Feel Bad Again

i do not know what the heck is wrong with me lah...
i went to church today thinking it could be a better day for me...since i took a week off..
everything was fine but after church everyone went and talk to everyone and i was sitting there alone...
how sad is that...?
luckily Ulina came and talk to me...so i had a short chat with her and then she gotta pack up already..
so again i sat there alone...
damn it...