You know how people always say that we have a soul / spirit and it resides in our body? Our body is just a temporary home for the soul until it dies, we never really die because our soul lives forever.
Well, I have been asked by my friends about why am I not worried about getting a boyfriend at all? Do i not feel pressure about the people around me? And funny thing is, I rarely worry about getting a boyfriend, it's not that I'm not attracted to guys but I just don't think about it too much. Am i weird?
And then I see my friends around me having relationship problems or changing guy after guy like as if they are changing their clothes. Then I think to myself "Wow, thank god I'm not the one experiencing all these ugly things/ pain/ feelings."
Been pondering over my friend's question for more than 2 months I think, and then it hit me while I was in the shower just now.
Note: Read only if you want to, not forcing.
Reason why I never been worried about not getting a boyfriend is because spiritually I am satisfied. I was thinking "if you keep changing guy after guy and sleeping with them, you're only satisfying your physical self. What about your soul? It needs food too! " and I thought to myself "i've heard many of my friends complain about every guy they have been with and they DO NOT sound satisfied by this guy at all ! In fact, they date because of covering up their wounds, replacing another guy, just for the company or money etc." They never even took time off to reflect and find themselves, to mourn the past relationship, to wake up.
The bible says "After the mourning has ended, joy will always come after that." which is SO TRUE !
So, by changing partners and sleeping with them and having them by your side 24/7, why do you still feel hollow? Like a part of you is missing. My answer would be "Because I have Jesus, He is the one feeding my soul and funny enough, I feel safe and secure thinking I have Him with me at all times!" Even better than having a boyfriend whom you only see once a week or end of the day and does not know what he is doing other than working. Knowing that Jesus listens to your every prayer, provides you with things you need - never short, and He will never forsake you + He loves you unconditionally.
So yeah, the answer finally came through to me and I thought I'd like to blog about it because some of my closest friends are non-believers and it's hard to share with them because they will never ever understand the satisfaction and privilege of knowing Jesus as their Lord and Saviour.
That is all.
~Friends are angels in disguised sent by God to take care of you~
~Friends are a blessing because I know that I am not alone in this cruel world and I have to thank God for friends~
~Never ever take friendship lightly because even when you are rich, you may buy friends but you can never buy happiness or the love that your real friends and family showed you~
~Never worship money because it is the root of all evil~
~Always think before you speak, speak words of encouragement and blessings into people's lives, NEVER EVER discourage anyone~
~Always show kindness and LOVE to people, you never know when you might need it one day too~
Monday, August 27, 2012
Friday, July 6, 2012
Attention Seeking Idiot
people who are skinny/slim and complains that they are FAT are stupid attention seeking idiots.
god made you the way you are, appreciate yourself please, stop complaining. in Africa, the people don't even have food. did you ever think about others?
nuff said.
god made you the way you are, appreciate yourself please, stop complaining. in Africa, the people don't even have food. did you ever think about others?
nuff said.
What pisses me off most...
You know what pisses me off most?
Screw you.
People who are always on their STUPID PHONES when they hang out with me but does not reply text or pick calls when i call/message them.
Just throw your fucking phone away man. Seriously.
Don't give me all the nice bullshit in front of me when really you don't even have the courtesy to at least send me a text message just to ask 'what's up?' ???
That's it, you're crossed out from my friend list. And this is not your first time.
Screw you.
Wednesday, July 4, 2012
Brave
Oh !
I went to watch Brave in cinemas yesterday! It was so good ! Love the Irish accent ! haha...such a fun accent to imitate. (:
Anyway, I went with a guy friend of mine, the ticket seller guy didn't even asked us what seats we wanted and put us at the back, WHICH ARE COUPLE SEATS ! WHAT THE HELL !
