Introducing My Oppa... ^^

here's a picture of my oppa la! hehe..intro sikit... handsome rite?! i know XD
that's his gf beside him! sorry la the pic abit dark so kenot c his hair properly,but its short.veli handsome!! :D

oh and he's 1 of the HOT guys i said that graduated in LAW! oooo hot lawyer! heheheheheheh

Break The Barrier...

today,i got to talking with Ruth about goals and achievement and new year's resolutions. i don't remember much about how we got into talking about me and my church here. well i told her i haven't let out my true self yet in church here,for some reason,i just can't. she just randomly said that 'maybe you afraid that people can't accept you for who you are' and it hit me. yes thats it. i'm afraid to let go because i'm scared that people cannot accept me for who i am.

maybe i'm feeling small coz i'm surrounded by smart ppl,talented ppl,leaders....etc...erm..they are at young age but already so commited and mature in church...somehow i felt like i'm very childish in thinking too. they make me feel like they are 'superior' u know? well,she happened to tell her fren and her fren really gave me some advice. to tell me to just let go and be myself.

i guess its also coz i'm low self esteem/confidence that leads to me acting like this. but in uni i'm basically very much myself..my frens have seen the crazy me already.hehehe...i think i'm mature in different aspects but when it comes to entertaining,i don't think i have my limits. hahaha.. i even walked around class bare foot! my frens think i'm crazy wei!! haha... oh well...

Lawyers!

wah...i don't know why but suddenly i feel that people beside me that i know of,especially 2 people, have graduated in law. they are so young and becoz they graduated in law early,they made it look easy!! lol... and these 2 guys are terrific people! not to mention cute too! LOL

really wish them all the best! ... isn't law like really stressful? i mean, a lot of things to remember right? haha... oh well. they have a bright future ahead of them,thats all i can say. i'm still trying to find my path.. seems like i'm not interested in anything. wat the hell right? sigh..

Nichkhun's Brother Nichchan feature in "Dream On" MV

recently there were news about Nichkhun's (2PM) brother debuting as an entertainer,fair enough,here's the proof! this Thai singer Ploy has feature the Horvejkul prince in her music video! well,what can i say? GO HORVEJKUL PRINCES!!!






this is a picture of Nichkhun from 2PM below:

Tohoshinki's New Single Break Out Released!

here's Tohoshinki's  latest single titled Break Out! finally they are back with a new single but it is their 29th Japanese single! the MV will released next year so stay tuned! in the meantime enjoy this catchy tune by them! despite all their controversies in Korea with their management they are still strong in the Japanese market so anyways we must always keep the faith in them! haha... :D

At Bondi..

well,i'm here in Bondi Junction atm coz my aunt is house sitting for her fren who left to Byron Bay for vacation for a week and they asked my aunt to house sit.anyway my aunt is reli good frens with her so its fine.at least get to watch Foxtel here.hehe.. 

Note: Foxtel is like the Astro in Msia,cable TV.

so yeah i came here yday thinking i won't be able to online for a couple of days,so i brought my Eclipse book to read. since i won't be bringing my laptop i figured that i don't have to bring my assignments anyway. its heavy la. i had to meet my aunt in the city on Tuesday evening and then train to Bondi Junction with her.

just an information for all you ppl out there,Bondi Junction is known to have the largest shopping mall around and also the most famous and beautiful beach. this area is the eastern suburb and many celebrities like to come around here. my aunt has seen a few though,those like Cricket players n all.haha.

so yeah i met my aunt around 3pm+ on Tuesday and since she hasn't been able to get off work yet i left my backpack at her office and then went explore the big city myself which turned out good coz now i actually knw my way around,like seriously,it's not hard to get around. i might still need a map to walk around la but overall i can recognize the place d.hehe.. its nice.lots of sales everywhere and many shops,i was so tempted to buy stuff but i have to refrain myself,at least till i get a job or something.  hehe.. so then we trained to Bondi Junction and to my surprise,it's only a good 10mins walk from the train station to the house. wooo..and its like a 5min walk to the mall from here. w00t! even the beach is about 15mins away (according to my aunt,i havent been able 2 go to the beach coz i duno my directions lol) but i've been to the beach la in 2007,beautiful i must say! 

