Sunday, January 31, 2010
Churchy (added)
i was holding my ice cream in my left hand and my right hand is pressing on my right ear and then he talked to me and suddenly i said 'what?' and he asked me 'are you on the phone?' and tried to look to my right to see if i'm on the phone then he said 'WHAT' loudly at me after discovering i'm not on the phone. then of course i said 'WHAT' loudly to him too! crazy dude..then i said 'don't make me scream at your ear LOL' then he was like 'okok my bad' hahahahaha...crazy right? siao kia la..
P.S. i think he's super hilarious and crazy.how random too.
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Boys Generation - Genie (Tell Me Your Wish)
Jo Kwon Dances to HyunA's Change!! LOL
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Jae Joong's HEYJJ Video
he has won many polls for 'best looking male celebrity' in Korea & Japan. but TVXQ has practically took over Asia by storm with their powerful voices & performances.
the ONETVXQ forum has organised an event #happybdayjaejoong on twitter and they were really successful because #happybdayjaejoong stayed #1 as trending topic on Twitter for about an hour. thats TVXQ love obviously.
anyway here's the Welcome to HEYJJ video clip. enjoy. *he's so cute i nearly died*
G-Dragon WAS A SM Trainee
he was a cute little kid isnt he?
Interesting Rev-Up Contestant Pics
thats all for now. anyone interested can join in on this contest. wish you the very best of luck!
SNSD - Oh! MV
About Monday - Cultural Class
we dont have anymore lectures and stuff so just relax in class
plus this subject has no exam so we rely on assignments and our final essay to score!
so yeah in class,the lecturer was giving us quiz sort of recap what we have studied
everyone was told to form a group and choose a team name
my group consist me, Gracy and Melike so we named ourselves SGM
then Gracy read it like as if its a word!
i told her 'STOP! IT SOUNDS LIKE SCUM!'
then we laughed our heads off! hahahah
our class suppose end at 5.30pm but we all went home at 3.30pm LOL! early mark rocks!
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Portfolios,Friends,Food,Laughter = Luxury
initially we planned to meet up at 11am at Macquarie Center and today is Australia Day which means it's a public holiday here as well
i randomly planned my time to leave my home about 10.20am so that i could prolly reached Macquarie Center about 11am
so i went out at 10.20am to wait for the bus and about 10.25 the bus came
true enough,my aunt told me a day before that nobody will go to Macquarie Center direction,most of the people will go to the city because there would be parties and parades and festivals going on
so the bus driver drove really fast because there wasn't much cars on the road and i reached Macquarie Center at 10.36am =.="
anyways so i walked in and took some cash out from the ATM and planned to wander around by myself till 11am but then Kinnie text me saying she's already in Macquarie Center so i was quite happy i quickly text her back saying i'm in Macquarie Center too
(well,at least i have someone to accompany me right?)
initially the plan was me,Nydia & Phoebe meet up to take a bus together to Kinnie's place but then Kinnie came with 2 of her friends to Macquarie Center so Frederick happened to have a car which saved us from taking the bus (THANKS FREDERICK)
so in her house,we 3 was doing and concentrating on our portfolios but Kinnie was like walking around disturbing Frederick & Jenny and chatting to us..LOL! shes like the funniest person ever! i love her bubbly personality!
later on they left and she decided to cook for me,Nydia & Phoebe..lol! she is nuts,literally. she was like 'do you want to eat? i'll cook for you. let me cook please!' LOL
she really can't sit still in her place,then Phoebe and Nydia ended up watching HK singing competition shows and concerts and blah blah..LOL i wasn't that interested though LOL so i just continue doing my work.
then later theres this straw with bits of chocolate/white chocolate(or milk flavour)/strawberry in the middle where you pour a cup of milk and then just put the straw in and suck the milk,its like drinking instant chocolate milk kind of thing. i've drank it before few years back when my aunt bought it back for me to Malaysia.hehe.
so yeah,Phoebe was like O.o" 'what is that?' then me and Kinnie sort of explained it is '.....you have to drink it like that.....blah blah' and then later on Kinnie took a dental floss thing to floss her teeth,you know those type where you don't have to pull the string out of the little box. it is those like toothpick type where you buy them in 10s or 20s and use it and throw, 1 by 1. then Phoebe again asked 'whats that?' we're all like 'PHOEBE AHH!!! YOU ARE TOO CUTE!!' LOL
and she really is very cute lol!
