What An Eventful Day! Praise God !

Okay, so today i had an UH-MAY-ZINGG day! 

I woke up 8.30AM to SBS ONE's launch of their new TV Program called SBS POP ASIA where they play 2 hours of non-stop Kpop hits. They said they'd include Japanese,Mandarin,Cantonese,Korean and whatnot but really, it's 2 hours of Korean music videos + maybe 2-3 Jap songs in between.

Jynn was doing her bald cap and Tommy was hogging the bathroom so we're late for church but went to Macca's for lunch anyway. We were lucky it was Birthday Time (?) hour 12PM-1PM so they had the special cheese burger for $1 each, we end up getting 4 and 1 shakers fries with a Choc fudge Mcflurry. Then we went to take a bus to church, we were late for our Life Group by 2 hours. REALLY SORRY! Didn't intend to. SORRY JUNE !!

After Life Group we stuck around camwhoring with random friends we met in church and then had a really quick chat with Jayesslee and Sonia's fiance. Everyone was really nice & friendly !  Janice's boyfriend actually came to me and high fived me ! Part of me was really happy because he now recognizes me as a friend ! Janice came to hug and chat with me, Sonia waved at me and went in for worship practice so didn't get to talk to her ! So after that we left church and went to the bus stop because we're rushing to a Moon Festival at Cabramatta which is like quite far from where we were. 

We were supposed to meet a friend at the festival but we were late thanks to the traffic and the taxi driver that drove so slow. Finally met him and walked around snapping pictures away. There were awesome performances such as the tap dance + hip hop dance, when it is mixed, IT BECOMES AWE..... wait for that word.... SOME. After that, they had a guy named Jason Jackson paying a tribute to the late Michael Jackson by performing at least 7-8 of his songs. My goodness, his moves are so smooth and he remembers every lyric to every song ! But his face gives me the creeps. Oops. Last but not least, we had the pretty ladies of Mahogany from the 2010's X Factor performed about 5 amazing songs with their powerful vocals and perfect harmonizing ! THAT WAS THE BEST PERFORMANCE OF THE SHOW ! They were so friendly and pretty too! After their performance, Jynn & I ran through that little space to the side of the stage and we managed to take a picture with them plus filmed them say something for our next JynneuS video. So stay tuned !

Finally, the BEST and AWESOME part of the day was the Moon Festival aka Mooncake Festival had Fireworks!!!! It's spectacular ! I can't even use words to describe it. Hopefully the pictures won't take too long to be uploaded so that I can update my blog with the pictures ! Till then....

Have a nice week ahead everyone and be nice to one another ! 

P/S. One of the Mahogany girls asked Jynn and I "You girls sing right?"... For a moment we were shocked but then thought that they might have mistaken us for Jayesslee. But we did say YES though! Haha!

XOXO

Sue

Sometimes I really feel like punching someone in the face.

speaking of people not appreciating their God given body and treating it with much respect and value.

today, a "friend" of my friend told her that she's a stupid dumbf*ck.

all because of a small fact/info that my friend doesn't know or hasn't come across. hey,being naive can be good okay?!

her friend just got back with her ex-boyfriend and said that she's horny because it has been so long since they had any action. she said 'she's so horny until her hymen grew back' and my friend believed her that hymen grows back. so she called my friend a 'stupid dumbf*ck.

well, how cheap can you get? calling someone else names isn't gonna make yourself feel better. God gave you a body - holy temple and therefore you must treat it with respect and value. instead you go sleeping around with your boyfriend and god knows who else you been sleeping with?

at least a naive person has more sense and respect for themselves than you.

just because you knew a fact doesn't give you the right to call someone names. and please respect your elders you little twat.

maybe you should go back to school and learn MANNERS.

