Sneak Peek into a Girl's Thoughts

i'm pretty sure guys wouldn't understand this but please don't mislead a girl and try to make her fall for you and then disappear or stop being nice to her.

when a girl falls for you, it's really hard for her to get over you. so please think carefully whether you really want the girl to be your girlfriend before you actually make advances towards her and make her fall for you. if you're not gonna be consistent about your actions, i'd say please stay away from the girl, because in the end it is the girl who suffers the most. 

it's really selfish for a guy to make every girl in your circle of friends like you so that you can feel macho or manly or that you'd have 'choices' because of your ego. be sensitive and think of the girl's feelings as well please. like i said, if you're not planning to keep the girl as your girlfriend then don't make a girl fall for you by leading her on. 

i've seen my girl friends suffer around me because of these kind of guys, and trust me, it's not a pretty sight. since i have also been one of the victims, i know EXACTLY how it feels to be rejected or ditched later by the guy. and i'm speaking about emotionally being ditched aside. 

guys, grow up and be a man, go after a girl only when you've decided that you want to keep her forever in your life, don't make advances and then ditch us aside, we're not your toys to play with. we're humans with feelings as well. i know that nowadays, there are plenty of girls that make it so easy for you guys because they take on the dominant role and confess their feelings first, but if you really are a man, you will respect all girls and treat us nice whenever but don't cross the line if you don't want to keep us by your side, we're still happy to be your friend, just don't let our feelings get hurt and ditch us aside. once a girl gets too emotional, she is prone even to suicide. 

speaking from experiences, i suffered a lot and even got into despression, i didn't know what to do, but luckily there are still friends that i can count on and also God who stayed by my side and comfort me, guiding me to move on. but for those who don't know about God, it's really hard for them and i actually have friends who took a really long time like a year to actually get over a guy she thought that would potentially be her boyfriend. 

who is to say that nice guys finish last? nice guys are mostly taken. what about NICE girls who finish last? we are the nice girls and yet nobody notices, because there are other girls who makes it so easy for a guy to get without the guy having to put much effort in it. we, the nice girls, would like guys to put in effort to get us because we can then see the sincerity of your heart, so that we know you really want us, but nowadays, guys just go with whoever comes along and confesses to them, so then, what is gonna happen to us NICE girls? should we still wait around for our Mr. Right to come and sweep us off our feet? reason why we don't make the first move because this is not the tradition, back in the days, the guys are the one making the first move.

has society changed so much that we get left behind? are there any guys out there who believe that guys should be the one making the first move? i have had a guy friend coming up to me telling me that his ego was shattered because the girl made the first move and he's not used to that. are there any more of this kind of guys? 

XOXO

Suey

Rant

i dislike anti-social  rude people. especially when they're hanging out with me, they'll just look / play with their phone or chat on whatsapp etc with their friends as if i'm invisible. especially while i'm talking, can you stop playing with your phone and focus? so rude of you.

you made me sat there like i was invisible.

are you hanging out with your phone or me?

i think humans have become a slave to technology, it's not technology who serves us now but us serving the technology. wake up you idiots ! stop being rude to your friends / love ones. don't sit at the dining table with your parents and play with your phone while having a meal, it's down right rude and it's like you're not educated  with manners.

XOXO

Suey

Concerts I've Been To Since October...

1. Wonder Girls
2. Big Bang (bought ticket)
3. Lee Seung Gi
4. 2AM
5. NU'EST

wow. also, i attended Jay Park on 27th September 2012 in Sydney before i flew back.


woot ! concert filled my end of the year.

XOXO

Suey

MEME T-SHIRT

Oh, i bought a meme t-shirt on Sunday. for the fun of it.

it's pretty cool.

