looks like i've finished watching all 3 seasons of Gossip Girl finally~!!
gosh,the people or characters just get sick by the minute~!! i mean,the stuff they do to get revenge or exposed people for their own benefit or like sleeping with every guy or girl they meet or even bribing people for getting what they want - status and fame,omigosh,is this how shallow the world has come to??
of course i know that is just a tv series but i do think there are people like that out there,especially in the upper class world. i tend to thank God everyday that i'm not in the upper class world because it would be a world of superficial people and I wouldn't know who is being a true friend to me anymore. it's like even true friends betray each other just so they could get even with you.
i know the society is really ugly right now but i do hope that i won't be stuck with those kind of sick minded people who would do anything for fame or whatnot.
people have come to a stage where they'd just react whatever they feel like doing, killing people would be one of them. they think killing someone they hate or for money would solve everything but it's not,it'll just get you into heaps of trouble and telling the society to do the same as you,which is wrong! humans should have the biggest conscience because i think no matter how bad a person is,there's still some conscience left in them deep down. they might not want to do what they did, they wouldn't even wish it upon others especially their own family but they did it because there could be a reason behind it and i hope that all psychiatrist out there could help people to think how to solve the problem they are facing! go and turn to a helpline if you can,just get help,if you cry for help i'm sure someone would try to help you.
and as i am living here is Sydney, reading the Malaysian news online is just scaring me day by day. i mean,those crime is just horrible. like you wouldn't figure that people would do such heartless stuff to kids, or even to women for that matter,i somehow think women are the target for everything!! what is wrong with these sick people?! sick guys! how in the world are we gonna find a guy that we can trust right now? gaaah~it sickens me!
anyway,my point is,the world is changing step by step, and i think it is just changing too fast,it's still quite hard to absorb everything. people have become so damn superficial it's not even funny. they start to compete who has the most expensive branded bags,shoes,watches, or who has the most updated mobile phones. it's not to compete but just have what you need to use,but people just keep wanting instead of thinking about needing and so they become competitive even in appearance.
I BLAME THE MEDIA!! i seriously do. Internet is growing too fast,influencing this generation X and Y to become so damn materialistic!! aren't you just happy with what you got? it's what you NEED,not WANT! sigh. i guess humans are never satisfied!!
and also i blame the humans for being so damn judgmental, i guess this is the main reason why everyone becomes so materialistic. everyone is afraid what others might think so they put on their masks,their most expensive bags or whatever outfit and jewelry to show people they have built a status for themselves and that people will be jealous or envious of them. for what reason? i dunno. just hope that people would wake up one day and see that there's so much more to life that we can enjoy rather than competing with people and being so superficial.
humans are always so blinded by the materials and self indulgence that they don't see what's the real purpose in life anymore. it's also so easy to fall into self pity,which i admit i do it sometimes but it's not for long though. i try to keep telling myself that it's okay and try not to care about what others think! i hope i can improve in life and build a future for myself,i don't wish to be like a CEO of a company or whatever,but at least a stable job that helps support me in my life and family,that would be good enough.
XOXO
Sue
