 me and talk to me so i tot..eh new fren.. =) so then she sat at my right side..den on my left got empty seat laa..den suddenly tis girl came late for class la..den sat beside me lor... den i dint c properly ma..coz i talkin wit the cute gal..den i turn n c..wah lao eh...HOT CHIC wei... LOL... but too bad i not lesbian hahahahaha... okla these both gals from China..friendly...funny oso... hehehhe...

the lecturer then continue with the class..she started teaching..i tell u...first chapter i already so confused,imagine how i gona survive the other chapters,sumo my lec say first chap is easiest... kiss my ass la.. LOL... so my day wasnt so bad..except it was a very confusing day..

Rad Night At SEE!!

oh wow,today was awesome at SEE(young adults meeting)...i luv going to SEE and hang out with awesome people and listening to the word of God.i'm like so motivated. sadly,next week we won't have SEE becuz all of the SEE peeps are going for ice skating which i won't be joining. there are few reasons to it, 1. i'm broke, 2. i have classes from 1.30-5.30pm not cool, 3.i dont freaking know how to skate! LOL..

so today we had the most AWESOMEST Pastor Mandy over as our guest speaker and what do ya know,shes like the funniest pastor ever! i love her talk! seriously it's all in ma head like i seldom get messages stuck in ma head! LOL. Bonnie said she'll give me a bible! weeeeeee! coz i told her i forgot to bring ma bible to Australia >.<" swt...

so anyway today i gave Jo a massage and shes like asking me to NOT STOP coz she said i was good. hmm i never thought i was good at massaging..hahaha...so den Monica did a massage for me and when she press really hard on my right shoulder i sort of cringe..den she said wow ur shoulders r reli stiff..maybe the cause from using the mouse alot..like coz i'm a right handed so its on my right shoulder..damn! she said she has the same problem too. gosh...we youngsters now are getting ruined by the technology eh? haha...

next week the SEE gang is going for ice skating and there will be a guest speaker to talk about Marriage which i'm not going coz its $70 per couple .. (HELLO! i dont even have a freaking bf yet! altho singles r welcome too) so Bonnie said she might plan to call me out...i'm so excited like i really have no hangout frens here..and she lives so nearby she said we might go for a coffee or somethin..how cool! she even said this week itself maybe we'll go out on wednesday or friday! weeeeee! cant wait..!

anyways,today somethin bad happened to Bonnie. she was in Coles(supermarket) planning to buy something and a customer guy walks in and talk to her so she thought he was being friendly so she talked with him as well and he suddenly said he wants to get a coffee n catch up with her and asked for her number and like shes only 18 and its not really appropriate coz that guy is like nearly 40 yrs old..how ewwww is that?! so she started to feel awkward n tried to run and he grabbed her and she just whacked his hand n fled off n came to our church office where we SEE are and she started panicking and pull me out to tell me these stuff. i feel so bad for her coz shes alone and shes so young..poor girl..she worries the guy will go to her workplace to look for her. hmm... anyway i gave her advice which is to tell her manager about this so that at least her manager can look out for her too. so if anything happens,den she got someone by her side.

so anyway sad stories aside, Jo and Heidi and me were talking about doing push ups and they sort of demonstrated it was so awkward coz Heidi was wearing a dress LOL and then Paul was like 'thats not how u do it,this is how u do it' den he started showing us by doing his push ups and we're like 'yeah yeah' den Benny said 'its easy for u Paul coz u only weigh 2 kilos' den we all just LOLed. hahahaha...seriously Paul is so skinny... hahhaha... then later on we saw Monica & Dan going to the church office to get something then they started making out n we all can see them from where we r sitting,it was so gross den later on when they came back Jo was like telling them and she exaggerated like 'we're like sitting in VIP seats eating Popcorn and watching a romantic movie scene' LOL..anyway it was funny.

Start of New Semester

sigh...now i'm actually at uni's lab... my class will be starting at 1.30pm -5.30pm today..so sad..well i duno how is it gona go..i hope it goes all well... i hope i meet new people today...make new frens...well,wish me luck..

the only thing i'm looking forward for today is going to SEE (young adults meeting) later at 7.30pm..haha... errr...actually i was gona say watch Flash Forward but i realise i'll be missing it..darn it! huhuhu~ why why why there isnt any repeat anymoreeee...

