Wana Share Something from SEE

today at SEE young adults gathering. we didnt have someone over to preach but we decided to split into our boys and girls connect group.so of course my group is led by Monica. she's an awesome person,i love her.

so yeah we read 1 chapter from the book of Daniel..the whole of chapter 3..then we were to discuss about our own experiences of Trusting in the Lord. anyone is welcome to share anything in their life experiences that by trusting in Jesus,we manage to get our feet back up. the saddest story was Becky's one because of her family being torn apart and her dad getting hit by her uncle because of quarreling with her mother and all.i nearly cried when she was sharing how God has helped her despite the fact that she has lost all hopes and always doubted God when bad things happened among her family.

so umm...something inside of me keeps telling me to share my part of the story..its like it keeps on nudging me to share and i kind of know that it is God who is nudging me to share out my story and so i did.

what happened was,when i first came to Australia i kind of hated it here because of how my aunt treats me like some dirt and that i felt all alone over here and i don't have anyone close to share it with and of course many times i told my brother about how my aunt treated me and he of course didnt really do anything to cheer me up or wat-so-ever.so i just have to suck it all in and swallow the whole lump of bad stuff that has happened to me over here,and of course telling my mom is useless. so after two months here i told myself i really should follow my brother to church and Victor has been asking me to go to church too and so i did. and it was still in the same first month that i was attending church and the it was the second time we sang the song written by Paul titled 'God Is With Us' and it really touched me so much that i started to tear but i was also trying to act all cool and tryin to control myself from crying.it was like a message from God telling me that no matter wat happens,he will always be there for me and i never knew such a simple song can stir me up so much. i told them that after meeting them,i felt like i have a sense of belonging to church and that i'm so happy i came to church because everyone is so friendly and caring.it just felt like God has sent his angels down to be there for me. so as i was telling them about this i started to cry(mind u,in the room theres Heidi,Monica, Becky & Me) and i cudnt even finish my sentence because the emotions just keep coming and i just started crying there and of course they all came to group hug me n squeeze me and tell me that they r so happy that i joined their church and that they r happy they've met me and that they love me and at that very moment,i felt like i have a family here.this is how much i love to be around these people. and somehow after sharing it i felt so good and i obviously know it was God who nudge me to share it just now.

after all that,as i was walking home today,i keep telling myself that no matter in wat situation or wat i do,i must put my full trust in the Lord and definitely everything is going to be all right.

P.S. for those who have always follow my blog,u would have read about me sharing about how the song God Is With Us has touched me so much in one of the earlier posts.

Is It?

i've been wondering these 3 days that is it true that guys find that girls who loves kids or plays with kids r actually attractive to them??? i really wana know... hmm...

been wondering about this today because of the things that happened these past 2 days...

well,i duno if i should be excited or just lay back and see what happens..but i do agree with Ching that i should give it few more days or weeks to see how it goes =)

Big Bang's HITE Beer CF Teaser

here is Big Bang's HITE beer CF (commercial film)..check this teaser out! and stay tuned for the full version coming soon!!! =D

itching for more? hahaha..looks cool isn't it??? i like the concept.

Victor & Jo's Wedding

today i attended Vic & Jo's wedding,it was held in a garden at 2pm at Jo's aunty's house. the view was awesome because we get to see the yachts/boats n etc... so yeah riverview. awesome view.

the ceremony began about 2.20pm and the bride looks just like an angel. damn pretty! even the bridesmaid were all very pretty. we started with Ps. Simon's welcome message then with bible readings by Monica,Paul & Ps.Mandy. then after that a prayer by Ps. Mike & Melissa and then the real stuff. Jo was very relaxed until the vows part where she suddenly shed a tear. even i nearly shed a tear. it was beautiful seeing 2 ppl come together and they looked so happy! i sincerely wish them all the best in life.

after the ceremony me and Becky just went into the house there n 1st thing we did was we took off our shoes immediately. i'm telling u,it's not nice to wear heels and standing on the grass. firm ground is good but grass is not cool...lol...later on we got to taking photos of us and the bride n all..hahah..hopefully the photos will be uploaded soon. it's in Becky's camera.

and about 5pm when everyone leaves,the young adults gang went to Firefly cafe/wine bar to have some drinks. i had 2 glasses of water and a glass of white wine. awesome. haha..

i will upload any photos of the wedding as soon as i get it,if not you can see it when someone tags me in it. =)

overall,it was a lovely n beautiful wedding and it was my first experience going to a western culture wedding.