Ugh.. I did not let that get to me, I enjoyed the movie nonetheless, it was hilarioussssss! did not see that bear sequence coming. Too hilarious ! I would recommend you to watch it, maybe not in the cinemas, it's really your choice but you have to see it ! (:
XOXO
I went to watch Brave in cinemas yesterday! It was so good ! Love the Irish accent ! haha...such a fun accent to imitate. (:
Anyway, I went with a guy friend of mine, the ticket seller guy didn't even asked us what seats we wanted and put us at the back, WHICH ARE COUPLE SEATS ! WHAT THE HELL !
Ugh.. I did not let that get to me, I enjoyed the movie nonetheless, it was hilarioussssss! did not see that bear sequence coming. Too hilarious ! I would recommend you to watch it, maybe not in the cinemas, it's really your choice but you have to see it ! (:
XOXO
Sue
Tommy's Farewell Hangout
I am so sad that my only Malaysian friend Tommy who is also my classmate, has left to go back to Malaysia for good.
Sooooo bummed out, i actually felt sad, we been through so much together, he has helped me so much and i would consider us to be really good friends in uni because we really don't hang out with other people besides ourselves. LOL - kinda anti-social i know but you really can't trust people nowadays. I've been through so much drama and shit and he and Jynn has been nothing but nice to me, helped me, comforted me. I can only thank them because I am so blessed to have known them.
Anyway, we went out to spend time together, just the two of us. Had lunch and then desserts. I really miss this dude now.
I can officially say that I have no friends here. It's sad especially when I'm in a foreign country. I guess this is life, we go through life alone most of the time as friends come and go. But definitely keeping in touch until I go back to Malaysia and see them again. SIGH.
Sooooo bummed out, i actually felt sad, we been through so much together, he has helped me so much and i would consider us to be really good friends in uni because we really don't hang out with other people besides ourselves. LOL - kinda anti-social i know but you really can't trust people nowadays. I've been through so much drama and shit and he and Jynn has been nothing but nice to me, helped me, comforted me. I can only thank them because I am so blessed to have known them.
Anyway, we went out to spend time together, just the two of us. Had lunch and then desserts. I really miss this dude now.
I can officially say that I have no friends here. It's sad especially when I'm in a foreign country. I guess this is life, we go through life alone most of the time as friends come and go. But definitely keeping in touch until I go back to Malaysia and see them again. SIGH.
XOXO
Sue
Reblogging
hmmm... hello... long time no blog...
lemme recall what i can write...
oh ya... i shot a fantastic horror film, i will upload once i get the digitalized version. it was shot in a cassette tape so my lecturer need to digitalize it before we can get it from him... stay tuned :)
i've had so much laughter this semester, more than all the semesters combined throughout the 3 years. maybe because i've become more relaxed and nonchalant. it helps. i love my production class (especially) ! they are such awesome and sweet people,not forgetting crazy and fun! :)
i got a job at cotton on kids. awesome awesome! god has blessed me so much this semester! PTL ! :)
i'm gonna be done with uni soon, hopefully i pass everything. pray for me pls! thanks heaps.
i can't think of anything else to blog, i'll come back for update maybe. :)
lemme recall what i can write...
oh ya... i shot a fantastic horror film, i will upload once i get the digitalized version. it was shot in a cassette tape so my lecturer need to digitalize it before we can get it from him... stay tuned :)
i've had so much laughter this semester, more than all the semesters combined throughout the 3 years. maybe because i've become more relaxed and nonchalant. it helps. i love my production class (especially) ! they are such awesome and sweet people,not forgetting crazy and fun! :)
i got a job at cotton on kids. awesome awesome! god has blessed me so much this semester! PTL ! :)
i'm gonna be done with uni soon, hopefully i pass everything. pray for me pls! thanks heaps.
i can't think of anything else to blog, i'll come back for update maybe. :)
XOXO
Sue
U-Kiss - Amazing
Today, i went to the mall near my uni to get newborn baby stuff for my friend's baby shower.
Met up with a friend and we spent time together which was good.