so yeah anyways later when we were about to go back,i waited for the bloody bus for more than 40minutes coz they follow the public holiday timetable.
then there were like 8 high school kids,few guys and few girls waiting at the same bus stop with me, suddenly 2 couples started kissing in front of me and i was thinking 'go get a room,geez' then one of the guy came and ask me whether i knew what time the bus was coming so i told him around 7.05pm. sighs. i had to wait that long for a stoopid bus! thissucks!
i came back and had my dinner..then later on had a bowl of ice cream with Bailey's in it. yum! loved it! anyway today was so bloody hot i just keep sweating. i hate summer!
Monday, January 25, 2010
Tired & Exhausted
what shall i do when i'm feeling like this?
plus i'm suddenly sneezing and coughing
i think i'm getting sick
this sucks
i know i should be resting
even yesterday i slept before 12am
believe it or not
i was too exhausted and tired
physically i felt like just lie down and not do anything
hope i'll be fine tomorrow
because i'm going over to my friend's place to discuss the portfolios
hopefully i'll be well and able to travel
otherwise i'll be really sad
sigh
Random Stuff At Church Yesterday
yesterday at church,i wore a necklace that has a lock,2 keys and an Eiffel Tower on it,Monica took the small key and put it on her heart(which she put it on the right,LOL) and says its to unlock her heart,then Heidi took the bigger key and said 'the heart is not on the right,its suppose 2 be on the left, this key unlocks my heart,oh Sue,u're mine' LOL! then i was like.. o.O"
then coz Heidi wore a reli long skirt yday and she kinda took it up to wrap me LOL! then she was just hugging me. at that time how i wish Scott(her bf) was there,LOL! >.<"
den b4 i left church she hugged me again really tight lol den she was like 'i love you,you have the best hug ever!' LOL! hhahahaha!! den i said 'awww i love you tooooo!' XD
oh oh and i finally got to feel his muscles yesterday...oh my...its soooo yummylicious lol! getting quite big XD
Sunday, January 24, 2010
A Jokingly Fight (Not Really)
later on after my bro left,he was reading Beau's (it is read as Bo,not sure if thats the real spelling coz thats what i saw on her fb,could be a nickname) cheerleading stuff book. so at that time i didnt know it was her cheerleading diary and i thought it IS her personal diary (but wondering why wud someone carry their personal diary out lol) so i asked him 'why are u reading people's stuff?' then he said 'nono its her english subject book' then Keilah asked 'are u in year 11 or 12 now?' then Beau replied 'i'm in year 11 this year and thats not my english subject book,its my cheerleading diary' then i was like >.<" ..... then he went and read out loud 'the capital letter J...' den Beau snatched the book away LOL! she was like 'nono dont read that! i gtg byeeee!' and took her bag n left! lol...
so then Keilah is standing on my right and he was sitting in front of me..and then Monica came to my left and of course without hesitating i gave her a really huge hug!!! i missed her really. so yeah then he was asking me what i studied and stuff den Keilah budged in and asked 'yeah i really didnt know what you're studying, which uni are u in?' then i replied 'mac uni' then shes like 'omg,i didnt know,wait,how come u have classes now? are u with sibt?' then i said yes. haha... then he was asking what's sibt and stuff so Keilah did the explaining for me..weeee! save my energy lol! so yeah he was asking Keilah about the registration thingy in Mac Uni then she was talking to him den later Monica joined in the conversation and Keilah and Mon was talkin to each other sayin how Mac Uni is shitty coz they changed all the course subjects now and blah blah and i happened to talk to him,i asked him how long is he gona be away and he said five weeks! noticed how Monica and Keilah are talking,they are talking across me and i am talking with him which makes me talking across them its so hard lol...coz i'm facing him and they both are facing each other but in the middle is where our voices cross over..hahahahah! then later on he was telling me he's going back to Malaysia (Just in Penang for 3-4days) then of coz i asked him to go around and try out the foodsssss! LOL. then he told me he bought a DSLR coz i told him to take more pics,he also told me he'll be alone in Edinburgh for 4 days,how boring and scary haha!