My Sunday Morning/Noon

this morning my aunt cooked curry laksa and she already added the blended dried chilli into the soup...so i so smart go cut 2 chilli padi into it..turns out i sweat alot..my tongue was burning thanks to those little chillis. when i say the little chilli here is more spicier than Msia,believe me when i say so. those who know me wil know my chilli taking limit.so believe me when i say it is very spicy! i had laksa for brunch la coz i woke up like 11am LOL... so coz of this,now i'm like having stomach aches and just now i rush to the toilet once..LOL i have a feeling i might run to the toilet again anytime! LOL

Perfect Night At Home

i didnt have my dinner today becuz i had a late lunch and was feeling full. so after my aunt came back from work we went to the supermarket and bought a Guacamole dip and bread and came home n ate it. along with a glass of Bacardi mixed with Pepsi and some olive bread as well. oh thats a perfect night to start. hehehe... its so good. i just love bread now.somethin is wrong with me i think. people tell me they get sick with bread,but not me.i'm starting to love it i actually eat it everyday.oh oh and we watched a James Bond movie and now we're watching Final Destination 2. how nice. hehehehe...i gila ..i know..

My Addiction

oh yeah i bet everyone of u people out there knows that my addiction is obviously to korean entertainment...hahahahah! anything korean will do, food,movies,dramas,songs,music videos. omg help me! LOL...too bad...becoz i got exposed to DBSK then thats it laa...my life was actually turn upside down coz of korean entertainment. i kenot live one day without it..

then there were some frens of mine who got influenced by me...well,u c..actually its not me who influenced u..i just asked u to watch/listen i didnt ask u to like it..but the song/music video manage to work its way to attract u...so its not I who influenced u guys,u guys got sucked in yourselves! hahahahahahahahaha...muahahahahahha..i shall do the evil laugh....

hehehehe..dont blame me la ok...pls ha..now Msia got KBS u all kira so damn the lucky lor! me here wat oso dont have! damn celaka only i can say! but but...here is like a little korea lo...a lot of korean people lo..my uni itself 50% is koreans lo..den chinese...majority asians lo...Aussies also got la..but mostly u go anywhere also c asians 1 lo...hehehe...

Thoughts About Amber from f(x)

here's a picture of the newly debuted korean girl group named f(x). yeah i know its weird,well,SM is weird.LOL.

so anyways u c the short hair girl? her name is Amber and SM decided her image should be like a guy coz she does the rapping so she's suppose to look COOL.

well i've been having these thoughts lately after i saw some comments on Amber from Allkpop on a article titled 'Amber & HyunA(from 4Minute) on a date?' and a girl said that even though she knew Amber was a girl,she still get jealous by seeing those pictures. there were pictures of Amber and HyunA ordering coffee from a cafe somewhere in Seoul. so yeah..of course they are not on a date as they have stated clearly they are both very good friends just hanging out thats all. the pictures are not scandalous either just both of them at a counter ordering coffee. so then today i watched their new video Chocolate Love which i posted earlier and i saw how cool Amber looked in it plus her rapping is good and i start to wonder,girl bands usually get boys attention am i right? so how can a guy get turned on by looking at Amber? i mean,the other 4 girls in f(x) dressed sexily or more girlish but Amber's image is more of a guy-ish look..so how can a guy possibly get turned on? i really would like to know if any guys actually find Amber hot?! i find her cool by the way and no i do not get turned on by her. i just admire her style thats all. geez...

Tae Yang's Where U At MV

Tae Yang is a member from Big Bang who recently came out with a solo album. no they are not splitting,just doing solo activities. anyway,this fella never fails to look SO DAMN HOT in his videos or Big Bang videos. his dance...wow..like it..his voice...love it..haha...this shy guy never fails to make a girl drool... hmm..i think i'm gona go get a cup to collect my saliva and when i'm done drooling over him i'll drink back the saliva.HAR HAR! enjoy enjoy..dont kiss ur monitor screen ladies! hey! i say stop sucking on it..

f(x) Chocolate Love MV

yeah yeah i know i already posted the SNSD's version but i very much prefer the f(x) version! with Amber rapping is so much nicer! this is the Electro Pop version whereas SNSD's one is the Retro Pop version! hehehe..enjoy it..i like the dance and their outfit.

Girls Generation/SNSD Chocolate Love MV

check this out man... Chocolate Love MV SNSD version. its the song and advertisement for LG Chocolate Black Label Series. damn, love it.