As i waited for the bus home, a blind man who was standing beside me told me my perfume smelled really good. I was kind of lost for words, i said 'thank you' but i wanted to tell him what perfume i was using but my brain wouldn't function. dammit. anyway i kept saying thank you and smiled.
*knocks own head*
P/S. if you see the title that is unrelated to the post, it means i don't know what title to put so i post the name of the artist and song title that i'm currently listening to while i post this. (:
Met up with a friend and we spent time together which was good.
As i waited for the bus home, a blind man who was standing beside me told me my perfume smelled really good. I was kind of lost for words, i said 'thank you' but i wanted to tell him what perfume i was using but my brain wouldn't function. dammit. anyway i kept saying thank you and smiled.
*knocks own head*
P/S. if you see the title that is unrelated to the post, it means i don't know what title to put so i post the name of the artist and song title that i'm currently listening to while i post this. (:
XOXO
Sue
Sunday, May 20, 2012
Destiny Zoe Oh...
I am writing this post in remembrance of my friend's baby... who left us too soon...
Destiny Oh, you will always be remembered, even though I wasn't there to see you, you have touched my heart and I believe you have touched many others with your strong willpower to live.
You came into this world 9 months + ago, but left earth in within 3 days being officially out of your mommy's womb.
I am very sad to see my friend and her husband grieving over their little warrior princess. No parents should experience losing their child, especially if it's their first child.
I pray and believed that God has taken you into his arms, into heaven and into a safe place. You are safe with the Lord and you will be watching your parents up from heaven. I pray that God blesses your family and pray that they can find peace and joy in this time of grieving. Destiny, you really are a warrior princess!
Rest in peace dear girl. You will be dearly missed.
Destiny Oh, you will always be remembered, even though I wasn't there to see you, you have touched my heart and I believe you have touched many others with your strong willpower to live.
You came into this world 9 months + ago, but left earth in within 3 days being officially out of your mommy's womb.
I am very sad to see my friend and her husband grieving over their little warrior princess. No parents should experience losing their child, especially if it's their first child.
I pray and believed that God has taken you into his arms, into heaven and into a safe place. You are safe with the Lord and you will be watching your parents up from heaven. I pray that God blesses your family and pray that they can find peace and joy in this time of grieving. Destiny, you really are a warrior princess!
Rest in peace dear girl. You will be dearly missed.
XOXO
Sue
Wednesday, May 2, 2012
The Dictator Movie Premier
I was blessed with two awesome movie premier tickets to watch THE DICTATOR. My friend couldn't make it so she gave me her tickets.
The movie was hilariousssssss and awesomeeeee. It was way beyond what I expected. I thought it's gonna be trashy like BORAT but no, it was AWESOME !
The movie was hilariousssssss and awesomeeeee. It was way beyond what I expected. I thought it's gonna be trashy like BORAT but no, it was AWESOME !
The jokes were about political issues in countries without democracy and lots of mockery and insults in this movie but it's okay, Australia is partly a free country with freedom of speech so it's all good.
It is UNCENSORED as it gets. There was nudity in this film and it wasn't censored at all in Australian cinemas. HAHA!
Best part of this premier experience? When Sacha Baron Cohen walked into the cinemas with his girls by his side and gave a speech in this exact costume and beard, plus the accent was a bonus! It was as hilarious as the film itself. AWESOME !
The part I did not enjoy? I'm sorry but the indian guys sitting on my right, reek of ONIONS _+ B.O. OMG! When I laugh to the movie, I always thought I was gonna die of suffocation. The smell was unpleasant to my nose. D:
Overall, It was a fun night ! Laughed through the whole movie!
Watch this movie if you enjoy Slapstick comedy! :D
XOXO
Sue
Wednesday, April 25, 2012
Surprise Surprise! TEEHEE !
BOOYAH!
WHAT IS THIS? XD
This is my surprise! I'm so happy with this !