later on, he started to become playful >.<" as in he started to poke/tickle Monica and at that time i was thinking 'nobody messes with my Mon Mon' LOL...then i started to poke him,sort of not allowing him to bully Monica,hahahah..coz i know his weakness is getting tickled. so yeah i started poking him and then he almost screamed LOL then he was like yelling and grab my hand and would not let go lol and his left hand was trying to poke Monica and she was kinda struggling to poke him as well,Ben walked passed and saw us and said to him 'dude,u're not gona win' LOL!!! haahahaha..which was so true!! we started poking him like madddd...that was so fun! hahaha..
so yeah later on Jo invited everyone over to her place to watch 5 movies,i said i cant coz i've got work to be done plus i'm having finals this week itself.damn!!!! sigh plus i'm gona missed him real baddddddd once he's gone!!!!!!!!
Interesting Pics I Took From My Friend
look at these shoes! it's for guys.
i dunno what are these but it is sure cute!!!
and these!!! can i have these earphones?! they are so damn freaking cute i want to collect all of 'em!!!!
this would be a BANANA case.YES thats right,u heard me,BANANA case! ain't it cute???!!!damn!
this are a pair of guy shoes from Topman in Japan,looks nice! wonder if Malaysia has them! haha
as for this last pic,take a look at the human heads! tell me how many of them can u see??! hahahaha! it is so freakin crowded there its not even funny!!!
anyway,i hope u enjoy lookin at those pics! it's pretty interesting to me! I WANNA GO TO JAPAN!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Hot Weather Go Away
whats worst is that today is going to be 40degrees Celsius
yesterday was like 35deg and above..
today i can totally feel the hot stuffy air coming through my window.
you will never know how i feel towards hot weather
after living in hot stuffy humid weather for 21 years
coming to Sydney having the temperature increased to 40deg is so not cool
i hate summer
i really hate summer
i think my favourite would be autumn
i can't wait for autumn
damn you!
the weather is hot and stuffy and dry (of course 10x better than humid,at least i still can breathe)
oh so help me!
there's no air cond at home
there's only a standing fan which obviously gives out hot weather as well
i'm sitting here blogging and already am sweating like a pig.
Behind The Scenes for HyunA's Change MV!
JYP's Stylist on 2PM
well, she was offered to be JYP's official Style Director.she at first wanted to be Rain's stylist but it didn't work out because Rain has left JYP thus she is working with some of kpop's most hottest guys and biggest stars.here's a picture of her below.
SNSD - Oh! MV Teaser
2AM - Won't Let You Go Even If I Die MV!
Mimi of Wonder Girls is Postpones Her Career!
"JYP Entertainment has announced that Mimi from the Wonder Girls has decided to postpone her musical career to pursue an academic career.
Mimi, the rest of the Wonder Girls members, her family, and JYP Entertainment
have collectively decided to postpone her musical career for the time being.
JYP Entertainment said, “Mimi had a truly memorable, once in a lifetime
experience while living in the U.S. and touring over 50 cities. We support her
decision to pursue an academic career at this time. We will also support Mimi if
she chooses to return to singing after her academics are complete. In the
meantime, she plans to frequent JYP facilities and continue her dance and vocal
classes.”
Mimi will remain with the Wonder Girls in the U.S., continuing with any scheduled
performances and activities until the end of February. As of March, she will return
to Korea and prepare to focus on her studies. JYP has named 17 year old Lim as
the newest member to the quintet. Lim has gone through extensive training at the
JYP Academy for three years and is fluent in four languages: English, Korean,
Mandarin and Cantonese."
All the best to Mimi!
2PM & Yoon Eun Hye Behind The Scenes for CASS BEER CF!
Boring-nya
on a friday night.
aunt went out with friends after her work,prolly a bar dancing away.
i feel nostalgic.
disliking the feeling.
i really wish if i was in Malaysia now i would not be sitting at home.
but at some cafe eating and crapping away with my favourite people.
i missed all of you back home so badly it's not even funny.
listening to Brick By Boring Brick by Paramore.
