Some Random Post Of Yday & Today At Uni

hmm..where do i start?

well for the past few days which was Friday,Sat & Sun i slept really late like 2am-3am and so i didnt get much sleep,especially on Sunday night,i had a cup of espresso,well its not usually my cuppa but i saw there was a coffee maker and i tot i wana try using it so i made espresso and damn at night i told myself i MUST sleep early,so yeah i offline at 11pm(it's not the time i intend to sleep as i called it 'early',i initially planned 2 sleep at 9pm but yeah i got drifted away wit my crapping with frens online coz it was fun) so yeah i lay on my bed from 11pm and i totally cudnt sleep,i figure it must be the stupid espresso i had,but it was so good..huhu~ so yeah i finally managed to totally doze off at about 5am. how horrible is that?! i have class like 1.30pm later in the afternoon so usually i wake up early to have my breakfast b4 i go to uni plus i was plannin to go to uni and use the internet. sigh..so i set my alarm at 10.30am(usually its 9.30am but that day was an exception cuz i slept at 5am) and i just kept waking up even b4 the alarm goes off. u c,i have this problem of waking up b4 the alarm goes off becoz i'm very afraid i get 'shocked' by the alarm. coz if i get shocked by the alarm,my heartbeat will race,and that feeling is not very pleasant. so yeahh i sort of woke up at 9.30am n i sat up all straight. gosh i was thinking of going back 2 sleep but i cudnt anymore coz my eyes are wide open.

so yeah i went 2 uni and i prayed that God give me the energy and strength to stay up for the lecture coz i didnt wana lose out on anything so yeah that whole day i was able to concentrate. wonderful.

so i was worried that TODAY i will have the same problem as yday so i forced myself to offline at 10.50pm and by 11pm i think i doze off. which was good. i woke up today feeling all energetic. so i got ready and left the house by 7.20am to wait for the bus and eventually i reached uni at 8.05am. hehe..my class starts at 8.30am so yeah. sigh..

so u remember about last week i posted that i made fren wit a japanese guy? and yeah he said he wanted to sit with me this week, unfortunately when he came(he was slightly late for class), the seats on my left & right have been taken by Kinnie and Sarah,and beside Sarah was another chinese dude sitting there already so he didnt manage to sit with me.haha.. but... during the 30min break,the dude beside Sarah took his bag n left the class,and Tsukasa never even think twice and took his bag and place it at the seat beside Sarah. LOL. so during the tutorial class we 3 just chat and chat and chat n laugh so much. =.=" i must say,he's a very very funny & fun person plus he is super friendly,did i mention that?! plus he is so cute! haha..its so fun to have a fren who can talk about anything and laugh at anything. i havent experience that in a very long time since i came here.

so i had class after that as well at 1.30pm-4.30pm for Linguistic. sigh... after lunch i just felt very sleepy and nearly doze off in class.but i forced myself to stay awake for the lecture and tutorial. haha. today is the Melbourne Cup and i duno why it is such a big thing for the Aussies. weird. so yeah we talked about it in class n blah blah blah..during tutorial time we had to think of a scenario and act it out in groups and the audience would have to analyse the scenario by applying the terms and text we learned. so yeah it was terrifying. haha..

P.S. did i mention today was F-ing hot? like seriously. its 35c. i thought i was gona get skin cancer from the sun!!

Big Bang - Let Me Hear Your Voice MV

yooooo!! waddupppp!!! here is Big Bang's latest MV! titled is Let Me Hear Your Voice. i like it very much!! they all look so good in here!! especially TOP & G-Dragon when they rap in english,it was too sexy!!! sssssiiizzzllliinnggg hott!! hahahah! oh well,they always look hot anytime! all 5 of 'em. even Seung Ri looks all grown up now! hehehe! well,if they want,they can hear my voice anytime they want! as long as they come to my crib and look for me! hopefully their manager allows them to come and look for me! in Australia! hahahaha!