so today morning my aunt skipped work and took me to walk around Centennial Park which is  also a good 15mins walk from here. not far la,consider it an exercise.so we walked around the park for about 2 hours.gosh. very big park,nice scenery too! theres a Duck Pond,i did take a pic of it but will upload later k.. then in the evening i called her to bring me there again and this time we took 1 hour to finished walk the whole park.i was impressed. loving it la. very very nice 2 walk lidat.heheh..so yeah thats my day..had bread the whole day.nicee! in fact,too much. sausages and mustard and mayonnaise and chilli sauce...w00t!

next time u guys wana come to Sydney n look for me,remind me to bring u to Bondi Junction *wink*

Avatar!!!

yooo
today after church i thought i wana go home and get dinner at my aunt's place n pack some stuff 2 bring to my bro's place since i'm staying overnight for a few more days and i have a job interview 2moro morning!!

then,Monica was like 'Sue,we're going to watch Avatar tonight,u coming?' then i said 'errr ok!' coz i really wanted to watch Avatar for some time and i was tempted,some of my frens have already seen it but they went as well. hahahah! funny.. so i went with Mon to get a burger at Ogalo's then we went off to Mosmon,i think. towards Manly that direction. LOL! anyway when we got there i was thinking 'oh okay, this is my first time going into this kind of cinema'
i'm telling u,it seriously is beautiful!!!!! imagine u go and watch a broadway show LIVE! that kind of beautiful, after the movie,there are curtains coming down... how awesome is that?! i wanted to take a pic but it was too dim! and when the movie ended i felt too lazy coz everyone was talking to everyone...LOL!! and we get to keep our 3D glasses! my 2nd pair!!! but i dont like this one,lols... so yeah i just got back and my first thought was to blog about it while its still fresh in ma memory!! :D

anyway the movie was great!! i love Michelle Rodriguez! shes the bad ass chick but too bad she died! awww...! so yeah if u wana watch Avatar,better be in the movies! do not buy dvd to watch it,no fun! :D

Didn't Manage To Go To The Holiday Party

sigh

damn bad luck la me..didnt manage 2 go to the Holiday Party that my uni frens asked me to go last friday...

i was planning to get drunk la...to clear my head...well,never experienced b4 ma..so thought of trying haha...

so yeah on Friday ALL the Sydney Buses were on strike la..and i cant survive without the buses la,coz its my source of transportation around la... theres no train station nearby me unless i take an almost half an hour walk to Artarmon? otherwise i cant possibly walk to Epping la,that 1 too far,its like im walkin to uni adi,but further.

so my fren Samantha called me early in the morning around 11.30am say wana come fetch me now... the party starts at 9.30pm FYI. so if i go 11.30am what am i gona do whole day there? i dont wana make up n dress up that early!!! so i told her kenot la..but she say thats her only time she free to fetch me..sigh..coz den she has to go to Maroubra to pick Brian,thats like another 1 hr drive..swt... wth rite..so i told her kenot la,sorry la, u guys have fun lor..i really do appreciate her offering to pick me up to Eastwood.hehe..i really do! but its just too early and i have laundry stuff to do b4 i can actually go out.. sigh..so yeah i end up didnt go...

anyway i was chatting with a fren online la,then i suddenly had this random thought that maybe it is God who is stopping me to go,like he doesnt want me to get drunk becoz of a guy,that it is not worth it to do so. haha.. call me lame but this is what i believe.. who knows,it might be a sign rite? haha...

Hit The Sofa..

aiyoo...
just now i suddenly thought of my handphone that it needs charging,actually need charging since yesterday but i thought 'aiya,chuck it la' den just now tot to charge it so i ran 2 my room to take my handphone,i accidentally hit the sofa...i hit the part slightly lower than my knee abit..yoh instantly can feel that part like gone inwards... now instant blue black..wtf... sakit la... >.<"

i have never tried getting instant blue black on the spots i hit..lol..but this 1 must be a big impact la...aiyoo...