1 of my favourite songs.
had curry for lunch & dinner.
discovered an article on Pandora today that it might be reality.
felt kind of excited.
hoping it really exist haha.
hope that it has glow in the dark forest.
it'll be so damn beautiful.
best creation from God ever haha.
right now still repeating Brick By Boring Brick.
feeling kinda nostalgic.
does not like it.
i hate it when i'm like this.
oh oh good news.
i realised my feelings for him has lessen.
it is such a good thing.
i am so happy about it.
it is definitely a good time for the feelings to go away.
i can concentrate on my studies.
finals is just a week away.
it sucks.
still have assignments to do.
but today is friday so it is lazy syndrome day.
i'll work on it tomorrow first thing i wake up.
thats all.
Friday, January 22, 2010
HyunA feat. Yong Joon Hyung - Change MV!
i hope i did well and i hope lecturer passes me.
so then i'll move on to my Cultural subject which is killing me.
1 essay and 1 more worksheet to go.
i have to do it.
essay to hand in on 1st Feb.
worksheets to hand in by next Monday. (damn! i'm screwed)
still have 2 portfolios for Linguistic to hand in by next Friday. (F*** it!)
finals on 30th Jan & 3rd Feb.
Goodbye my friends,i shall decided to bury myself into my assignments and books for a while.
Won't be celebrating my birthday too. Some friends insist i celebrate after the exams.
Not many friends will be here to celebrate with me,so we'll see how it goes.
P.S. Tsukasa
Woman...
If you give her a sperm, she’ll give you a baby.
If you give her a house, she’ll give you a home.
If you give her groceries, she’ll give you a meal.
If you give her a smile, she’ll give you her heart.
She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her.
So if you give her any crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit.
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Hogwarts Story! (21/1/2010)
here's the little conversation we had below! i have screen shot it and it is just amazing!! read it!
P.S. you are not allowed to laugh out loud! =P
Korean Contestant John Park on American Idol
Monday, January 18, 2010
So Sad...
so yeah,later i traveled to uni by bus with Anna and we chatted on the bus till she decided to msg Monica, and then Monica replied saying shes feeling lonely and hopes that many ppl would keep sending her messages to get her mind off things. so thats what i did during my class. sigh. i wish i cud hug her and tell her everything's gona be alright. she's currently at her work conference and won't be back till 2mr night. so yeah,i cant wait to see her this week and give her the biggest hug ever! hope she'll be fine and hope she is doing okay at this moment. i will pray for her every night till she feels better.
Saturday, January 16, 2010
About The Kpop Mashup Link in Facebook
i was like O.o" Pastor Joel Reid clicked "LIKE"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i kinda freakin like it! Thanks to Jack.
Friday, January 15, 2010
Horoscopes...
ever wonder if they're true?
ever stumble upon a daily horoscope saying this and that will happen to you and it ends up happening to you for real?
i know that all horoscopes are fixed like saying u match this horoscope and people with this horoscope will have a certain kind of attitude and etc
but have you ever felt the urge to want to believe it?
have you ever want to believe it so badly just to make yourself feel happy about it?
hmm...i wonder....
i always read horoscopes for fun but something i read is giving me the urge to want to believe it.
but i'll stand on my ground and not believe it because it is all lies.
i will not believe it.
i shall not believe it.
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Xiah Junsu @ DBSK/TVXQ
this picture below is also the same dude above Xiah Junsu from DBSK! looks pretty damn cool huh? my my...he has been casted in a Mozart Musical and look at the makeover! still looking HOT as always!! oh my,i can't stop staring at the picture! hotness~!! because of him, the ticket server crashed because too many people are flooding the server fighting to get a ticket to watch Xiah performed LIVE! gah!
TVXQ/Tohoshinki/DBSK - Break Out MV!
TVXQ finally released their latest japanese single BREAK OUT! awesome MV! mwahsss love my boys! my yunho,u're still so freakin HOT! ahhhhh *dies*
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Tae Yang Dances With KARA Girls?
Nichan's New MV
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
f(x) & M.I.C. Lollipop MV is Out!!
f(x) and M.I.C. finally releases the full version of their Lollipop MV!! check it out...! i still prefer Big Bang feat. 2NE1's version. this is good too with all the dancing. lol.