My Saturday..

well today i barely did anything. like i woke up at 11am and i was so lazy to get out of bed but still i force myself out of it. i slept at 3am yday..champion right? haih.. luckily im home alone this weekend,u duno how much i love being alone at home and enjoyed la without someone annoying me all the time..grrr..*RAWR*

well yday i made baked pasta myself *so proud* and it taste good la,i dont mean to brag ok. lol. so i had that for my brunch la. like wat the hell right,just have to finish it la. hehehe..whole day sit at home watch Buffy The Vampire Slayer DVD that i borrowed from my brother while he goes to his Europe trip la. 4weeks adi today only i reached Season 7... O_O" although i've watched all already i just love Sarah Michelle Gellar so much i had to borrow and watch all over again. its like the coolest show ever! haha.

then later around evening my aunt C called me and asked me to go Castlecrag with her to my another aunt who is house sitting for a fren,the house damn huge la got 3 stories n a swimming pool all. so since shes staying there she decided to cook for us lo so i went. then sat there so bored man..finally found some magazines to keep myself occupied la..den read a while i see the time 11.50pm adi..i was like O_O" wah uncle J and Aunty C stil dowan to go back ar..i sleepy jor la...so finally i came back lah! had a nice dinner ... fried rice with curry chicken..den got tomyam meehoon oso...delicious lor! ehehhe... so yeah now i'm actually quite sleepy and not thinking straight n i dont plan to sleep at 3am today..maybe earlier. hahaha..

My Quiet Time..

pray every night before i go to sleep...

that 2moro will be a better day
pray for my frens and family safety
pray for my frens that God can guide them and help them in times of trouble and need
pray for guidance in everything,including studies
pray for wisdom
pray that sick ppl will be heal
pray that ppl will have more humanity
pray that ppl around me will treat me better
pray that i go thru my studies smoothly
pray that God can teach me to handle stress
pray and submit all my anxieties and worries to God
pray that God will use me for His glory
pray...pray...pray.....

prayer is the most powerful weapon...

Duno Wat I Should Feel....

here i am,listenin to ur problems. i'm now not physically near u..but as a good fren,i try to comfort u...i hear u out,i give u words of comfort,and what u did was u shoot me back with words like trying to reason with me or being ALL logic. if u want to do that,i suggest u go to someone else with ur problems.becuz i'm trying to be nice here for u but u sort of shut me out. fine then if this is wat i get as a fren. go ahead and live in ur world of LOGIC and REASON..

u always tell me u dream of wanting who and who. i stil listen n support u... when i tell u my stories or problems,u just shove it aside and continue on with ur problems. like u didnt even hear me out or pretend to even care. thats who u are..

reflect on urself and u shud know what u did was not very pleasant. plus did anyone ever tell u? u keep telling me some stuff repeatingly..and when i told u dat u told me b4 u stil continue to tell me,yet i was patient. when it comes to me talking,i dont even get a chance to coz u're too busy wanting to tell me the story all over again. sometimes it leaves me thinking is it me who is boring u out? or u just dont really care about me but urself? i do not know.. only God has the answer to my question,and probably U..but i wouldnt ask u,i'm being too nice to do that,to even confront u. i shall suck it all in like i always do. u always think i'm the young one so u wont have to listen to me just becoz u're older and so called been more experienced than me. guess wat,sometimes i can c ur road clearly but i just dont wana tell u coz u wouldnt listen to me until u have been thru it and then come back to me n tell me that i'm right.

well from now onwards i will tell u less of my problems.i will turn to someone else and God. if u dont want to listen to my problems it's fine with me,i will keep quiet from now on. i will slowly shut myself out from u. i will continue to help or advice u as i usually do and thats all i'm able to do for u now. i dont know what i should feel or how exactly i should feel.....

sometimes things that u do for the fren u love isnt worth all of it. but i will appreciate the times that u've helped me out,be there for me n all. i just cant open up to u anymore...