Bro's Mailbox

just now i went to my bro's place to hang out
as i reached there i saw his mailbox got knocked and fell to the ground
well he's stayin in an apartment and the mailbox is just stuck 2 cemented wall and bricks..so yeah 4 apartment's mailbox got knocked and was lying on the ground
then i went in and asked my bro 'what happened 2 ur mailbox?' he replied me 'what happened 2 my mailbox?' lol... so im guessing he didnt know about it... so i told him wat i saw and he said 'oh i heard something just now but i didnt know it was a bang towards that wall'

so yeah,its really funny..my bro's going off to Malaysia 2moro for 2 weeks and i'm given the responsibility to check his mailbox during weekdays..hahahah! hopefully nobody takes away that piece of wall that has been knocked down..otherwise how am i suppose 2 fulfill my responsibility?!

Promises...

what are promises? something that u made a deal with ur fren and must take action on?
well thats wat i think

i'm talkin to a fren and somehow mentioned the word 'promise' but how many people actually understand it?
for my opinion and experiences,promise is something that u said and u must take action on it no matter what the situation...

of course i had many many bad experiences with that... due to friends not taking their responsibility on whatever they said and trust me,that feeling sucks big time! especially when its ur closest friends and family breaking the promise. i dun understand why people can be so irresponsible! i freakin hate people like that! really. maybe because i'm the type of person who do what i said i will do and i take responsibility over it,but if i really cant do it i will let least let the person know even if its the last minute,that i cant do it. i will tend to feel guilty if i cant act on my promise. sigh... i just wonder what it feels like to be irresponsible and break promises without letting the person know about it.

how would u feel if someone breaks ur promise????

Christmas Pool Party Pics

here are the pics i promised:

this is Anna & Monica

This is Daniel (also Monica's boyfriend)


Keilah,Becky & Dan talking lol.


Kitty talkin to Bonnie,theres also Ben,Paul & Ernest..

Dan,Joanne,some random guy i duno,then Paul. LOL.

Monica & Kitty being silly

and again...

Ben & Claudia(Clouds)

and they're being silly again...

Dan eating and chatting with Keilah

Kitty again lol.

Anna,Paul & Ben. Ben sat on Paul thats why his face is cringed. LOL

Paul was sleepin and realises my camera and posed for me...

two silly girls dancing behind...playing with oranges.

Paul sleeping on Anna,Anna asked me to take this shot. LOL

and they're dancing behind there..

Paul getting a massage from Anna. he kept on bugging her lol..she had to.

Becky giving Anna a massage.

Heidi was talkin to James and realises my camera and strike a sweet smile.love her.

i took this balloon home as i wanted 2 suck the helium gas from it.stil havent open it though haha

It's Holidays And It's Party Time!

lol... i realised today that i've been attending parties 2 weeks in a row,and this is gona be the third week. how awesome!

2 weeks ago on a Saturday was Jono's farewell party and last week Saturday was Monica's Christmas Pool Party...and guess what?! Samantha's inviting me to this Friday's Holidays party! wooo! its BYO alcohol but who cares?! i think i wanna go get drunk! the best part is? the party time..it starts frm 9.30pm Dec 18th to 6.30am Dec 19th! how awesome is that? i think i'm gona stay overnight and catch a bus early in the morning next day! :D

i'm so excited now coz i get to hang out with my uni mates! ^^ yeeewww! sorry if i sound like a party junkie but really i'm not! but lets c how it goes! i wana enjoy the 'party hard' lifestyle too! hahaha... experience the life here when i'm here am i right? i don't wana miss out on anything while i'm still young!

so 2 major essays and 3 portfolios aside,it's partayyy time! here i come!

Christmas Pool Party 13/12/09

had a christmas pool party yesterday evening... it was organized by my church fren Monica..
not many of us brought our swimmers so roughly about 12 ppl jumped into the pool and the others just chilled. like me. LOL

so yeah after we've arrived not long..they said to get into the pool b4 the sky turns dark (which the sky will only start 2 turn dark by 8pm)...they're were at first just relaxing and Paul was telling Ben how he can't really swim and that Ben said to race him to the other end of the pool by swimming.. so Paul said ok and took the challenge which resulted in him running in the water and Ben swimming across... =.=" funniest live show i've ever seen. imagine u running in the water,u'd be so freakin slow compare to the ones who swim. LOL

then later on Dan saw them doing that and he wanted to play as well,so he challenged Paul & Ben to swim across...it is still very funny coz Paul resulted in running again..hahaha..den from the other end of the pool Paul said 'ok this time im really gona swim' then the other 2 said ok and swam and Paul pulled their board shorts and Dan's 1 literally just came off..(but nothing to be seen ok!) lol...hahahaha...