XOXO

Suey

Honey, I'm Home.

wow !

hey people, don't know if there's anyone who still reads my blog but hey! i'm back in Malaysia and this time it is for good, i hope.

i missed the friends, the food, my parents of course and the malls. basically everything and it feels good to be back!

i will update what has happened during my stay for 2 months now.

i've been job hunting but there ain't no news yet from any of the companies that i have applied. please pray for me and for job opportunities. i need to start somewhere. friends have been helpful, giving me advices etc. love you people to bits.

as for now, since i am not employed yet, i have been blessed with so many outings and concert tickets, to satisfy my crave and love for kpop music, my best friend Ruth, whom is like my own sister, works in a radio, has been generous enough to bless me with tickets to at least 5 concerts so far.

I WANNA SAY
THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART ! I REALLY ENJOYED EACH CONCERT !

I remember arriving in Malaysia on a Thursday night and my friend told me that we got tickets to Wonder Girls which will be playing 2 days later, i was shocked. LOL

anyway, every other concert is a shock and excitement for me. enjoyed it to the max nevertheless!

update more in next post.

XOXO

Suey

I Remember...

I remember...

the first time I met you in your car, you came to pick my brother and I up for a late night movie.

after I told your cousin what I came to Australia to study, you immediately said "maybe you should work on your communication skills".

did you know? it was only my second week here in a foreign country, still missing my friends and family back home, trying to absorb and trying to adapt to the environment here.. and here you are, saying such harsh words to me when we just met for the FIRST TIME.

funny how time flies, and it was obvious that you had a crush on me, and had made me fell hard for you.

in a way, I hated you for that. but I managed to get over you.

so here's to you, engaged and found someone you're happy being with.

Cheers.

XOXO

Sue

Decisions, decisions.

Just over an hour ago, I heard gossips, negative comments, criticisms about my "stupid" decisions in life, almost assuring me that I will regret for the rest of my life coming from the next room. Even though she whispers, I can still hear her crystal clear.

I don't know what to feel, it is my decision, it is the path I chose, it could also be God's path for me. Whatever it is, I am most happy about the result of my decisions. In fact, I just put my trust in God and trust Him to lead me to wherever He wants me to be, whatever path He has chosen for me. 

I just don't get people, why they have to gossip about others' decisions and then commenting on how stupid that person is! It does not affect them, it does not concern them, it does not even require them to use their money! Yet they think they know it all so that they can judge what people do with their lives. 

I know, I think they are just bored and have nothing else to talk about so they chose to gossip about people instead of supporting them in the decisions they make. 

God I pray for these people, I pray that you will shine your light on them so that they can see in the darkness, so that they may learn to love their own family, instead of criticizing and commenting on everything, they stand up and support people who needs it, and banned their mouth from gossiping about others. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.

Spiritual or Physical Satisfaction?

You know how people always say that we have a soul / spirit and it resides in our body? Our body is just a temporary home for the soul until it dies, we never really die because our soul lives forever.

Well, I have been asked by my friends about why am I not worried about getting a boyfriend at all? Do i not feel pressure about the people around me? And funny thing is, I rarely worry about getting a boyfriend, it's not that I'm not attracted to guys but I just don't think about it too much. Am i weird?

And then I see my friends around me having relationship problems or changing guy after guy like as if they are changing their clothes. Then I think to myself "Wow, thank god I'm not the one experiencing all these ugly things/ pain/ feelings."

Been pondering over my friend's question for more than 2 months I think, and then it hit me while I was in the shower just now.

Note: Read only if you want to, not forcing.

Reason why I never been worried about not getting a boyfriend is because spiritually I am satisfied. I was thinking "if you keep changing guy after guy and sleeping with them, you're only satisfying your physical self. What about your soul? It needs food too! " and I thought to myself "i've heard many of my friends complain about every guy they have been with and they DO NOT sound satisfied by this guy at all ! In fact, they date because of covering up their wounds, replacing another guy, just for the company or money etc." They never even took time off to reflect and find themselves, to mourn the past relationship, to wake up.

The bible says "After the mourning has ended, joy will always come after that." which is SO TRUE !