Park Bom - You & I MV!!!!!

woah.... i was just waiting for her video and song to be out! i nvr expected so soon! yay! Park Bom is from 2NE1 so yeah this video/song rocks big time! its a sad song but the video's so good especially her acting skill. plus she def can sing! luv her! go Park Bom! it is her solo song!! enjoyy =)

Where's The Humanity?

i really dont understand this world,i mean.. even dogs can treat ppl nicer compare to the way ppl treat other ppl...isnt it? am i not right? ppl are more worst than animals... dogs r loyal,dey're always ur fren,always there for u,comfort u when u're sad and go crazy with u when u're happy.isnt it? i've never really had a dog b4 but last time there used to be a stray dog comin to my house n stay..and i really care for it..even my dad loves her..shes really a very nice dog...altho shes not like those expensive breed or something..shes stil very loyal..

i reflect on the way how my aunt treat me,i'm very thankful i have a place to stay n all but...i just hate her guts..her attitude..seriously...the way she treats me... bible says love ur enemy like u love urself right? but how? impossible for me to love her if she keeps pushing me away... i do treat her like family but does she treat me like one? i dont think so..she treats me like a dog... tell u something...actually many times i eat leftover food like from yesterday...and she grabs some more fresh food n force me to eat yday's food.she goes thru ALL my stuff,so i cant buy anything with my own money oso..she wil scold.. she always say 'dont lie to me,i will know' ...well thats how she will know if i buy things or snacks for myself..scolding is all she knows.. my uncle always tell me to be patient with her...well,i'm doing it..so i need my internet so i can blog n release all out...

theres so many times i wana run to my pastor to tell her wats going on...but i just didnt have the guts to do so...and i think Victor is a nice person who i can tell him my problems possibly..but i also dun hv the guts 2 do so....sigh..so i turn to my blog..thats why u all can see me ranting alot here..releasing ma stress...

so u c,compare my aunt to a dog...i think a dog is much better than her..really... i want a pet dog next time when i get my own place..it'll be so much fun...

I Duno What To Say....

today i was at home whole day minding my own business n figuring out how to do my asmnt..when evening reaches i turned on the tv n watch the news. so after the news i off the tv. well wanted to get online actually but ended up watching some music videos for a while. so my aunt came back n the first question she asked me was "so how many hours did u watch tv today?".... so i said 'only the 5 o'clock news' .... like wtf right??? thats the first question u ask me? i really need to move out if i can...like seriously..once my bro's flatmate moves out i wil hv a chat wit my bro about me moving in... i dont care if i have to owe my bro the rent first...damn it..i cant take it anymore of the stupid attitude...no wonder shes a spinster.... i wish i dont end up like her that nobody wants.

Most Selfish Aunt..What A Bitch!

my aunt is the most selfish person on earth that anybody cud find. i mean,even she has relatives/family she stil counts every cent and don't think of others.

today,my aunt ask me if i had plans on saturday..so i said no coz i really dont have any plans..den i ask why? she said '4low me to aunty lynette's place to stay' i say 'err i dont want,u go la have fun' den she said 'why u dont wana go?' den i said 'coz i dun feel comfortable there.' den she said 'so u only feel comfortable at home la?' i said 'yeah' and she said 'ok then i will keep all the plugs n keep the remote control,u dont have to use the dvd player,laptop or hair straightener oso.'

and i think 'wat the FUCK? am i bloody dog to u? i MUST do all u order is it? wtf...bitch...what the hell is wrong with u? den how am i gona do my homework den if i kenot even charge my laptop? how am i gona blow dry my hair den?' seriously...wtf.... someone told me to tell my parents..oh last time when i was in dis kind of situation,i told my mom... u know wat my mom did? she's SO CLEVER. she went and tell my aunt. so imagine what happen to me... yeah thats right,my mom is that STUPID..she tells it back to my aunt wat i said..as if she doesnt believe me...

Tired Day..............

hey guys,my internet has reached it limit which means i won't be online till like next month's 11th. gah! so yeah i'm posting this from uni library now...the only internet i can use to do anything..lol

so yeah today at uni was quite tiring..my first class starts at 8.30am so i woke up at 6.30am and left the house by 7.40am. so yeah...grrr..i sort of like lost concentration during half of the first class...damn...i really have to discipline myself not to online every monday nights,unless i need to blog. den dats it,it'll be sleeping early on monday nights from now on... so annoying when i feel tired i really just feel like closing my eyes n sleep and my eyes hurt so bad...gosh..