A Moment Of Korean Speaking..What A Day

today i went out with my korean girl friend Gemma,we met up at Macquarie Centre after she has taken her music test. well the whole few hours was quite alright but my fren wasnt feeling too up for anything becuz she was constantly worrying about her music test whether she was going to pass or not and so on... so yeah she had a rough day i can say...skip the long story,straight to the point, she borrowed my phone to call the agent that arranged her flight back to Korea and cancelled her flight ticket back to Korea. so means she is not going back....

so yeah when i got home..i got a called from someone whom i don't even know so here's the conversation

Stranger: '여보세요?' (Hello)
Me: '여보세요' (Hello)
Stranger: '운주야' (Woon Ju ya)
Me: '나 운주 아니야'(i'm not Woon Ju), this isn't her phone,i'm her friend.
Stranger: oh..erm..do u know how can i contact her?
Me: ok so here's her phone number xxxxx
Stranger: okay,got it.thanks very much.bye.
Me: okay,bye.

the weird part was why the heck i went and speak korean?! >.<"
it was sooooo weird,i spoke korean out of reflects?! LOL. after the call only i realized that and i was like 'woah'...so yeah..hahaha..wat a day...

Everyone Deserves Second Chances...

well everyone isn't perfect right?
everyone makes mistakes
whether or not he/she can be forgiven its up to u
depends how the person has hurt u or upset u

for me,i do think everyone deserves a second chance
but of course depends on the situations
we as humans must learn to forgive and forget
forgetting is hard but take the first step to forgive is better than not at all

"Forgive is not for the weak,it is the attribute of the strong." Gandhi

Three Rivers

i just finished watching this US sitcom on TV and yes i was all excited since last week when i knew they were going to show..well,mostly coz i just wana watch Daniel Henney!! i lurve Daniel Henney when i started watching korean dramas!! he's like THE heart throb..so damn hot! but well,in this series i dont quite like his hair..oh well.i stil adore him..hahah! so yeah the lead actor who is right in the middle is actually an Aussie actor,all the more reason for Australia to show this series on national TV eh? hahha...so yeah the show is not bad actually,talks about organ donations and patients need it n bla bla....their acting is quite good too i must say... Three Rivers is basically the hospital name that is located in the middle of Three Rivers(i cant remember the name) LOL...this show really makes me want to sign up for organ donation...like seriously,i wana donate my organ when i die..at least to help save another person's life if i can... maybe we should all think about donating our organs yeah??? for humanity's sake..try helping others... do a good deed.dont let our organs go to waste getting eat up by maggots,might as well donate it to those who need it

Big Bang Theory fan

It was such a screw up this two days so I decided to treat myself to a nice comedy series back to back and it didnt fail to make me laugh. Seriously, watch it! Its really addictive though. Watch it at your own risk. Dont say I didnt warn you. =P
Leonard, Sheldon, Peggy, Leslie and Raj are the main character names.

A series about how a bunch of 4 friends who's smart, nerds and geeks spending their time together till a new neighbor girl came along into their life. Its funny watching them explaining stuff I dont understand(science stuffs) cos they relate everything to Math and Science. Also, full of sarcasm. I love this series!


Credits to : Ching..i just took this post from her blog. cuz im lazy 2 blog about it.since she also recommend to watch this show,why not?! :P

Connect Group...

well, jz now i attended a connect group which functions like a cell group really...in the church's office. so sad to see just 4 people there and yeah we had loads of chat about everything and how God's word from few thousand years ago still can relate to us till this day. its awesome to think that God has thought about so many things even before he created the world,us.

it's so funny that when we were discussing the book of Exodus, like Monica was trying to explain some things there and how it can relate to us,we just end up drifting away from that original topic.so yeah it was quite fun and interesting. i had two cups of Blue Mountain tea..oh man that was so good, and the brownies that Monica's mom made,it's really gona get me fat! so anyways it was all good and the best part is i forgot to bring my bible!!! as in i didnt bring my bible to Australia and it's lying in my room sumwhere back in Malaysia! argh.... i really need it like sometimes i feel the urge to read the bible...but i don't have one. so sad really.

Two Policemen Went To My House...

yes,two policemen actually went to my house(in Malaysia) to pass my mom a letter or more like an invitation letter to invite my mom to go to the istana for the installation of her friend becoming a sultan. like,how lame is that? and my mom wasnt even at home at that time,she was in KL obviously coz of work..hahaha... so yeah my mom asked the two policemen to go to a friend's shop in Rawang town just to pass him the letter and when the policemen arrived,they actually asked the guy if he was who my mom says he is,then asked him what is my mom's phone number like confirm that he is the guy then only they pass him the letter. so darn funny! then when my mom went to pick up the letter from him,he said "wow,u're really a powerful lady till the policemen had to come all the way from Negeri Sembilan just to pass u this letter" LOL...now i bet the whole of Rawang will know about it. hahahaha! damn...

