hmm...wat to write afta so long nv update??

ahh yes,let me tell u something about me here...

i've just finished my whole 1 and a half year of diploma...currently waiting for calls from company to call me in for internship, but let's c which company would want me...i'm now having low confidence that i wud survive in any company. i've come to realise myself that i'm not a person who can take pressure,i dont know why..everytime if there are lotsa things for me to do and yet i duno how to do that thing,i tend to cry... i know i'm very weak and so.... but really, God help me and give me the strength to carry on... sigh...

well thats a current news about me and what i'm doing at the moment which is rotting at home... >.<