so yeah today during the break of the first class this japanese classmate of mine i mentioned earlier in the earlier post,his name is Tsukasa and he came over and talk to me..i mean,i actually like talking to him...he can basically just talk about anything! plus he's so cute! LOL..seriously... so i was crapping with him today! what a nice day! hahaha...well,he's a really nice guy and his english is not bad actually. like people would think most japanese are bad at english but he's been here for like 2 years + now so yeh... and Yang was arguing wit me saying she suspect he's not japanese coz he looks like a chinaman..i'm like..stop it! he is japanese,i heard him having a full japanese conversation with the other japanese girl..so yeah..it was awkward when Yang told me about her opinion on him..hahahah... well watever..hahaha

so yeah 2nd class started and i was totally not focusing at all..i nearly dropped my head on the table man! awful! haha..so not cool..but the tutorial was alrite... its so nice that now i get to know my other fren Sarah more..she's lebanese and i knew her from taking music class together last semester! only got to know her more now! how cool! awesome person! =)

so yeah i'm about to go home now after i'm done downloading my videos and albums! hehehe...toodles

Kara's Sexy Concept Pics

here are some pics of Kara with the sexy concept for 1 of the magazines in Korea which i obviously cant remember..oops! hehe.. so who is ur ideal girl? obviously the question is directed to the guys. how about the girls? who do u think looks pretty here?! =)


for the pic below,from left: Kang Ji Young, Han Seung Yeon, Park Gyu Ri, Nicole Jung, Koo Ha Ra.



oh i personally like Nicole alot coz i think she's pretty n cute. the way she speaks korean also is very cute.umm shes not fluent in Korean because she grew up in the States.so yeah shes really cute.and she really can dance! shes the best dancer in Kara. XD

SHINee - Ring Ding Dong MV

oh my my,i love this song till like i keep repeating it a zillion times! the video is awesome!!! SHINee is back with a more mature/stylish look! i reli cant stand their colourful pants in the previous album Romeo & Juliet LOL! but this is wayyyyy better now! they're all grown up...awwwww! enjoyyy it! gosh they look awesome awesome. like really! hahaha..their dance!! wooooo! excuse their english ok! i know they sing it in Ling Ding Dong! LOL..dont laugh,they're cooler than u...blekkkk! =P

B2ST/BEAST - Bad Girl MV

oh my gosh,i love this song! i love their dance! well i also personally like AJ hehehe..coz i knew him when he debuted solo before with the song Dancing Shoes if any of u remember! he was doing well,wonder why now he's been put into a group! anyway he reli can dance! duno about the rest but i'm lovin' it! and also coz he has a nice body! *blink blink* he can strut his stuff for me anytime.enjoyyy

Secret - I Want You Back MV

ooo i kind of hooked to this song now! erm.. i really like it. also,they are not bad looking =) dont u think so? hehe..check it out and u'll know what i mean. they can sing,not bad for a rookie =D i was afraid like korea is gona keep releasing those with looks but cant sing. but this group can. so its pretty nice to have a change right? hahaha

MBLAQ - Oh Yeah MV

here's the video of MBLAQ's debut single Oh Yeah! sorry i had to post it up so late coz my home internet has only 2gb of usage so its damn gay! i had to wait til i watch it b4 i can intro to people right?! hehe..so yeah..here's the video and check it out! they sure can dance. and the first guy who talked REALLY sounded like Rain(the singer & also their manager). at first i heard this song i really thought it was Rain..LOL..anyway yeah dey debuted from Rain's company J Tunes. so check it out! =) i'm already startin' to love this video!

i personally liked the 1st person who sing,sorry i duno wats his name,but becuz he looks like Hong Ki,my fav member of F.T. Island..so yeah.. anyway MBLAQ is not all bad looking,in fact they are a good looking boyband i must say! here's a pic of Hong Ki below. =D

Laughing Day in Uni LOL

hello people,today i had a good day,i think can consider good.haha..since nothing went wrong. =D

so i went to the bus stop at 10.40am to wait for a bus and it was raining plus windy,grrr... i dont like windy + rain..lol..windy during the hot sun is fine but no rain pls...LOL.. so a guy walks up to me n ask me if i was waiting for a bus to Mac Uni so i said yeah..so he took the same bus as me,so i just assume he's a student too. really,he looks like 25-26 yrs old kind of guy..and his accent sounded like Malaysian accent when he asked me the question so i was thinkin in my heart
that he's either from Malaysia or Singapore,the 2 possible countries.haha