Yes its the TEEHEE Band from Ryan Higa's website. =)
Heh.... I got it 2 days ago but only got the time to upload it now!
I love it!
XOXO
Sue
Friday, April 13, 2012
Feels Like Winter
You know, it's only autumn now in down under. It actually feels like freaking winter!!
I'm not complaining but it's just that i used to love Autumn because it ain't too cold for me to still wear a t-shirt and leggings. But now...the world is changing rapidly and the weather is totally unpredictable!
There was sun this afternoon but the breeze was freaking cold. The sun didn't last long though and then I was shivering like a wet dog. HAHA!
It's just the BEGINNING of Autumn and Thredbo has already started snowing this year. What is becoming of this world? Down under don't usually snow in Autumn.
Oh wells, time to pull out my winter clothes.
I'm not complaining but it's just that i used to love Autumn because it ain't too cold for me to still wear a t-shirt and leggings. But now...the world is changing rapidly and the weather is totally unpredictable!
There was sun this afternoon but the breeze was freaking cold. The sun didn't last long though and then I was shivering like a wet dog. HAHA!
It's just the BEGINNING of Autumn and Thredbo has already started snowing this year. What is becoming of this world? Down under don't usually snow in Autumn.
Oh wells, time to pull out my winter clothes.
XOXO
Sue
Super Junior - Bonamana
listened to SBS POP ASIA app on my phone today.
listening to an aussie singing in korean is way way too weird. TOO WEIRD.
it was a replay of yesterday's program, an aussie girl called in to request BONAMANA by Super Junior and she actually sang the song!!
listening to an aussie singing in korean is way way too weird. TOO WEIRD.
XOXO
Sue
Thursday, April 12, 2012
The Moment When...
The moment when you can't decide how to act when a really long lost friend suddenly comes to chat with you... Should I pick up where we left off? Or should I just chat to him as if we're just friends again, as in... just became friends, for the second time?
Awkward......................
Awkward......................
Happy yet painful
Today, i went to watch Mirror Mirror in cinemas! Yay i liked it! Directed by a Singh. That's not the point.
Went to uni to check some stuff, checked my email and realised i received an email from Cotton On inviting me to go for a walk-in interview! Yay! Happy news! Problem is, the store is so far away. =/ no idea how to get there yet. we'll see how it goes. Wish me luck in getting a job!
Came home, was sitting on the stool in my kitchen, as i got up to walk to my room, directly below my left butt cheek, it started to hurt LIKE HELL! SO PAINFUL!!!!! The more i put pressure on my left feet, the more painful it gets. It's as if i have pulled a muscle or something. I thought i broke a nerve and am expecting a big bruise. Anyway, still painful, but not as painful as just now. Sigh.
Oh, please pray for more job opportunities for me, I am hoping to get somewhere near my place so i don't have to spend so much on transport since I don't get concession here. pfftt.. Thanks.
Went to uni to check some stuff, checked my email and realised i received an email from Cotton On inviting me to go for a walk-in interview! Yay! Happy news! Problem is, the store is so far away. =/ no idea how to get there yet. we'll see how it goes. Wish me luck in getting a job!
Came home, was sitting on the stool in my kitchen, as i got up to walk to my room, directly below my left butt cheek, it started to hurt LIKE HELL! SO PAINFUL!!!!! The more i put pressure on my left feet, the more painful it gets. It's as if i have pulled a muscle or something. I thought i broke a nerve and am expecting a big bruise. Anyway, still painful, but not as painful as just now. Sigh.
Oh, please pray for more job opportunities for me, I am hoping to get somewhere near my place so i don't have to spend so much on transport since I don't get concession here. pfftt.. Thanks.
XOXO
Sue
Tuesday, April 10, 2012
No Common Sense?
have you ever had a friend who is so dumb to the point you get soooo frustrated and wonder how come they can survive without having common sense?
an interesting quote:
"common sense is not a gift, it's a punishment. Because you have to live with those around you who don't have."