XOXO
Sue

Annoyed and Fed up.

don't you feel sad seeing how shallow people are these days?

you know, i have a friend that many girls are jealous of and envious of coz she's pretty in and out. but guess what? she told me she wants to do plastic surgery and go on a diet. come on! she freaking does ballet for more than 10 years and as if she's not skinny enough?! DIET? you serious? ASIANS. she has a nice body posture and is THIN,note this i don't use the word SLIM yet she says she's FAT. FAT?? she clearly doesn't know the definition of FAT. ASIANS.

well,i guess the saying is true. nobody is perfect and DON'T JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER. hmmm... why do i say that? because she's very self absorbed. yeah i would use that to describe her. she thinks she's living in a fairytale and she even told her boyfriend that if he propose to her, he has to propose a this traditional restaurant in China and bla bla.. and she said it was her dream.

i don't want to be bitter about people finding their happiness but you know when you have that kind of friend that talks about her partner non stop for 24 hours and that's all you'll ever hear? you know how that feels? i felt like cutting off my ears and giving it to her. not that i'm not happy for her but seriously? SERIOUSLY? that's all you'll talk about? don't you have a life outside of this relationship? and I think I did mentioned before that i hate people going on their phones 24/7 when they're hanging out with you, it's like as if they're hanging out with their boyfriend more than you. DUDE,you hanging out with me or your boyfriend now??????? SO F*CKING RUDE !!!

get a life. ugh..

i get it, she's a millionaire's daughter, she gets to behave like that. we poor people aren't able to behave like that,instead, we HAVE TO be humble. well, screw you.

God is Good.

God has been awesome ! I can never get enough of Him !

When something close to a miracle or a miracle happens, I usually say 'Hey! What are the odds?' Well, the odds are everywhere when God is in control !

Last Sunday, I went to visit a new church called New Life Community Church or NLCC, and honestly speaking, I love it there ! The first day itself, I immediately felt like I can be myself, dance or jump around ! Everyone is so friendly there and so freakinnnggg cool ! Yesterday was my second time visiting the church and needless to say, I made more awesome friends ! My Life Group (cell group) leader is a Bboy dancer !!! And he's a graphic designer ! Say whaaaaatt?! He's teaching us to dance next week ! I'm so excited ! =D

Anyway, I can't believe I've met two people that few hundred thousands of people across the world wished to meet them, I even became friends with them. What are the odds right? It wasn't my dream to meet them because I thought it would be sooooo impossible so I never even once thought about it. I was just a fangirl that met them in the Boombox Tour, then at the City Harvest Church conference where their manager came up and talked to Jynn and I, then at David Choi's Australia tour, now we're attending the same church ! And now, I'm just loving life because God is gracious !! God has blessed me so much that I am so grateful for everything !

Anyways, congratulations to 1 of them for getting engaged tonight ! God bless their relationship with much love and happiness ! xoxo

XOXO
Sue

Thank You Jesus.

I am so blessed.

I can feel God is working in me.

Growing up mentally is the best thing that's ever happened to me.

Meeting new and awesome people is totally awesome!

Having celebrity friends is also a very awesome thing.

Thank you Jesus for blessing me so much. I could never ask for anything else. I love my life despite the little obstacles here and there that gets me upset. Important thing is, I know that I can count on you, God. I love you.

Romans 8:31-32

"What, then, shall we say in response to this? If God is for us, who can be against us? He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all - how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things?"

XOXO
Sue

Woot Woot !

I think the picture speaks for itself? =)

I woke up this morning to find this on Facebook. Imagine the look on my face. O.O

XOXO
Sue

Pretenders?

i hate pretenders.

if you love to pretend so much, why not go and be an actor? you might win the best actor award....

sick of fakers trying to be nice and then start avoiding or backstabbing you for no reason.

oh well, i guess the world is full of this kind of people. we just have to be picky with our friends.

XOXO
Sue

Relieved. Confession.

so everything is cleared up. I told him everything that happened and will happen. never felt so relieved in my life to know that this person is actually wise/mature and good at handling situations. me happy and grateful!

okay. so i got a confession to make. ask me and i'll tell but not here. =)

who knows,after last night,i might even consider him... ?

oh god no..what am i talking about?

XOXO
Sue

God Puts People In Your Life For A Reason.

God puts people in your life for a reason. PERIOD.

Ok, to start off. You guys know how much I am a huge fan of Kpop right?

So,today my uni friend invited me over to her Connect Group and she goes to the Hillsong in Chatswood where it's a Cantonese speaking community.

So I went without having any high expectations. I didn't even know it was a Connect Group,I thought she said her friends are coming over for a gathering and doing some cooking.

We cooked, chatted, laughed, learned, and proceeded with God's word. Did prayers to close the connect group.

So this guy that I got to know, his name is Sai Chung. Well, we call him Sai. Anyway he mentioned that he works as a DJ in a radio station. When he was sending me home, I asked which radio station is he working in, he said SBS under the program SBS Pop Asia. I WAS SHOCKED!

