Please STOP.

God, I dunno what you're trying to do to me but I begged you to just STOP. 

Please STOP wiping the smile off my face.

My frown grew bigger since I came back.

My tears fall without my consent every night since I came back.

My eyes are dry because the tears dried up.

My heart aches because my world is falling apart.

Lord, I begged you to STOP and help me.

Help and guide me through this tough times, give me strength I pray.

Keep me sane before I break down and tear myself apart.

Please Lord, help me.

Amen.

XOXO

Sue