Right?
Yes i have a friend experiencing exactly that too, so i totes understand how she feels about it....
OH GOD WHY?!
an interesting quote:
"common sense is not a gift, it's a punishment. Because you have to live with those around you who don't have."
Right?
Yes i have a friend experiencing exactly that too, so i totes understand how she feels about it....
OH GOD WHY?!
XOXO
Sue
Sunday, April 8, 2012
BTOB - Insane
The way you "layan" is not layan.
You reply with 1 word after I wrote few hundred words doesn't mean a thing.
Forget it, might as well just don't reply at all. It doesn't defy your real meaning behind that 1 word.
Sue
You reply with 1 word after I wrote few hundred words doesn't mean a thing.
Forget it, might as well just don't reply at all. It doesn't defy your real meaning behind that 1 word.
Sue
Blessed to be a blessing.
sometimes, sharing your deepest dark secret with just 1 person, that special person that you trust most, be it a friend or your partner, makes your spirit feel lifted up.
once, i conducted a survey for my character building for my assignment, and one friend shared her secret with me, she told me she felt so much better because she hasn't told anyone about this at all. and i felt at that moment, that i have helped someone. even though not being there physically, i feel happy that she told me she felt better.
sometimes, we are an angel to some other people, could be a total stranger. and you never know who's day you've brighten up.
be kind to one another, love even your enemies, god will bless you as he has already blessed you with so much love so that you can go out and bless others. =)
be blessed to be a blessing.
once, i conducted a survey for my character building for my assignment, and one friend shared her secret with me, she told me she felt so much better because she hasn't told anyone about this at all. and i felt at that moment, that i have helped someone. even though not being there physically, i feel happy that she told me she felt better.
sometimes, we are an angel to some other people, could be a total stranger. and you never know who's day you've brighten up.
be kind to one another, love even your enemies, god will bless you as he has already blessed you with so much love so that you can go out and bless others. =)
be blessed to be a blessing.
XOXO
Sue
Friday, April 6, 2012
No Brain Decision
I made a very rushed decision last night!
I didn't even go through my brain, I just did it!!!
It was due to over-stressed!
I will post it up soon =P
You will know what it is soon!!!!! =D
SO EXCITED.
I didn't even go through my brain, I just did it!!!
It was due to over-stressed!
I will post it up soon =P
You will know what it is soon!!!!! =D
SO EXCITED.
XOXO
Sue
Blessed Good Friday
This post has nothing to do with the title.
Hi,
Been soooo busy lately for the past 2 - 3 weeks and have been really stressed out with uni work.
I know, it's always this complain but this is a student's life.
I've been pushed and pressured to find another job and I dunno if I can handle it with all these uni work piling on top of me. I think I'm married to uni for now and have no time for other stuff. Agree?
Anyways, despite all these uni work and hectic schedule, I have still been able to find peace although there is the occasional chaos in my heart and head but Jesus have been through all these with me and I really wanna thank Him for that. He guided and showed me the way to handle it.
I don't think I'd have the peace with me if I did not pray constantly for strength, peace, wisdom and the courage. These are what I need in life and I do hope physically I can get these words of encouragement from friends and at the same time spiritually feeling it from God. God is GOOD through it all!
Do you know, despite all the things that are going on in my life, God is able to plant a really sweet dream on Monday night? I slept like a BABY and DID NOT want to wake up from the dream! No, I'm not telling you what it is! But God knows my heart, he knows what I need, therefore, I believe He'll provide when the time is right. =)
I have not been attending the church here near where I live, I don't like the feeling when I'm with them, it is as if I have to put on a new personality and sometimes I feel like if I ever forget to put that personality on, I feel judged, I feel left out, I feel weird and out of place. Honestly, I have been attending there for almost 3 years but I never liked it there. Sure there are good memories and moments but it sometimes does not feel real.