So, by changing partners and sleeping with them and having them by your side 24/7, why do you still feel hollow? Like a part of you is missing. My answer would be "Because I have Jesus, He is the one feeding my soul and funny enough, I feel safe and secure thinking I have Him with me at all times!" Even better than having a boyfriend whom you only see once a week or end of the day and does not know what he is doing other than working. Knowing that Jesus listens to your every prayer, provides you with things you need - never short, and He will never forsake you + He loves you unconditionally.

So yeah, the answer finally came through to me and I thought I'd like to blog about it because some of my closest friends are non-believers and it's hard to share with them because they will never ever understand the satisfaction and privilege of knowing Jesus as their Lord and Saviour.

That is all.



~Friends are angels in disguised sent by God to take care of you~

~Friends are a blessing because I know that I am not alone in this cruel world and I have to thank God for friends~

~Never ever take friendship lightly because even when you are rich, you may buy friends but you can never buy happiness or the love that your real friends and family showed you~

~Never worship money because it is the root of all evil~

~Always think before you speak, speak words of encouragement and blessings into people's lives, NEVER EVER discourage anyone~

~Always show kindness and LOVE to people, you never know when you might need it one day too~

Attention Seeking Idiot

people who are skinny/slim and complains that they are FAT are stupid attention seeking idiots.

god made you the way you are, appreciate yourself please, stop complaining. in Africa, the people don't even have food. did you ever think about others?

nuff said.

What pisses me off most...

You know what pisses me off most?

People who are always on their STUPID PHONES when they hang out with me but does not reply text or pick calls when i call/message them. 

Just throw your fucking phone away man. Seriously. 

Don't give me all the nice bullshit in front of me when really you don't even have the courtesy to at least send me a text message just to ask 'what's up?' ??? 

That's it, you're crossed out from my friend list. And this is not your first time. 

Screw you.

Brave

Oh !

I went to watch Brave in cinemas yesterday! It was so good ! Love the Irish accent ! haha...such a fun accent to imitate. (:

Anyway, I went with a guy friend of mine, the ticket seller guy didn't even asked us what seats we wanted and put us at the back, WHICH ARE COUPLE SEATS ! WHAT THE HELL !

Ugh.. I did not let that get to me, I enjoyed the movie nonetheless, it was hilarioussssss! did not see that bear sequence coming. Too hilarious ! I would recommend you to watch it, maybe not in the cinemas, it's really your choice but you have to see it ! (:

XOXO

Sue

Tommy's Farewell Hangout

I am so sad that my only Malaysian friend Tommy who is also my classmate, has left to go back to Malaysia for good.

Sooooo bummed out, i actually felt sad, we been through so much together, he has helped me so much and i would consider us to be really good friends in uni because we really don't hang out with other people besides ourselves. LOL - kinda anti-social i know but you really can't trust people nowadays. I've been through so much drama and shit and he and Jynn has been nothing but nice to me, helped me, comforted me. I can only thank them because I am so blessed to have known them.

Anyway, we went out to spend time together, just the two of us. Had lunch and then desserts. I really miss this dude now.

I can officially say that I have no friends here. It's sad especially when I'm in a foreign country. I guess this is life, we go through life alone most of the time as friends come and go. But definitely keeping in touch until I go back to Malaysia and see them again. SIGH.

XOXO

Sue

Reblogging

hmmm... hello... long time no blog...

lemme recall what i can write...

oh ya... i shot a fantastic horror film, i will upload once i get the digitalized version. it was shot in a cassette tape so my lecturer need to digitalize it before we can get it from him... stay tuned :)

i've had so much laughter this semester, more than all the semesters combined throughout the 3 years. maybe because i've become more relaxed and nonchalant. it helps. i love my production class (especially) ! they are such awesome and sweet people,not forgetting crazy and fun! :)

i got a job at cotton on kids. awesome awesome! god has blessed me so much this semester! PTL ! :)

i'm gonna be done with uni soon, hopefully i pass everything. pray for me pls! thanks heaps.

i can't think of anything else to blog, i'll come back for update maybe. :)

XOXO

Sue

U-Kiss - Amazing

Today, i went to the mall near my uni to get newborn baby stuff for my friend's baby shower.