Bought My Dress!!

what do you think? i bought this dress yday in Chatswood! for a really good price! also bought a necklace to match it! =D

i saw a ring that was reduced to $2.99 and i was so stupid to not buy it!! i reli think its very pretty! gah!

No Dress For Jo & Victor's Wedding...

oh my...help me...i dont have a nice formal dress to wear to Jo & Victor's wedding on this coming Saturday!!

i'm wondering if its okay that i wear my black halter neck top with bare back and i'll match it with a long grey colour cardigan on the outside with skinny jeans and high heels n of coz a black colour handbag..what u guys think?? please oh please i need comments.!! im not even sure if its appropriate to wear jeans to their wedding!! prob is i dont have $$ to buy a dress,actually all i need is a cheap non-branded dress!! thats all...but to save cost,i wonder if i can wear jeans!!!! how how how??? eo deokke???!!! macam mana???!!!

Pretty Much About Today...

today in uni my fren Kinnie was sitting beside me in my Australian Media class and also my Linguistics class,she is sooooooo hilarious! like literally. she's a very nice girl from Hong Kong who loves to crap,just like me! XD

so yeah,she told me her cantonese has gotten worst since she came to Australia 2 years ago,even now,shes just learning to speak Mandarin although she did learned it back in Hong Kong but because Hong Kong people dont normally speak mandarin so she ended up not remembering how to speak but only got to speak it when she came here.hahahahah! so i duno why today she was talking to me and kept saying the wrong words and i had to correct her and of coz,laugh at her! hahahahaha! i know im mean..blekkk =P

so yeah,later Yang asked me how to say some words in cantonese coz she wants to learn,then Kinnie looked at me,so i didnt even have to think i already said the word in cantonese.then Kinnie asked me 'is this how u say it?' then i said 'if not how?' then she think for a while and said 'oh yeah yeah' then me & Yang laughed at her. i said 'u're from Hong Kong and cantonese is ur first language u sumo come n ask me,wat lah!!' LOL..hahahaha!

oh and later on during the 30min break,i went out for a while n came back i saw Tsukasa squatting at Mao's place talkin 2 her so i walked up to him quietly and use my purse n softly hit his head, his reaction was he turned around so fast n said 'nan dai yo!' LOL..hahahahaha... so i kept laughing..like literally LMAO...then i said 'nan dai yo!!!' back at him!! hahahha..Mao was just laughing,oh btw,Mao is a japanese girl. hehe.. wats funny is,i kept laughing at his reaction,i mean, out of reflects,he spoken in japanese to me. like LOL.

so later at 4.30pm i decided to go n watch New Moon by MYSELF at Macquarie Centre, so me and Nydia walked to Mac Centre together after class, then u know those like salesman kinda ppl talked to us and trying to promote some organization thingy to help ppl,then he asked us what are our age,so by reflects i didnt know why i said 20 and Nydia said shes 18.LOL! but Nydia IS 18 actually,just me,i'm 21 lol!! so he said if we're not 21 we can't join that thing and we're like 'phew,thats close!' lol...

so anyway,NEW MOON was AWESOME! dont wana spoil it,go watch for urself! haha..

What Happened Today Part 2...

oh oh

i left out a part that i totally forgot to include in just now...

today Yang was looking through my phone and she was looking through the pictures area and saw a lot of DBSK pics *ahem* so she suddenly told me she liked the song Nobody by Wonder Girls..then i started singing to it..the chorus of course..then i think i sang a little too loud *i wan nobody nobody but you,i want nobody nobody but you* ,the korean girl Jessy in front of me turned back n look at me then i started laughing,and she started laughing...then both of us just kept on laughing n i covered my face..Yang was laughing at me so hardddd...damn... so embarrassed!!! LOL

What Happened Today...?

hmm..i went to the bus stop to catch a bus at 11.20am. met the Malaysian guy who lives nearby and he also studies in SIBT with me. hmm... chatted with him all the way till we reached uni. could be the 4th or 5th week i know him. guess wat,i still duno his name.hahahaha! and guess wat,he's fond of the koreans too! wat a coincidence,he told me he reli likes the korean culture,they r very polite n etc..he even purposely wana find a part time job in a korean place...in Chatswood.coz there is like Little Korea,seriously. XD

the rest of the day was alrite,during class i didnt listen much then during the tutorial,we get worksheets,and guess wat,i manage to do 8 out of 9 questions. believe it or not! for sum1 who doesnt listen in class like me,i am actually able to do it.gosh! i surprised myself too.hahahahha...so anyways i left 1 more question duno how to answer la,God help me,i stil hv the past few weeks worksheets hvnt finish,nx week have to pick the best 3 and hand in to lecturer.yerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i dont want....

