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hey readers,

i posted tis title becoz there might be more random stories about my pathetic life in the near future.

anyway today sitting at home feeling so bored. i don't know why but when i go out whole day with my friends, people tend to keep calling my hp and ask me out when i'm busy outside. but when i sit at home,nobody even fucking cares to look for me. sometimes feel very geram!! grrr..then hor,sit at home time my phone wont even ring..not even message... only sometimes from Hotlink which is so annoying coz Hotlink cant stop sending me stupid prmotion messages.

well, my life stil goes on rite....? despite the fact that i'll always be home feeling boring...applied for few jobs la but then nobody call back. wat the hell,those job i dowan den got ppl call...those that i want and willing to work overtime for does not call me back...i guess thats my luck lah...and really wanna thanks to Hsueh Li who tried hard to help me find job(yes,i know i'm very the lazy) but she is helpful enuf and kind enuf to help me. she even ask her HR Manager whether theres a position for me that i wud like..and of coz her HR Manager said yes but then after i sent my resume,no replies. haih...but nvm..i'm still thankful for her help. sometimes moments like tis ppl shud be really thankful for...

and then my pathetic life stil goes on,i play Pet Society on Facebook EVERYDAY since last week i started it... trying hard to be rich la...persuaded few frens to join la..so send them invitation lor for convenience instead of them finding the application themselves rite... but then theres 1 friend who told me want to join la..like semangat telling me will try loading it la..den after few attempts of failing to load(duno how many times really,but she told me few times) due to internet slowness...according to her is only FB slow la..i duno how true is that la... den she say wil try loading it on weekend lor..so weekend we go out ma,den where got time to load rite...til now lor,i didnt bug her to join nor did i ask whether she loaded the game or not la..coz obviously if i play the game i wil know whether she joined or not ma... but den now i try to send her another invitation again lor coz hope for her to play the game,kenot find her name in the list wor... i suspect she blocked the app la...but she told me she didnt block it..and so fast change topic la coz i told her that her msn sending me virus links la..so she was like 'cham la my msn how ar' and didnt even touch bk on de topic when i asked her did she block the app la..in my heart thinking la 'if u dowan to play,just tel me,i wil stop sending the invitation app,dont hv to deny blocking the app and change topic so fast when i'm stil questioning u la' WTF rite...friends for so long time,kenot talk straight meh..? so sked i angry over such a small thing ar? i more angry if u lie to me la..dont have to tell me dont like the game or wat,just say dont feel like playing enuf la...wtf...i hate tis kind of ppl lor... fucking hate!!!

duno la,actually my mood quite ok wan today coz i slept well last nite..but ruined by tis particular person la... feeling so wat the hell rite now... coz its reli kenot believe ur fren wil lie 2 u wan lor...since known each other for so long adi...and i tell u lar,she know me all my life,not really tell me everything wan...coz according to her 'i tell others' but truth is...if u ask me to keep a secret i will keep..i say i will keep means i keep my promise wan..im not those 'aunty-type' dat 8 ppl's thing adi den go tel others la...so yeah,coz im a person,i make fren wif u i use my whole heart to make fren wif u but u treat me like some kind of fool la...and she judge me coz i tell her other ppl's things/problems.. fucker..i tell u coz i trust u la,i dont simply tell others ma... only u..and only u know those things..i know u damn fucking secretive thats why i tell u la..coz ur own things i know u wont tel ppl ma..so i dont mind telling u other ppl's prob la..i sharing only ma..if u wan judge me like that,i reli hv nothing to say except that u r stupidly selfish lor... and u dont treat me like a close fren lor like i treat u...dat wud make me very sad coz u r my childhood friend...i dont mind now...i will just shut up and listen to all ur stories but will never share my problems or other stories with u unless is a small thing.....i just feel damn down and duno wat to do...

thanks for reading my pathetic life... will continue next time... til then..ciao... and reali thanks for reading..