Met up with a friend and we spent time together which was good.

As i waited for the bus home, a blind man who was standing beside me told me my perfume smelled really good. I was kind of lost for words, i said 'thank you' but i wanted to tell him what perfume i was using but my brain wouldn't function. dammit. anyway i kept saying thank you and smiled.


*knocks own head*

P/S. if you see the title that is unrelated to the post, it means i don't know what title to put so i post the name of the artist and song title that i'm currently listening to while i post this. (:

XOXO

Sue

Destiny Zoe Oh...

I am writing this post in remembrance of my friend's baby... who left us too soon...

Destiny Oh, you will always be remembered, even though I wasn't there to see you, you have touched my heart and I believe you have touched many others with your strong willpower to live.

You came into this world 9 months + ago, but left earth in within 3 days being officially out of your mommy's womb.

I am very sad to see my friend and her husband grieving over their little warrior princess. No parents should experience losing their child, especially if it's their first child.

I pray and believed that God has taken you into his arms, into heaven and into a safe place. You are safe with the Lord and you will be watching your parents up from heaven. I pray that God blesses your family and pray that they can find peace and joy in this time of grieving. Destiny, you really are a warrior princess!

Rest in peace dear girl. You will be dearly missed.

XOXO

Sue

The Dictator Movie Premier

I was blessed with two awesome movie premier tickets to watch THE DICTATOR. My friend couldn't make it so she gave me her tickets.

The movie was hilariousssssss and awesomeeeee. It was way beyond what I expected. I thought it's gonna be trashy like BORAT but no, it was AWESOME !

The jokes were about political issues in countries without democracy and lots of mockery and insults in this movie but it's okay, Australia is partly a free country with freedom of speech so it's all good. 

It is UNCENSORED as it gets. There was nudity in this film and it wasn't censored at all in Australian cinemas. HAHA! 

Best part of this premier experience? When Sacha Baron Cohen walked into the cinemas with his girls by his side and gave a speech in this exact costume and beard, plus the accent was a bonus! It was as hilarious as the film itself. AWESOME !

The part I did not enjoy? I'm sorry but the indian guys sitting on my right, reek of ONIONS _+ B.O. OMG! When I laugh to the movie, I always thought I was gonna die of suffocation. The smell was unpleasant to my nose. D:

Overall, It was a fun night ! Laughed through the whole movie! 

Watch this movie if you enjoy Slapstick comedy! :D

XOXO

Sue

Surprise Surprise! TEEHEE !

BOOYAH! 

WHAT IS THIS?  XD

This is my surprise! I'm so happy with this !

Yes its the TEEHEE Band from Ryan Higa's website. =)

Heh.... I got it 2 days ago but only got the time to upload it now! 

I love it!

XOXO

Sue

Feels Like Winter

You know, it's only autumn now in down under. It actually feels like freaking winter!!

I'm not complaining but it's just that i used to love Autumn because it ain't too cold for me to still wear a t-shirt and leggings. But now...the world is changing rapidly and the weather is totally unpredictable!

There was sun this afternoon but the breeze was freaking cold. The sun didn't last long though and then I was shivering like a wet dog. HAHA!

It's just the BEGINNING of Autumn and Thredbo has already started snowing this year. What is becoming of this world? Down under don't usually snow in Autumn.

Oh wells, time to pull out my winter clothes.

XOXO

Sue

Super Junior - Bonamana

listened to SBS POP ASIA app on my phone today.

it was a replay of yesterday's program, an aussie girl called in to request BONAMANA by Super Junior and she actually sang the song!! 

listening to an aussie singing in korean is way way too weird. TOO WEIRD.

XOXO

Sue

The Moment When...

The moment when you can't decide how to act when a really long lost friend suddenly comes to chat with you... Should I pick up where we left off? Or should I just chat to him as if we're just friends again, as in... just became friends, for the second time?

Awkward......................