Excited Feeling...

i just have this very weird excited feeling about Tuesdays. Maybe becuz i know i can crap with frens in class and i will not have classes for the rest of the week after Tuesdays. :D

AWESOME.

and i keep repeating Big Bang feat. 2NE1 - Lollipop MV and also Tae Yang - Where U At MV. God help me. the songs r stuck in my head. permanently.

maybe i might get permanent head damage for listening too much to kpop. Ph.D ehhh? i want!! hahahahahahahaahhahahaa..

ok la,laugh la u...i know u who r reading tis,u're laughing ur ass off isnt it. ok,im blur today,i speak crap. XD

okok stop stop.excited feeling turning to crap. oh CRAP!!

Park Bom You & I Translation

No matter what happens
Even when the sky is falling down
I’ll promise you
That I’ll never let you go

Oh~~~Oh~~Oh~~~oh~~Oh~~~oh~~Yeah~~~

You, When I fell
you held me back up with an unfaltering gaze
And You, through those sad times
held my hands till the end of the world

[Chorus]
I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes and a smile
I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It’s just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don’t ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

Our love has changed a bit by bit just like others
But don’t be sad
Hopefully I will be someone who you can trust like an old friend
and someone you can lean onto
I promise you that I’m be right here baby

[Chorus]
I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes
and smile I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It’s just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don’t ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

I close my eyes lightly whenever I feel lonely again
I no longer fear when your breath holds me
No one in the world can replace you
You are the only one in I’ll be there for you baby

You and I together, It’s just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don’t ever let go my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

Just you and I
Forever and ever..
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i really canot stop listening to this song! it is so nice,the melody,the tune,the lyrics,even the video is interesting! well done Park Bom,well done.

2NE1 Performs 21st Street Musical On MAMA!!

After hearing about Lee Young Woo and Sandara Park's kiss and watching the preview of 2NE1's musical, everyone's been waiting for the actual special stage.

Though MAMA (Mnet's Asian Music Awards) was missing a lot of great artistes, the awards show still was entertaining. 2NE1 didn't fail to show us another side of them. The different members used their solo songs and their group's hit songs to put together a long yet well-flowing medley. Check out the musical!

Seems like 2NE1 could be next up on the list of idols that's done musicals.

Credits to: ALLKPOP

2PM Special Stage At MAMA!!

It was reported earlier that 2PM will be putting on a special performance for their ex-leader Jae Beom who left the group in September.

Well, some were expecting Jaebeom to pop out from somewhere but he didn't. Instead, it was JYP(their manager,producer,songwriter) who appeared in the background as the conductor while 2PM performed Heartbeat. Later on, 2PM rounded up their stage with Again and Again. But if you notice clearly, there was an empty spot left in their second performance which was lighted up, clearly indicating that Jaebeom is still very much part of 2PM. Certainly brings back the memories and a lot of "What if...".

Credits to: ALLKPOP

Brown Eyed Girls & Kara On One Stage?

KARA and Brown Eyed Girls... it's sexy enough to see just one of these groups on stage, but can you handle the two simultaneously? MAMA definitely set its viewers up for a huge surprise when they decided to hold a special Girls x Girls stage to find out! With shock after shock, you've really gotta give it to MNet for really delivering with these undeniably unique stages.

I bet you can't find anyone that can resist the Brown Eyed Girls' allure, and tonight was no exception. After driving in the fanboys (& girls) with Abracadabra, the girls went for the aristocratic look with their comeback song Sign, adding in a spice of orchestra for MAMA. Check out this fierce foursome's performance:

KARA then took the stage with a blast, quite literally - with the rock band Dr. Core 911 playing live in the background, the pop quintet traded its girly, sugary image for a sexier look, donning black leather and intimidating heels. The makeover was practically unrecognizable, but the song choice was far more shocking than the looks - the girls performed a rock version of... Honey?