Monday, January 11, 2010
My Bro's Mailbox
The Nanny Joke
i finally remember a joke from The Nanny 3.
Nanny got engaged to a frenchman and the frenchman suddenly walked into the kitchen and called CC = KAKA.. he said 'HELLO KAKA' LOLOLOLOL!!!coz C in french is read as KA.so then the frenchman kissed CC in the kitchen and Niles the butler happened to saw them then after the french guy walked out,Niles said to CC 'did KAKA do a nono in the kitchen?' LOLOLOLOL! funny shit!! i laughed like hell...so loud lololol!!!
10th Jan 2010
it was Anna, Heidi and Vics, Vics was like 'i love hugging uuuu' and then Heidi said 'oh Sue! *hugs* i love you!! gosh,i can hug u like forever and not let go,u're so huggable!" and Anna was like 'i love hugging u Sue...' O.o
haha then my reaction was just 'ohh i love hugging u too!' ^^....hahahaha..
oh yeah..i havent seen Vics since after his wedding..so today he finally came to church after 1 week of being back in Aus from his honeymoon...he was like 'heyy Sue,hows it goin?' then i said 'oh everythings good,how are u?' then he was like 'oh im fine,u sure everything's alrite?i keep getting ur status on twitter like u're feeling very down and like u're not doing so good' then i said 'oh its nothing,just had some down moments and most of them are actually song lyrics' then he said 'oh really? okay thats good phew..i was like ,is Sue ok? doesnt sound like she is,she sounds very depressed,there were times where i actually wanted to call and speak to u' and i said 'awww,wow..didnt know u stalked me on twitter,haha anyway no worries,everythings just fine *put my big fat smile on my face*'
u can never imagine my feeling just now,i felt so loved LoL. very blessed.really. it really feels good to know that i have people around me who loves and care about me.they care more than my family.really.
oh ya,just now i was sitting with Monica on my left and Anna on her left.3 of us sat together and coz it was freakingishly hot,we moved up 1 row just to be near the fan.then he sat behind me.i practically can hear him breathing o.O" u know how people sit on a chair and they dont lean back instead they lean forward with their elbows on their thighs...and coz i was leaning back on my chair relaxing then he was leaning forward,i swear i could hear him breathe. o.O" initially he wasnt sitting behind me,he was sitting at the last row and he moved up 1 row as well since me 3 girls moved in front. LoL that was awkward. hmm.. oh oh and i finally returned back all his Twilight saga books! ^^ he asked me if i liked it so i said 'oh i loved it ^^' well,its true.
so yeah basically thats my day,rest of the time i just hang around my bro's place.hehehe...my aunt was giving me the silent treatment for more than a week now and i finally can hear myself think!!! LoL.well,even if she didnt give me the silent treatment i still woulda come over to my bro's place and hang. irritating his life is my pleasure. =D
9th Jan 2010
is it me or is gay ppl just more fun to talk to? LoL
dont judge,i just think they are so awesome people,they're all funny,friendly and not to mention, crazy. LoL.
i mean, they would approach and talk to u and get to know u and then later on just play together like watever! LoL. unlike people who call themselves NORMAL, guys don't mix with girls unless they like the girl(due to their stupid ego and only judge ppl by their looks), or girls wont dare to talk to guys coz afraid of what the guy might think(so,guy should do the talking u idiots!). like WTH! it is my first time experiencing going to a party full of gay people except 3 people who aren't gay LOL. me, Nydia,my uni fren whom i brought along with and 1 more japanese girl, Yuko, who is a fren of Tsukasa's. guess wat, we're the ONLY 3 GIRLS there!! LoL. i really wana cry LoL theres this asian guy who is so handsome and stylish lol i will fall for him definitely if he's not gay!! LOLOLOL...huhuhu~ he's so cute lah,he came and talk to me then we're like trying to think of ways to force Tsukasa to dance for us LoL. he was like 'Tsukasa,u shud drink more!'...hahah tryin 2 get Tsukasa drunk just so he will dance! LOL. hmm. that guy is a local here defo coz he's got a strong Aussie accent.