A Day At Chatswood

hmm..yesterday night i told myself,well sorta plan that i want to go to Chatswood to shop today,i was hoping i could buy a pair of shoes and a bag as it is the most needed stuff at the top of my list.haha

so yeah i woke up and the weather was looking kinda good so i went to Chatswood. there are like 2 shopping malls there 1 is Westfield and 1 is Chatswood Chase. well i walked the whole two malls in 2 hours and i didnt like anything i see,well i bought a belt from Supre that cost me 20dollars if convert to Malaysian ringgit its like RM60?! hahaha..ridiculous,i know but what can i do??? oh well, its really good quality though compare to Malaysian ones. hahaha...so yeah quite happy with the belt since i really need it. then later when i was walking towards to bus stop i passed by few shops and Cotton On was one that i decided to walk in to.haha..erm actually i went there earlier to check out things and i saw the pumps i'm looking for are like 24.95dollars so yeah i thought when im on my way back only i will go in and see if i really like the shoes. so i went in and bought a pair,quite happy with it too. although its just a pumps,well i can wear it with anything so yeah...hehe..

so anyway,as i was going and comin back from Chatswood,walking to the bus stop and walking back from the bus stop to my home makes me feel like i'm battling with the wind because the freaking wind is so strong that i tried very hard to walk stable and felt like either the wind is gona blow me away or i'm gona get to where i want to go to.hahahaha...so yeah..it's just a few hours in Chatswood but i manage to buy stuff that i need so quite happy with it even though i didnt manage to get the bag i wanted to.sigh..waiting for Country Road to go on sale for the bag..hehe..and Glassons to give me discount on the handbag..!!!!!

The Big Bang Theory Theme Song Lyrics..funny

Our whole universe was in a hot dense state,
Then nearly fourteen billion years ago expansion started. Wait...
The Earth began to cool,
The autotrophs began to drool,
Neanderthals developed tools,
We built a wall (we built the pyramids),
Math, science, history, unraveling the mysteries,
That all started with the big bang!"

Since the dawn of man" is really not that long,
As every galaxy was formed in less time than it takes to sing this song.
A fraction of a second and the elements were made.
The bipeds stood up straight,
The dinosaurs all met their fate,
They tried to leap but they were late
And they all died (they froze their asses off)
The oceans and pangea
See ya wouldn't wanna be ya
Set in motion by the same big bang!
It all started with the big BANG!

It's expanding ever outward but one day
It will cause the stars to go the other way,
Collapsing ever inward, we won't be here, it wont be hurt
Our best and brightest figure that it'll make an even bigger bang!

Australopithecus would really have been sick of us
Debating out while here they're catching deer (we're catching viruses)
Religion or astronomy, Encarta, Deuteronomy
It all started with the big bang!
Music and mythology, Einstein and astrology
It all started with the big bang!
It all started with the big BANG!

P.S. if u find these lyrics interesting and is interested to hear the song,pls ask me and i'll send it to ur email. it's from a series titled The Big Bang Theory.so hilariously funny!

Random Thoughts/Chats

tonight i was at the SEE young adults meeting and suddenly i didnt know why Monica started to talk about feminist?? and started explaining to me, Anna, Jo and Bonnie. LOL...anyway i wasnt really listening becoz Daniel was talking too loud although he was sitting across me!! so anyway,suddenly they were talking about women or men shaving???????!!!! and Anna told us that there are in some countries(which i obviously dont remember the names of it) that men shave and women don't. Me and Bonnie were like EWW!! then i duno why but i started asking Bonnie does she think that Asian men shave?! LOL..so random... den we both were like discussing about it and i said 'i think only the celebrities shave but normally no guys would shave i don't think' den Bonnie said 'have u seen those women who didnt shave their underarm hairs?' i was like... 'yeahhh but ewwwww!' and both our faces just cringe LOL

so later Bonnie interrupted saying Paul's new hairstyle was disturbing?! LOL..and i said ''it doesnt reli look nice on him,something is wrong sumwhere.''...honestly? i'm ok with the hairstyle that he is having but i very much prefer his long fringe before.haha..anyway he still looks handsome just that it doesnt go well with his sissy giggles! hahahahahah...i duno why but many ppl keep saying he is a girl or he is sissy! he doesnt act like a girl or have sissy movements,just his laughter! lol...

so anyway the speaker did a pretty good job on his message,he was quite funny actually! but his message is quite a deep one that makes people think.it talks about us making a decision and it will lead to a path which then leads us to a journey then to our destination. he's saying that if we think we're not going in the right path,don't worry,just switch to a new path because nothing is too late and better do those things late than regret it later..which is kind of true..people always say 'oh i have to finish my studies when im young' or compete with others in their studies,truth is,don't rush,think carefully what u want then do it,if u think it doesnt suit u,u can always still change it. anyway it left all of us thinking about our own paths,whether we're right on it.