I have been dying to catch SBS Pop Asia everyday but I can't remember the times and i CBB to check. So yeah.

Anyways, back to my story. I was telling Sai about the huge Kpop concert in November and he said "yeah that's why I've been so busy because of this concert. I'm actually co-emceeing the concert." My reaction was like "OMG REALLY!?!?!??!?!??!?!" like i really can't believe it.

So yeah, as I was saying. God works in MYSTERIOUS ways and I believe he put people in my life for a reason. Guess what? Because of my continuous faith in God, He has been allowing me to meet awesome Christian friends that are in different fields of jobs and I can proudly say I have friends doing all kinds of jobs that actually makes my circle of friends SO COOL !!!! You know? At one point I was even thinking is this God's way of taking care of me? Because I can easily get advice from anyone of my friends and God is sort of showing me that there are varieties for me to learn, pick a field that I'm best at and do it !! In a way, God provides CONNECTIONS for me. I love God !!!

There has been 2 GOOD things that happened to me today!! THANK YOU JESUS!! I LOVE YOU! I WILL FOREVER BE FAITHFUL TO YOU BECAUSE YOU HAVE SHOWED ME YOUR GRACE & MERCY AND CONTINUED TO LOVE ME EVEN WHEN I WAS DOUBTING YOU!!!

So kids, do not think there's no purpose or reason to anything. Actually, God has a better plan for you. Everything has a purpose. You may not see it now but when the future unfolds, you'll look back and say "ohhhhhhhh so that's what it is." Trust me, I've been through that and still going through it, only now I'm trying to see the bigger picture in God's eyes.

God bless you!!

XOXO
Sue

Will the opportunity return if it was meant to be?

the feeling was mutual.

i guess part of me knew i but wasn't confident enough.

is it totally my fault? i hope not.

i feel so stupid.

i don't want this to bug me anymore.

will the opportunity return if it's meant to be?

i hate myself right now.

XOXO
Sue

Friends' Visitations.

so my friends, a couple from Malaysia and a girl friend from Adelaide came to visit me in Sydney at the same time. we all grew up together back in Malaysia. they arrived on the 23rd of July and left on the 27th of July.

we have been planning the places to go and visit a month before they came. buying tickets to Wildlife Park, Sydney Aquarium, Sydney Tower & Whale Watching Cruise. our activities were like this:-

Day 1 :

Michelle arrived at 5.30pm and met me in the city near Central Station. Josh & Nancy arrived about 6ish and went to Maroubra straight which is where they will be staying at and have dinner with Josh's dad's friend. I took Mich to Japanese and then we went home.

Got changed and meet up with Joshua at about 10.10pm at QVB and got ready to go clubbing! Clubbed at Star Bar which was great,the crowd was great that night. I was so excited to see them that i hugged them! it's been 2 years. At the club, we each had 3 shots and still wasn't high enough to dance LOL. but we did dance! it was lots of fun. went home at about 1 ish.

Day 2 :

met up in the city at about 11 ish AM. Josh & Nancy were late. had brekkie and went to Sydney Aquarium. fishes are fun to look at. walked all the way to Fish market for a huge lunch where we couldn't even finish our meal. walked all the way back to Wildlife Park. after that we went to Taiwanese dessert (taro balls). after that we walked all the way to Max Brenner for more dessert. Chocolate waffles & Chocolate Souffle. they love it ! and then we headed home.

Day 3 :

met in the city about 10 ish. had vietnamese food for brekkie, it was great! after that i took them to Becasse Bakery and had yummy french desserts and they loved it ! they later left to Whale watching cruise which i didn't join becoz i can't afford it. i ended up wandering around the city myself and that's when Bonnie saw me and came to say Hi. ended up chatting and wandering around with her until her friend Sophia came and we continue walking around and chat. had a great chat i must say.

met them when they came back and we headed straight to dinner because we rsvp for 6.30pm. they met my new friend Shannon which was good. after dinner at Hurricanes where we ordered 1kg of steak to share among 4 person, we had Pancakes for supper. we went to Sydney Tower to check if it was still open but it was closed so we headed home.