later on Monica suggested they play the game TIP..which is if u're the 1 in,u gotta tip someone so that it is that person's turn to chase the others around to catch 1 of u and tip u...like in Malay we say kejar-kejar,get it? lol...so Monica made this 'line rule' right,she put the long broom at the side to indicate the line and said 'the person can chase all of us anywhere even outside of the pool but if u wanna cross the line u gotta cross from inside the pool,running or swimming' ...it was so funny watching them play... and 1 time Dan tipped Anna and her bikini top came off.. >.<"
she was like 'I'm nakedddddd' but thank god nobody saw anything coz she was in the pool...omg..imagine if that was me, i'd be freaking out! lol.... ahhaha also the part when whoever gets tipped,they will LOVE to tip Paul coz Paul's weakness is he can't swim...it was so funny coz he just tries to run and as the person swim towards him he just screamed like a girl! hahahhaa..he was like the clown of the day..so funny..and everytime he tried to get out of the pool,he just shivers coz its so cold and Dan was clever enough to off the heater in the pool and he loves seeing everyone shivering hahahaa!

well,so after the pool craze we all went for food...Nicholas Chia,Joe Bourne being the gentlemen,actually just Nic..haha.he offered to be the chef and missed out on all the fun...awww poor Nic. lol..nonetheless,the food was awesome!

i will upload some pics later on both here and also in fb...but too bad i didnt manage to take any shots from the pool...it wud've been awesome and hilarious.. but i did take shots from the party when we're all chillin'... :D

stay tuned for photo updates.

Dove Evolution...Must Watch!!

a lesson:

boys and girls,pls do not believe or envy what u see in magazines today..its not really how they would look like.

check out the video below:

wat do u think? not liking ur own body and looks now? well,appreciate what u have! those u c aren't real either! they're just stereotyping u so u would be concious about ur body all the time,thats how i'd make money if i was to create a brand..! duh!

My Mom & Korean Dramas....

sigh............ my mom is seriously addicted to korean dramas and i blame myself for it..! LOL

u know wat,last week she called me and we talked for a while on the phone lar..so here's the conversation on korean dramas between me and her:

Me: Mi,wat are u doing at home la?
Mum: nothing la,rain so heavily,kenot go KL oso...so sit at home waiting for time to pass to watch my korean drama on TV
Me: u siao lar u...addicted to korean dramas adi..how many drama u chasing a week?
Mum: erm... Jolly Widow, xxx, xxx & xxx...
Me: wah 4 dramas ar? u really crazy lar..
Mum: hahahahaha...wat to do,everyday rain,kenot go to work sumo... anyway in 1 of the drama xxx the actor damn handsome lar..he got wear earring wan wor..
Me: omg..u really siao..den daddy leh? he also watch the dramas with u?
Mum: yala..he will watch with me,he also chasing 1 or 2 dramas...
Me: omg u all crazy la...now i blame myself la...
Mum: hahahahaha


OMG...my mom is SIAO la...!! and u noticed i put the 'xxx' there coz i kenot remember the drama titles la! i so long nvr watch adi very outdate la..my mom more updated than me lor... omg...i mean,i'm totally shocked that my parents are like that lor..especially my dad lar.. i mean,b4 i left my mom already this crazy but my dad???!!!! he used to hate it when i watched korean dramas at home...

my mom even told me that her friends all also like 2 watch...and her fren even recommended her to go online to a certain website and watch the latest dramas...omg....thank god my mom still noob at using computer lor...if not she dont have to work adi la...just sit at home everyday on computer watch dramas enough la... i used 2 go online and watch too,but i'm not gila until like her lor! unless its a drama that is worth my time and to die for type..LOL...YIKES!!!!

Internet is BACK!!

muahahahahahah!! i only lost my internet for a day and today's the 11th and it will automatically come back! every month! yesterday i slept early like 11pm... w00t!! hahahaha..so not me right? anyway i had the best sleep ever...i kept dreaming of something or someone but i kenot remember who and what did i dream of! eesh... i would love to remember my dreams! really!!! so anyways i woke up with a smiley face on my heart coz i know the Internet would be back!! those who know me,knows that i can't live one day without internet! hahaha...