it was Tsukasa's birthday party to celebrate his 21st. and he included his flatmate Aki's birthday too which is suppose 2 b a week away but yeah. so then it seems that everyone who came was Tsukasa's friend and when they were giving the speech Tsukasa said 'i'm sorry Aki,you've got no friends' LOLOLOL! darn funny! then Aki jumped on him wanted to strangle him lol. oh yeah did i mention i played the thumb game with Putera and Nydia and Tsukasa, Tsukasa is so strong and my left thumb's skin eventually peeled off and now it hurts. huhu~ gotta payback to Tsukasa on Tuesday LOL. he said he's gona make me cupcakes.kenot revenge la means!! aiks! no fair! o.O"
oh yeah when i was getting ready at home to go to the party, i wanted 2 put my contact lenses on BUT i couldnt BECAUSE that afternoon i went over to my bro's place and he cooked bolognese pasta, he's so smart that he asked me to cut the little chilli for him.dang! so when i wanted 2 put my contact lenses on,it burned my eye. damn him! RAWR!!! my eye was red and burning but after a while it was normal again. but still.....grrrrr!!! u know,after i cut the chilli i accidentally touched my face and my pimple burned o.O" then i duno wat i did,i went and touch my nose and then it burned too. Huhuhuhu~ sakit. the worst is still my eye lah.eeshhhhh!
oh oh..me and Nydia met up at Kings Cross station and we went for dinner first b4 going 2 the party coz there arent any dinner,just fingerfood. hmm.. so yeah i took her to the resto that me and my relatives went to once,its a German/European resto.so we ordered 1 Smoked Salmon salad and 1 Chicken Schnitzel and her drink Apple Cider.(i wil upload a pic of the chicken Schnitzel later on) and we had the most satisfying dinner ever,everything was so delicious and it was indeed too much! i just love the Rosti LoL. the best part was,both our meals suppose to cost up to $30.80 and i paid $50.80...guess wat? the waiter took back the change for me = $40. so? what d'ya think?! XD
is it my best day or what??! hahahahahahah! yyyyeeeewwwww!!!
8th Jan 2010
Niles, the butler in the show The Nanny, is sooooo awessssoommeee i can't even use words to describe him,of course,Fran Fine, the nanny herself as well! but Niles rocks coz he is soooooo sarcastic!!! i just love all his sarcastic jokes or rather facts. he loves to insult CC who is Mr. Sheffield's partner in the broadway theatre business.
okok lemme give u some example of sarcastic joke he said to tease CC.
(Niles dusting the painting on the wall when Mr. Sheffield called out to him in a whisper)Mr. Sheffield: (Whispering) Niles.Niles: (staring at the painting in shocked thinking that it called out to him) o.O"Mr. Sheffield: (still in a whisper) Niles,help me!Niles: (took few steps back) o.O"Mr. Sheffield: oh for God's sake Niles, get in here!Niles: Oh sir, would you please stop doing that, isn't there enough haunted things roaming around the house?(suddenly CC walked pass the door)
LOLOLOL!!! he meant CC hahaha!
(about Nanny Fine's play as Juliet)CC: people will be walking out in the middle of the play. (evil grin)Niles: just like every of your dates.CC: -_-"
ok..i can't remember any other,actually i can but not the full conversation.so yeah. haha..if i manage to find a video then i'll update with a video clip of that certain part.hopefully i can!! haha..
7th Jan 2010
for a moment i was so angry just now coz got accused for something i didnt do. then i just went into my room and cried. wtf. hate this feeling. so anyways,i was all fine after like 15mins.
Bible says 'Love your enemy as you love yourself' right? tell me how to love my enemy when i'm living with one? grrr... i'll work on that.sigh.
oh well, i see my brother doing a dumb bell exercise,i'll snatch it and do it. LoL.
Thelma Aoyama feat. Tae Yang - Fall In Love MV!!
for those who have been waiting toooooo long like me! here's the video finally! gosh gosh i love it! hhahha..check it out! Thelma Aoyama has a strong voice i must say! Tae Yang lookin' hot as usual! hehe
f(x) & M.I.C.'s Lollipop CF!
my god...f(x) singing in chinese LOL! i like the dance though! this advertisement is for China i think since they collaborate with chinese singers! haha..check it out! kinda cute!
TVXQ/DBSK's Break Out Video Teaser!
TVXQ's new video teaser!!! are u excited for it??! coz i am! LOL!