Day 4 :

met up in the city and had brekkie at Myer food court, the girls had Thai and Josh had Kebab for brekkie. yums. went to Bondi Beach and then hung around for almost 2 hour ish. had lunch there with ham and stuff, bought ciders and beer for lunch TEEHEE. rushed back from Bondi to city and did the most minimal shopping in a short amount of time. HAHA! trying to fit time in. we then rushed to The Rocks and Circular Quay (where the Opera House is) and then had dinner in The Rocks. after dinner we went to Guylian Cafe for desserts. oh gosh, this time we really couldn't finish. it was yum though. then my friend Samantha came and we left to Lowenbrau Keller for drinks. at least they've tried the German beer i wanted them to try. we then headed home after drinks. we said goodbye to Josh and Nancy because we won't be seeing them the next day. i got a bit teary but tried to hold it in. =)

Day 5 :

Mich and I rushed out,had Kebab for brekkie and then rushed to Balmain for Adriano Zumbo's desserts. IT WAS SO DELICIOUS. Best decision made everrrr. Josh & Nancy didn't come along because they wanted to spend time with their host family so it's just the two of us. went back to the city to slowly enjoy the desserts. Many people were looking at 2 girls carrying 2 boxes of desserts. we bought like 6 cakes and 5 macaroons. one lady even asked us where did we get Adriano Zumbo's desserts. it was that famous. haha. after that we went home and Michelle had to finish packing her stuff and rushed back out to the city because i sent her off at Central Station. i felt like crying when we hugged and said our goodbyes but i hold it in. =)

i went home and had my own dinner and then went to bed at 8.30 ish. i was that tired, my eyes couldn't open anymore and physically i just don't want to move. brain shut down early. haha.

so yeah that's about it but our days were packed coz we tried to fit everything into these few days which is really harddddddddd!

had fun times tho! if i could turn back time,i would do it all over again.

XOXO
Sue

I hate it when...

i hate it when people cancel on me last minute

i hate it when people don't call or text to tell you that they are not going to show up

i hate it when people make excuses as to why they can't reply your texts i.e. i didn't check my phone. REALLY? U FCKIN CHECK UR PHONE ALL THE TIME WHEN U'RE HANGING OUT WITH ME. DON'T FCKIN LIE.

i hate it when people are on their phone ALL THE TIME when they're hanging out with me. Don't they know that it's so fckin rude and anti-social??! learn your manners!

i hate it when people don't listen or pay attention to what you're saying. Dude, i respect you by listening to your bullshit and sometimes i remember what you said and i dunno why so since i'm a good listener you should learn to be one too!

i hate it when people think the world owes them and revolves only around them like nobody else in the world matters except them. go fck yourselves.

i hate it when people show off that they are better than you especially in front of their friends or your friends. dude, nobody fckin cares.

i hate it when people cheat on their partner. especially if the person or couple are my friends. go fck yourselves.

i hate it when people spread false rumours about others or me.

i hate it when people tell me a relationship means nothing to them. like a fling would be something fun. i hate seeing people wasting their lives away and getting AIDS if that's possible.

i hate it when the person who knows you better than anyone else judges you. they have so called claimed to be your 'best' friend but betrays you.

i hate it when people tries to belittle you just so they can feel better about themselves. hey! go fck yourselves.

i hate it when people just assume everything before hearing both sides of the story OR hearing the person out before they judge the situation. they just love to blame it on someone else.


(will update more when i can think of more coz right now i'm just distracted)

The Rain Hasn't Stop

so here i am to rant about the rain that hasn't stop since Tuesday.

on a Tuesday afternoon this week, it started raining. at first it was drizzles and then it just started pouring.

the drizzle and pouring went on and off like as if God is controlling it. so it rained throughout Tuesday and into the night onto Wednesday and then Thursday and then onto Friday and now it's technically Saturday because it's past 12am. Yes,it is still pouring. it has been the coldest and wettest July in i dunno how many years. isn't it awful? i'm pretty sure somewhere has been flooded by now.

there was a helicopter incident further up north not far from where i live. it was believed that 2 people have died. the helicopter crash due to the rain because the sky was so foggy they could not see.

there was also a news where a kid walked into a pothole. the roads were flooded and the kid was walking back after school and he dropped into the pothole and got sucked into it. thank god he came out of another pothole apparently on a different street not far and it was at the back alley of a chinese restaurant. the kid is only 12 yrs old.

see how bad the rain is now? it's hurting people.