Cousin's Birthday

today's my dear cousin sister Kimberly's birthday and i was invited to meet up with her and my cousin bro Matt(her elder bro) to go for dinner first b4 going 2 the bar.

so i had to meet her at North Sydney Station right, i really had no idea how to get there so i look through my bus maps and found the 1 that goes 2 North Sydney, so of course i took the bus from Lane Cove which is where i live to North Sydney. the stupid bus driver wasn't that helpful coz i said 'can you please let me know if i'm actually at North Sydney already coz i need to get off there and then look for the North Sydney station' and he was such a jerk, he said 'oh i dont go to North Sydney.' like WTF!! the bus said it goes to North Sydney u dumbass!! so i saw this lady and happen to ask her and i wasn't sure if i want to wait till i reached North Sydney coz i might not know so i thought i just train to North Sydney from St. Leonards. damn! she also suggested me to train there since its my first time. so i agreed. i got off at St. Leonards where she got off too and i train from St. Leonards and that means paying another $3.20 ... aiyaya so expensive for only 3 stops.damnit why can't international students get concession too?! grrrr..

so yeah after i reached North Sydney,i realise i was half an hour early and i walked around the Greenwood Plaza which is just next 2 the station and it is linked to the station anyways. so i was walking around checking out what they have and i saw a handsome young man sitting at 1 of the chair there reading a newspaper and i thought to myself 'is that Steve?' hmm..i don't know if it's him,umm,he's my cousin sister's bf. so yeah.. i walked a big round and look back to see if it was him,i really can't recognize him so i didn't say HI in case he doesn't recognize me or i recognize the wrong person.hahaha! funny thing was after my cousin called me n said she will be at the Gloria Jeans across the plaza,i went there. to my surprise that guy walked behind me going towards the same direction,when i reached outside the traffic light area waiting to cross,he came beside me and said 'Hi Sian,how are u?' ... immediately i said 'HI Steve, i'm fine,how r u?' haha... omg it really is him!!! i felt so bad like i saw him and didn't dare say HI and kept thinking is it him.. i apologize 2 him later of course which we just laughed it off! haha..

so later we met up with Kate and Matt and walked to around to see what food we wanted and settled for a Thai resto,the food is not bad but they showed us a menu and the prices weren't the same when we were gonna pay,it seems that the menu she showed us was the takeaway prices.damn. LOL. thank god we only ordered 3 dishes.

so later we went to a bar and i cudnt get in coz i dont have any sort of ID on me.sigh. my cousin bro was kind enuf to accompany me and we planned 2 go to Chatswood and wait for my aunt n uncle to pick us up later and instead my uncle said he'd pick us now and we went back towards the city to see a really huge ship sailed away.my aunt was pretty disappointed that she didnt get splashed at when the ship sailed. LOL. if i knew that was the case,i don't think i'm prepared to be splashed at!

Dec 10th 12AM+

i'm writing this on a notepad and will post it up when i get my internet backkk...

sigh, no more credit to online,what should i do? damn gay la the internet here. the more u pay the more bandwidth u get to online. and 'lucky' me,i only got 2gb a month which cost like 30dollars i think per month. dang...but its my bro who pays it.i need to get a job ASAP so i can get 100gb per month man..IDC!! i need to watch my korean dramas online,i'm freakin outdated right now unless someone takes me to eastwood to buy the dramas.
it's like 12.24am here now and i stil hear birds chirping,wtf?! u know,by 7pm it is still very bright here and by 8pm,it is like the 7.30pm in Malaysia. weird eh? but i do know that when it is summer,the daylight stays longer. sigh..

now kenot online,my mind wanders even more.. grrrr...hate this feeling.. i hate i hate i hate..!! frustrated...confused... mix feelings. what should i do?

oh and thank god i manage to finish my part of the presentation for next week,hope i got guts to stand in front of the crowd and talk. haha. well,i really admire those teachers,pastors or big time speakers..they really have the guts to stand in front of the crowd and just talk. all i need is guts n confidence,am i right? i shall work on that slowly.

today(10 dec) is my cousin sis bday and i wil be meeting her and my cousin bro at the North Sydney station,lets hope i dont get lost then.LOL. i need to take the bus map with me when i go,just in case.