so yeah i arrived at Mac Centre and it was rainingggg and i had to use my umbrella,the umbrella is quite old and given by my aunt coz she says her kids doesnt use it anymore i was like yeah okay..the umbrella is shakingggg..like when the wind blow i tot my umbrella is gona break anytime soon.LOL..and guess wat,i wore my mini jeans skirt + flip flops.LOL..when i reached uni i see everyone wear pants/jeans. i wonder if they think i'm weird like i'm not afraid of the cold anymore.LOL

so during class..it was so bored..i wonder,the lecturer only talk in one tone..like so boring right? i mean,i'm starting to think she must be a boring person,seriously..! she has a PH.D and shes only wat 26? or 27? she mentioned b4 i cudnt remember. LOL..so yeah i duno why she doesnt have different tone when she talks,she shud practice u know. so i started chatting with Yang coz shes in all the subjects' classes i'm taking so YAY! hehe..shes so cute,and she said to me that i look cute when i laugh..LOL..and that she cant stop laughing when i laugh.swt... reli la dei..siao..so later theres dis guy who walked in late to class,well we started at 1.30pm and he walked in at 3pm.so u think its late? haha..so he had long straight hair..it looks silky..my fren Yang said he can advertise for Pantene.LOLOL..i was like wat the hell? and the whole part of him having long
straight silky hair wasnt my idea,it was Yang's,shes nuts. right after break we drank this chocolate milkshake and she's blaming the milkshake for making her nuts.we got all crappy after that. hahahahaha! 1 of the best moments where i'd laughed till my stomach hurts and tears streaming down my face.tears of joy.haha!

so i cudnt remember wat we were talking about then she asked me if i know jackie chan i was like of course! even the whites will know him! den she laugh n said 'lee xiao long' which is Bruce Lee. den she was like Dragon Lee..den i said HUH? den she said well'long' in mandarin means dragon so Dragon Lee. den i just LMAO..this girl is nuts i'm telling u!! seriously! Nydia
and Kinnie was like wat the heck u both laughing about then i told Nydia about Pantene guy and Dragon Lee.LOL they just went ROFLMAO den said we're nuts. den Yang started blaming on the milkshake..LOL!!! crazy la she. den Yang said to me 'why dont u go ask Pantene why is he sitting alone!' den i said 'u nuts? why me? and why is his name Pantene now?LOL' den she just
laugh..non stop... -_-" chi sin jor..ok i'm gona cut it short,we all sounded so childish LOL.

oh oh and when i was waiting for a bus in my uni,the same guy who talked to me this morning came up to me n ask me if that bus stop is for the buses that goes to Lane Cove. and we started chatting so i was so curious that he has a Malaysian accent so i asked him where is he from! and what are the odds,he's from Malaysia! LOL. so yeh..haha we started chatting. i didnt get his name though LOL. oh well,i'm sure i'll see him around since we live so near and go to the same uni. swt..

so yeah basically that was my whole day! hahaha.oh oh i downloaded MBLAQ's Oh Yeah video! awesome! =D

MBLAQ - Oh Yeah Performance

MBLAQ who debuted from J Tunes aka Rain's own company. who do u prefer? MBLAQ or B2ST??? i cant decide..u'll have to watch n judge..hehe..here is MBLAQ performing their debut song Oh Yeah! on Inkigayo

BEAST or B2ST - Bad Girl Performance

BEAST performs Bad Girl on Inkigayo. check it outttt~ i'm so into this song!! lovin' it

G-Dragon - A Boy Performance

wooooo! G-dragon performed A Boy as part of his stage promotion. remember his Breathe video ended with A Boy's intro? ehehe..well,he planned to release Butterfly instead of A Boy,so he's just doing stage performance for A Boy and no video for it! enjoyyy..

Tae Yang's Where U At Performance

heyyy,tis is Tae Yang's first performance of WHERE U AT! it was awesome la! but u can watch it and i leave u to judge,the dance was good. but they rely too much on the bkgrd voice? not much of him singing,i'm sure if its fully him singing it'll be more awesome coz if he can do it with Prayer he surely can do it with this song. but anyways all the best to him since he got competition now with G-Dragon..hehe..i love both..canot choose..hmm..