If that weren't enough, the nine gals topped things off with a surprise collaboration stage with a mash-up of their two big hits, Abracadabra and Mister, making Abra-Mister!

With such awesome stages, KARA and the Brown Eyed Girls truly set out to sweep viewers off their feet... and these gals aren't taking any prisoners!

Credits to: ALLKPOP

G-Dragon & TaeYang Special Performance At MAMA's

Big Bang's famous duo G-Dragon and Tae Yang took the stage by storm in MAMA (Mnet Asia Music Awards) and proved to everyone that they are living the Korean Dream.

A perfect concoction of an ostentatious rapper, a silky smooth singer and dancer, and a song deemed unsuitable for minors made for an absolutely incredible stage. This stage marked the very first performance by the dynamic duo and it surely made fans want more! After checking out the performance, many of you guys will most certainly agree.



They also each performed their own songs:





Credits to ALLKPOP

Tae Yang's Wedding Dress Music Bank Performance!

check-check-check it out! this is an awesome Wedding Dress performance by Tae Yang in KBS Music Bank! to all of you who are living in Malaysia with ASTRO in your home,damn you!! u guys get to watch this performance on KBS channel 303 on Astro!!!! gah! i also wana watchhhh it on tv so that i can blast the speakers!!!! eeeeeee! jealous!!! i soooo missed KBS channel nowwww!

anyway the performance is hot hot! the dance is of course fantastic! no other words to describe Tae Yang too! hahaha...i shall stop crapping now XD

Tae Yang's Wedding Dress Translation Lyrics

I would argue
Then you would cry
As you're struggling, I would only get stronger
My heartaches behind these shadows
My face brightens up as I see your smile
I worry that you might notice my feelings
And I get scared that the gap between us would widen
I hold my breath
Then I bite my lips
Then I pray that she would leave him.

Once the music ends, you'll be with him forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn't come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore

You, who never understood my feelings
I despited you so much
So much, to the point I sometimes would wish a misfortune upon you
But now, my eyes are dry
Now I am talking to myself, it must be an old habit
Every night I would look at myself
And wonder how it turned out like this
I would close my eyes
Then I dream an endless dream
Then I pray she would leave him.

By all means, be happy with him
So I can move on
Please erase me out of your heart
Although I tried my best but, no oh~

I've been living the lies for too long
Yet, she would look at me and smile.

Credits to:

BKJSuh @ soompi for the TRANSLATIONS Lyrics

Some Old Feeling...

how would u feel if u found out ur bf was actually interested in ur best fren in the first place? but then since he cant get ur best fren,he decided to go for u..?i mean,u would have a weird kind of feeling right???

i've been in this situation before but of course the guy didnt even got to first step of trying to get my fren. obviously my bestie thought shes too old for him plus she wouldnt want a guy like him. that was even before i got together with him when she told me but then after that i got together with him and i told myself that i wud get over the fact that he told my bestie he was interested in her first. and believe me i didnt spent a single day with him without thinking he was interested in my bestie first. at the 3rd month of me being with him,i was already thinking of breaking up with him,1 of the reason was that and there r few other reasons of course. but the rship lasted for 6 months and i finally broke up with him. so it was like a big relieved for me. i couldnt be more happier of breaking up with him.

although now we stil remain frens but sometimes i do think back of that fact and i thought to myself,this type of guy is just indecisive n childish.

Introducing Bonnie

here's Bonnie,shes probably the gal that i mentioned the most...hehe..although shes younger than me,shes very mature. oh and she's the one with the glasses on.. =) this is 1 of the photos during her halloween party.

Introducing Church Frens...

ok...i'm posting pics becuz the poll i put on with the answer YES being voted the most. actually not many ppl voted it. but 100% goes to YES so im posting to intro my frens here...


in this photo,from left: Paul & Benny. the two best frens...haha..inseperable..


from left: Anna & Monica (if u read my posts about my life,u wud noticed their names always come up) they are awesome people really.

ok..i actually took these photos from their facebook haha..shhhh... i chose those with more ppl so that i dont have to post so many and i can intro all at once..easier right???

for this photo,from left: Nicholas Chia(chinese+Aussie),Anna, Daniel Reynolds,Monica.. =)

now u all get to see my frens eh? so nx time if i happen to mention their names,u would know which is who. =D