2PM My Color MV Released!

2PM finally released the full version of their MV titled My Color!! hehe..i like tis song already!! thank god for close ups! hehe now i can see my Nichkhun close up and drool! blekkkk! =P

wow! TaeCyeon in green flashing his abs..wooo! Nichkhun in pink with that ass shaking lol! JunSu and Woo Young are funny in the Black n White suit lol!

anyway enjoy it k! :D

Fun Day At Uni..

Tsukasa & Me!

Phoebe & Me!

i was so bored in class that i started to play with my handphone camera and decided to take a few pics but some i havent edited it so i won't upload yet,maybe another time i'll upload it. haha.. so yeah,i got bored and i texted Tsukasa coz he was sitting wayyyyyy in front of the class and i said to him 'hey,can i take a picture with you maybe after class?' and he replied me 'I'll be looking very cute lol, i'll ask you a favour as well lol' and i'm like laughing my heads off behind there and i showed it to some of my frens who were sitting beside me and behind me. the girl Maggie who sat behind me said 'i want to take a pic with him too!!! but i dont know him too well' and i said 'just ask him i'm sure he'll be fine with it!' LOL!!! hahaha

sure enough,she reli asked him whether she could take a pic with him! and he said ok! he was looking at me asking me why suddenly people coming up to him and wanting to take pics with him lol! but really,Maggie thought he was cute thats why she wanted to take a pic with him! LOL

so after all the picture taking, we decided to go out for lunch together,there were Me,Grace(Hong Kong), Uma(Indonesia), Brian(Indonesia), Maggie(China), Sylvia(China), Mao(Japan), Tommy(Malaysia)..basically we're a multicultural group!!!! anyways, Tsukasa was going towards the same direction to the mall across our uni coz he wanted 2 use the ATM so we walked together and Tsukasa was walking with me all the way lol! Brian was suspicious of me and him lol how funny is that! thats coz Tsukasa kept clinging to me LOL!! hahahaha... and we just kept talking and talking,i really liked him coz he's a uberly friendly guy! :D

so yeah after lunch i was the only person who had class at 1.30pm and i had to rush back to uni at 1.15pm and all of them were scolding and shouting at me asking me why am i going to class early !!! bad ppl man!! bad bad bad!! so anyhow, i ran off hahaha! next week i told them i'm gona bring my camera to uni and maybe we'll have a camwhore fest! coz next week is our last week at uni and the following 2 weeks will be christmas & new year holidays!! yyyyyyeeewwww!!! ^^

Han Ye Seul RUMOURED to be Cast In The Next Twilight Movie?!

ohhhh yeaahhhh ... another korean actress breaking into the Hollywood scene! she is already a famous actress back in Korea, her name is Han Ye Seul!

theres already 1 korean actor who starred in both Twilight and New Moon! his name is Justin Chon,he plays the nerd at Bella's high school and is her friend as well! now rumours have been spreading that Han Ye Seul(Leslie Kim) has met up with the director of Twilight and New Moon, Michael Baker and she only allowed her manager to go with her to the meeting afraid of having the information being leaked! anyway she grew up in the U.S. and is already fluent in english so thats a plus for her isnt it?! anyway i cant wait to see her in the next Twilight movie! wonder which role would she play.... hmm.. Leah Clearwater(the female werewolf)? Tia(the Egyption vampire)? LOL... just gona have to wait!

Naughty Playful Friends...

if u have random and playful friends,my advice,never ever give them a pen!!!

Anna drew a heart on my arm coz she said 'i want to brand u' and then drew a star on Chris Chang's arm and a star on my brother's arm! LOL..later on,Monica and i sat behind Anna and Monica took her pen and drew a star and heart on the back of Anna's neck!! later then i took the pen and drew a heart on the back of my palm hahahaha! and i drew a heart on Monica's arm! how cool is that?! we're all in the same brand started by Anna!! LOL

errr..like i said...it's total randomness~

Tae Yang's Mindblowing Inkigayo Performance!

here you are, Tae Yang's mindblowing Inkigayo performance! he just manages to satisfy every fangirl's dreams ehh? anyway check it out below.. did he manage make ur heart stop? i just LOVE his dance! i mean,for a ballad song,he manages to dance to it! its just awesome!