So, I have been attending NLCC for two weeks straight, to tell you the truth, although I don't know many people there, I feel welcome, I feel warmth, I feel noticed and I feel at home. That is how I feel when I'm there, I also feel that God has spoken to me for two weeks and I believe I am not there by accident. God planned it. He brought me there.
Problem is, I am thinking how to break the news to C3 church that I'm leaving them when the time comes. For now, I'll attend NLCC but I have to make sure I can commit to travelling for 2 hours to and fro. God help me, give me a definite answer, help me make this decision, what is Your will?
Blessed Good Friday everyone!
Hi,
Been soooo busy lately for the past 2 - 3 weeks and have been really stressed out with uni work.
I know, it's always this complain but this is a student's life.
I've been pushed and pressured to find another job and I dunno if I can handle it with all these uni work piling on top of me. I think I'm married to uni for now and have no time for other stuff. Agree?
Anyways, despite all these uni work and hectic schedule, I have still been able to find peace although there is the occasional chaos in my heart and head but Jesus have been through all these with me and I really wanna thank Him for that. He guided and showed me the way to handle it.
I don't think I'd have the peace with me if I did not pray constantly for strength, peace, wisdom and the courage. These are what I need in life and I do hope physically I can get these words of encouragement from friends and at the same time spiritually feeling it from God. God is GOOD through it all!
Do you know, despite all the things that are going on in my life, God is able to plant a really sweet dream on Monday night? I slept like a BABY and DID NOT want to wake up from the dream! No, I'm not telling you what it is! But God knows my heart, he knows what I need, therefore, I believe He'll provide when the time is right. =)
I have not been attending the church here near where I live, I don't like the feeling when I'm with them, it is as if I have to put on a new personality and sometimes I feel like if I ever forget to put that personality on, I feel judged, I feel left out, I feel weird and out of place. Honestly, I have been attending there for almost 3 years but I never liked it there. Sure there are good memories and moments but it sometimes does not feel real.
So, I have been attending NLCC for two weeks straight, to tell you the truth, although I don't know many people there, I feel welcome, I feel warmth, I feel noticed and I feel at home. That is how I feel when I'm there, I also feel that God has spoken to me for two weeks and I believe I am not there by accident. God planned it. He brought me there.
Problem is, I am thinking how to break the news to C3 church that I'm leaving them when the time comes. For now, I'll attend NLCC but I have to make sure I can commit to travelling for 2 hours to and fro. God help me, give me a definite answer, help me make this decision, what is Your will?
Blessed Good Friday everyone!
XOXO
Sue
Sunday, April 1, 2012
IELTS Test.
So today i took my ielts test.
When i arrived at venue at 8.05AM, OMFG for a moment i thought the whole of INDIA has moved to Sydney!!! If that's not enough, THEY FREAKING STINK! sorry to Indians, but they do stink, i wonder if they even shower once a day!!! :O
Left, right, front, back also INDIANS! :O
Anyways, took me half day to finished all the 4 parts of the test. Oh wells, i have nothing else better to do in my life right?
Went to mall with a friend for lunch, a handsome guy walked pass, OMG he gives the same aura that Yunho gives! Goodness me, i couldn't keep my eyes off him but too bad he only walked pass! :O
Ok, enough bout him, let's pray i hit my ielts target k?!
When i arrived at venue at 8.05AM, OMFG for a moment i thought the whole of INDIA has moved to Sydney!!! If that's not enough, THEY FREAKING STINK! sorry to Indians, but they do stink, i wonder if they even shower once a day!!! :O
Left, right, front, back also INDIANS! :O
Anyways, took me half day to finished all the 4 parts of the test. Oh wells, i have nothing else better to do in my life right?
Went to mall with a friend for lunch, a handsome guy walked pass, OMG he gives the same aura that Yunho gives! Goodness me, i couldn't keep my eyes off him but too bad he only walked pass! :O
Ok, enough bout him, let's pray i hit my ielts target k?!
XOXO
Sue