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
A Drawing of Ruth & Me
6th Jan 2010
then chat with few people la.. some ended up not replying me also,how sad right..i know..
i think i need a life la,most of my frens goin back to their country for CNY and i'm just stayin in Sydney for the 2 weeks do nothing. Priceline sumo dowan 2 call me and tell me whether i'm hired or not.celaka! my head very messed up la now. sigh.
All Time Low - Weightless Lyrics
Turn a page, I'm a book
Half unread
I wanna be laughed at
Laughed with, just because
I wanna feel weightless
And that should be enough
Now I'm stuck in this fucking rut
Waiting on a second hand pick me up
And I'm over, getting older
If I could just find the time
Then I would never let another day go by
I'm over, getting old
Maybe it's not my weekend
But it's gonna be my year
And I'm so sick of watching while the minutes pass as I go nowhere
And this is my reaction
To everything I fear
Cause I've been going crazy
I don't want to waste another minute here
Make believe that I impress
That every word
By design
Turns a head
I wanna feel reckless
wanna live it up, just because
I wanna feel weightless
Cause that would be enough
If I could just find the time
Then I would never let another day go by
I'm over, getting old
Maybe it's not my weekend
But it's gonna be my year
And I'm so sick of watching while the minutes pass as I go nowhere
And this is my reaction
To everything I fear
Cause I've been going crazy
I don't want to waste another minute here
This could be all I've waited for
(I've Waited, I've waited for)
And this could be everything
I don't wanna dream anymore
Maybe it's not my weekend
But it's gonna be my year
And I've been going crazy
I'm stuck in here
Maybe it's not my weekend
But it's gonna be my year(it's gonna be my year)
And I'm so sick of watching while the minutes pass as I go nowhere(go nowhere)
And this is my reaction
To everything I fear(everything I fear)
Cause I've been going crazy
I don't want to waste another minute here
This song is another song from them that ROCKS!!!
5th Jan 2010
today,was in uni,was bored in class so borrowed my fren's netbook and fb!! this Malaysian guy fren on mine keep irritating me in fb! keep sayin MAMAK,Nasi lemak,roti canai and etc... den keep ask me go to MAMAK with him,there is a restaurant in the city named MAMAK,opened by Msian.lol. go my fb profile and u know wat i mean by spamming!! he kept askin me to join him n gang for lunch,but i already promised another fren.gah! so i said next week,he said 'u say wan ar!!' wah..he show me merajuk face sumo wei! swt...
so anyways today rush home la,since Heidi bugged me to call her after my class over so she cud gimme a lift to her home for a welcoming home party for Jo & Vics. so i did as she told. i msged her at 3.30pm and she didnt reply.i reached home at 5.15pm and called her,nobody picked.so i thought just forget it.
after that 7.30pm i followed my brother to Woolworths to buy his 2 weeks of food supply. carry like shit so heavy to back to his home,have to cut his vege and mushrooms for him sumo have to cook for him.when cutting the vege he told me 'faster ah' ...because he is already hungry! gah...forced by him to cook lol! dang. then later watched The Nanny.then he imitate the Nanny's voice and actions...WTH!!
Monday, January 4, 2010
All Time Low - Break Your Little Heart Lyrics
Sunday, January 3, 2010
Mask
i constantly ask myself this.
if yes,why am i wearing a mask?
a mask of showing that i'm happy when i'm not.
a mask of not being my true self,nobody here in Australia knows my true self just yet. go ahead and ask my friends in Malaysia what am i like in person! ask them! they'll tell you!
i'm too afraid to let go and be myself,maybe it's because i can't use my Malaysian english to communicate with people? maybe the stuff they like and the stuff i like are so much different?
i'm starting to let go in uni now. some of my friends have seen the crazy me!
i do think crazy is part of me,someone said 'are you sure thats you?' and i think about it,and yes it is. maybe just not to her,but to most of my friends in Malaysia,i'm pretty much crazy because we like to let go and let loose,dancing in the middle of the road,running like some idiot, singing loudly like there's not tomorrow, talking crap and laughing like some crazy person. thats what i love! not to everyone i can do that because some of those friends are just too serious,they take life too serious! i'm not saying you can't but just try to let loose a bit,be happy! don't let the seriousness get your mood down ALL THE TIME! try this,when you have 'ME' time at home,outside,instead of in work (sorry but i think in school/uni we can let loose too) try letting loose,do some silly stuff that you might not do! don't worry about what others think and trust me,you'll feel SO GOOD after that!