2PM's Anycall Corby MV Teaser!

here's the 2PM's Anycall Corby MV teaser! it is an advertisement for ANYCALL CORBY phone! haha..nice close up of Nichkhun! me fav member! wheeee~ anyway i really want to watch the full MV of it. theres 2 versions included in this video itself ..check it out! at least now we get to see their close up unmasked!! see whats behind those zombie makeup in Heartbeat MV! haha..

Have You Ever...?

have u ever tried having ur parents asking you 'why other people can study and get good grades and u can't??'

yes,my mom called n asked me that, i got so pissed because she is always comparing me to others,i remember last time when i was young,i came home telling her i got number 3 in class,she asked me 'why didnt u get number 1' and thats when all my hopes and dreams got crushed. i hate the fact that i'm so low self confident but i can't help it because it is how i was brought up.nothing i do is ever good enough for my mom.she's always comparing me to others. why can't she see that everyone is different, some may not be so good in studies or some catches up slower than others. damn it.

Satisfying Dinner

my aunty C and uncle J came over for dinner last night and my aunt C made salad and grilled chicken wings. yummy! aunty R made baked capsicum,carrot & long beans,which is yummy too! the salad was so good coz the sauce for it is not your ordinary salad sauce like Thousand Island or Coleslaw, it is GADO-GADO sauce. yummy! u know when u eat satay and they have that peanut sauce? yup,thats the one! hehehe... awesome man,i was literally eating all those veges haha! even the baked capsicum,carrot and long beans taste so good too coz my aunt just put butter on top and baked it! =D the grilled chicken wings was awesome too! i didnt had many though coz i'm not such a chicken wing fan haha! and and..on the side, my aunt gave me and my uncle Bailey's to drink! and for herself too of course! hehe. i had 3 glass of Bailey's and i cud barely walk straight when i was walking to the kitchen hahaha! too strong but too awesome! hehe... and after that we had Sara Lee's Chocolate Swirl cake for dessert. wow! how fattening! hahahah..i was so full i couldnt move,later we just turned on the tv and watch The Last Samurai.haha...

later i had the most blissful sleep ever! hahaha...

Take My Own Life?? Never!!

i was telling my fren about me liking a guy... and she was saying that she hopes i don't behave like our other ex-classmate,whom we are close with also...umm..she hopes i dont try to take my own life... LOL

then i start 2 think.... yeah i like that guy so much til it hurts but then it is definitely not worth taking my life becoz of him... not like he rejected me or watever...our friendship hasn't even blossom yet..LOL! i'll just continue to go with the flow for sure and see what happens. otherwise,i'll just suck in and swallow all my feelings for him becoz i can't do anything about it and just continue to pray and leave it to God. it's up to God anyway. I'll always put God first in watever decisions i make so i'll definitely won't be that stupid to take my life away just like that. i definitely still want to get married and have kids and watch them grow up and have kids as well. haha! i've got so much more to live for than just him!!

CL & Minzy Please Don't Go Performance on SBS Inkigayo!!!

this performance rocks my socks!!!! seriously!!! i loveeeee the way CL raps! totally cool! so awesome! no other words to describe.haha! she has this vibe to get ppl pumping up and Minzy's dance is awesome! u guys shud totally check this out!! =D

2NE1 may be just the girl group that rocks totally! from Rookies to Professionals! they just debuted in May 2009 and now they're just taking the stage by storm! 2NE1 FTW!!!! even their solo activities are a success! can't say no more! let the performance speak for itself!

After School - Because Of You MV

here is After School's new music video from their latest mini album and it's titled Because Of You..i'm kinda feelin' it..hehehe.. enjoyyyy! =D

My Bro's Bday

my bro's bday was on Dec 1st.... and today he planned a dinner birthday wit the church gang... but too bad i wasn't invited...sigh..hope he has fun though!

Sandara Park & Lee Min Ho Come Together Again!

..... for the 2nd episode of their Cass Beer CF. hehe.. i love seeing them together! they'd make a cute couple,really! i love both of them..haha...

this is the short version of it! stay tuned for the full version. hopefully coming soon! =)

CL & Minzy's Please Don't Go Translation Lyrics

This is.. This is..

