Inconsiderate Bastards are everywhere....

When work is underappreciated, you'll automatically feel demotivated.

Should you let your staff feel demotivated after having to force them work on public holidays and Sunday when they could be resting at home?

No. 

On another note:

I gave hints that i am heading to the office after the event because i had to drop a colleague off there.

There were 2 other guys heading to the office to drop off equipments but nobody took the hint and offer their help to send my colleague there for me, knowing i live far away from the office. NOBODY. 

I had to turn in to drop that colleague off, turn back into the highway and send my other colleague home and drive my ass home. In what could take about 40mins to drive myself home i took 2 fucking hours instead. 

I'm happy to drive them home but who is gonna pity me because i have to wake up 5.30am the next fucking day and go to work? Inconsiderate people are everywhere. Real bastards. 

What Happens When.....

What happens when your close friend who used to be closed to you like your own sister does not treat you like this anymore?

What happens when you don't feel the same about one friend anymore than you used to? Like maybe you find that person annoying and mean and you do as much to stay away from that person?

What happens when the place you used to stay at and you really dislike it but now after being right where you are, you actually desire to go back to that place that you once disliked because you thought its better than being right where you are?

What happens when you crave love from people and you crave to give love to others but wasnt appreciated back?

What happens when you have changed your goals but people are still expecting too much of you?

What happens when you feel like you have changed so much and worried that people might find you boring?



So many questions, no definite answer.

Worrying about my future and that i dont have enough time. Constantly chasing after time.

Silence = Pain ?

First of all, I haven't blogged in so long as you can see. Not that I didn't want to, I couldn't log in for some reason. Now all that's fixed.......... Here goes....




" Most women use Silence to express pain. You know she's truly hurt when she chooses to ignore you. "

Saw this quote online. Must say I agree with it.

Lately, I feel really fed up with people. I dunno why, I just don't bother putting in the effort to maintain the relationship anymore.

It's really hard to maintain relationships these days, people are so busy with their lives and are constantly on their phones when they're with you. It's like I don't feel the connection anymore. I feel hurt really, cuz I'm getting ignored and I know how terrible it feels.

So I'm just keeping quiet about it. I don't want to be the mean person telling you off and 'teaching' you mannerisms. People are also hard to trust these days, can't tell if they're really concerned or just trying to get information on your problems and probably gossip behind your back. Not to mention superficial as well. Ugh.

Sick of people, sick of life. I don't think I'm going to make it to age 50.

Ah well..... life is such.