we deserve to be happy!
while dancing in the middle of the road,that is already 1 example of not worrying what others might think!
there isn't any law that says you can't do it,so why worry?! why worry what others think? not everyone knows you! they don't know you so they can't judge you,thats the best part! see?!
am i right???
so why am i wearing this mask for my Aussie friends to see? i still think it's because of the language and the stuff i like are Asian stuff and they wouldn't understand what i talk about so LOL! plus the stuff they talk about i wouldn't know much too!!!! i'm already surprised that time they talked about the politic stuff and i actually knew what they were talking about and who are they referring to! LOLLL!
Narrow Minded or Nature Minded?
we all have different opinions on things,we all see things in our own perspective and different aspects right?
some of us think deep,some of us don't.
for myself? i'm not so sure which category i fall into.
is there a possibility that someone thinks deep by choice? by forcing themselves to understand the situation and not by understanding the situation naturally?
someone told me that there is a 'narrow minded' kind of deep thinking which is forcing themselves to think deep and understand the situation but not understanding the situation by nature. as in,i think it means that you don't understand the situation immediately which the thought itself comes out from you,but you use 'force' or by 'choice' to think deep to try to understand the situation....? am i right? i'm not so sure myself.
that someone also told me that judging on the stuff i wrote in my blog,i am a 'nature minded' type.
well,i do think deep stuff all the time but i just don't say it out unless it's the right time to do so. sometimes,i wonder,where did my maturity comes from? is it because i mix with people who are usually elder than me? but to tell you the truth,some of them are not mature thinking. no offence to those who reads my blog but its true and some of them are mature enough to make me see things under a different light,sort of open up my eyes to the ugly reality we live in.
fact: i think that whatever we do,we should not worry about what others think. we are doing it for ourselves,not for others. plus the more you worry about what others think,the less confidence you will have. we are not born in this world to satisfy others,we are to satisfy ourselves and thats about it.the more you worry the more unhappy you are and when is it that you are finally gonna be happy?
either way,i am thankful for all who have stepped into my life,if not for you guys,i would not be who i am today. your footprints will not be washed away and this applies to those who have known me long and to those who just knew me not long ago,everyone!
Saturday, January 2, 2010
Neighbour Having Sex
it was about 3.30AM that i offline and i thought that i would hit the bed straight becuz my eyes can barely open.
so as i turned off all the lights and walked into my bedroom and lie down on my bed,i heard the neighbour having sex SO LOUDLY!! i'm telling you,i was like...WTF!! can they do it softer?! LOL... seriously la... i was just lying on my bed..listening to the moans and screams! gah! i felt like chopping my ears off! the girl is really loud! grrr..! i think i prolly fell asleep at 4AM maybe..? the best part was... their room is just exactly right next to mine!! the horror!!
now i'm just having a fuzzy brain the whole day because of the lack of sleep. by 10Am i woke up,the neighbour is already blasting those clubbing songs! don't he sleep???????????????????????
Joke From SATC
later on she meet up with her 3 best friends and they saw the x-ray of her vagina..and was teasing her saying 'hey guess what? my vagina's depressed' !! hahahahha..i couldnt stop laughing.. then they told her to get a good look at her own vagina in the restaurant toilet..she said 'no i cant,i think it's ugly' then her friend Samantha said 'no wonder it's depressed'!! hahahahahaha...ROFLMAO...i can't stop laughing! it's like my fav show ever!
Soulmates
Random Guy Thing.
About Bread Shops
i've learnt that bread shops here..or particularly one famous bread shop Baker's Delight, they don't sell overnight breads and if they can't sell all the bread today they will let the staff bring it back if they want,if not,it goes straight to charity,like those orphanage or retirement home and stuff. i mean,at least they are doing something good in helping the needy. unlike Malaysia,trying to poison you with their overnight bread. haha! anyways,just a random thought. afterall,it is RANDOMNESS right? =D