You know this is tu~tu~.. 2NE1

When I encounter you
My heart becomes a Rollercoaster Ride.
It rocks up and down then it comes back <>

Up and down
Yes I’m goin down down.
Our relationship
That never stops spinning,
It’s confusing and mindless <>

When you’re around
I laugh mindlessly.
But the moment when we’re apart
I become depressed, I must be crazy.

Tell me why?
Why must we do this?

Perhaps we’re thinking same thing, so Bring it!
My mind is out of control .
I just can’t take it no more.
Tonight I won’t let you go .
I gotta say:

[[Chorus]]
Please Don´ t Go, Stay by my side.
Tonight, I don’t wanna be alone
Please Don´ t Go, You have to stay.
So my feelings towards you
Can last an eternity, my baby

Let’s ride, ride
Till we reach the opposite side of the night
Let’s fly, fly till the sunrise
1 step and 2 step
To the left, to the left
1 step and 2 step
To the right

Yes, I’m the baddest female Seoul city ever had
Just mail me your feelings with caution
Say what’s on your mind, so I can understand
Tonight, I just wanna stay by your side
Those nights when I can’t sleep,
Feels like an eternity to me.

If you understand my heart,
Then why you wanna leave me?

Can’t hold you back with words
Touch me, hold me. love me, don’t tease me
I like when people are truthful,
That’s just how I’m.

I approached you sincerely
But you ended up avoiding me.
We’re going round n round
I see myself getting tired from waiting.
Two of are repeating it day by day, so bring it!

My mind is out of control .
I just can’t take it no more.
Tonight I won’t let you go .
I gotta say:

[[Chorus]]
Please Don´ t Go stay by my side.
Tonight, I don’t want to be alone
Please Don´ t Go you have to stay.
So my feelings towards you
Can last an eternity, my baby

Let’s ride, ride
Till we reach the opposite side of the night
Let’s fly, fly
1 step and 2 step
To the left, to the left
1 step and 2 step
To the right

I get insecure when I miss you.
I got scared that you might leave.
But this is a beautiful night when I’m with you.
Please don’t leave, stay my by side

[[Chorus]]
Please Don´ t Go stay by my side.
Tonight, I don’t want to be alone
Please Don´ t Go you have to stay.
So my feelings towards you
Can last an eternity, my baby

Let’s ride, ride
Till we reach the opposite side of the night
Let’s fly, fly
Till the sunrise
1 step and 2 step
To the left, to the left
1 step and 2 step
To the right

Dared By My Friend..

aiyoo..

my fren dared me to type 'Looking for husband. Anyone?' as my facebook status and put it der for a few days to see what are the responses i get. and sadly,so far,there are only girls responding to it!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jo & Victor's Wedding Card

haha this is the Wedding Card that i have decided to keep forever as a memory... a memory of them and also a memory of that lovely day where i get to be one of the witnesses to c them tie the knot on such a beautiful day in a beautiful ceremony.

ALL THE BEST TO VIC & JO!! LOVE U GUYS!!

She's Weird...

you know what,recently last week and this week i started to find my fren Yang to be a weird person. i mean,i do not know what the heck is her problem but she says things like 'today the lecture is so long,the lecturer must have some mental problem.' i'm like literally feeling WTH in my heart.. although i didnt say it out. she then tells me her stories with her and her boyfriend. i mean, the moment she opens her mouth is definitely to talk about her boyfriend. imagine you listening to her talkin about him everytime u see her.instead of talking 'how r u?' she says 'u know what? me and my boyfriend.....bla bla bla'..it's not that i dont try to be a good friend to listen its just that she is just so...i duno wats the word,innocent???

c'mon la,she just knew her boyfriend about 2 weeks then they got together and now after 1 month of couple,shes telling me she wants 2 buy couple rings and that they already talking about marriage and bla bla..and that she doesnt want to study anymore. i felt like,wow,this girl really has no plans for her future huh? just plans on marrying her boyfriend and expect her boyfriend to provide everything. very 'princess like'. of course i just smile and listen. i would not want to knock sense into her head coz i think its useless. somehow. sigh...............