God, please stop the rain. Thank you.

XOXO
Sue

Friends Visiting

tomorrow or technically today (coz it's 12.05am) my friends are arriving from Malaysia and Adelaide! I'm uber excited!

they're here to see me of course! =P

Ruth was right,people have probably gave up waiting for me to come back so instead they fly here to visit me!

Actually, i think they're using me becuz they can get free place to stay plus a free tour guide (me). HAHA JK! i really am joking. =.="

anyway, i am so looking forward to it that i'm actually uber excited and don't think i'll be able to sleep! i'm talking about friends that i grew up with whom i haven't seen them in about 2 years ish since i left and came to Australia! gosh,i can't wait! we're gonna have so much fun!

i hope we manage to visit all the places we wanna go to and fit everything into technically a 4 day trip! woah.

God please protect us and stop the rain. We all need your protection. Thank you Jesus.

XOXO
Sue

Jo's 25th.

i haven't been blogging in a while and suddenly i blogged a few posts. not bad eh? quite productive of me! =D

Anyways, went to a surprise party for my dear Jo . she was like WHAT THE?! when everybody started shouting and pop the party popper and etc. i met 1 of my student there because she is JO's niece! heheheh.. she was so shy around me. sigh.. Mikaylaaaa whyyyy! hahaha.. her dad is Jo's older brother!

we had sausage rolls, lasagne, salad, ciabatta (with tomatoes, rocket and cheese),quiche, chicken nuggets and last but not least COOKIES AND CREAM CHEESE CAKE MADE BY HEIDI & ME! =D everyone loved it! including me,it was so delish!

it was a fun filled party. ate so much. Pinar and I just felt like 3-6 months pregnant after that.

i had a glass of red wine and 2 cups of soft drink + 1 cup of sparkling water. i HATE sparkling water but that's the closest thing i could find to WATER. LOL. so i drank that. when i came home i immediately down 2 glasses of water before i came on my laptop. like what the heck.. i'm already so pregnant, and the water just made it worst but meh, i am terribly dehydrated!

XOXO
Sue

New Nine West Heels

Do ya like my new heels?! i got it from Nine West and it was on sale 50% !

i uber love them and shocked myself as to why i fell in love with this pair of heels.

i never usually am a heels kind of person but yeah. this is LOVE.

XOXO
Sue

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2

okay,so last friday i have gone to watch Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2. guess what?

I DID NOT CRY! but i did get all teary just didn't cry as bad as i used to. i must've toughen up =D

the movie was SUPER AWESOME! like FTW totally! but the last part where it's after 19 years could be better with more stage make up on to make the actors look older. it was more comical than story really. they also could've told all the kids names because that's what they did in the book. it wasn't a very good ending because it wasn't as long as well.

anyways, who am i to judge? you should watch for yourself. the overall movie was SUPER AWESOME !





and when did Matthew Lewis aka Neville Longbottom get so HOT?! i mean, i seriously have the hots for him now. gosh..haha! still dorky but i likes! i love dorky guys.

XOXO
Sue

Blog List Gone

something is really wrong with my blog, for the bloggers, you know how when you login, you'd see a list of updated blogs from your friends that you have followed? it currently says "you are currently not following any blogs" on the update feeds area.

WTF?! where's the list gone? I.AM.SO.SAD.

XOXO
Sue

Don't Get It

you know how some people like to say something to get people's attention and then when you comment on it like just to say 'i know how you feel' kind of way, they go all 'yeah but you should try this and that' just to find self pity? or to state that they've experienced a condition worst than yours?

it's sad to see such people hunger for sympathy from their friends. i guess that is how they find their identity in their friends or to get attention.

i don't know what's their deal. to me, they have probably been through a rough week or rough day and they're under stress, that's why they are lashing out like that. poor bastards.

oh well, i guess that hollow in your heart will never be fulfilled by finding sympathy from others. i'm sorry to say that but these kind of people are just sad.

XOXO
Sue

Bridesmaids.

yeah . i just saw this movie tonight with the girls...





it was a terrific movie~!! fantastic~!! u want humour? it's there. u want romance? it's there. basically a very awesome movie~!! in my opinion of course~!!

it's a total must watch chick flick~!! but i'm sure they'll either banned it or censor the first part in conservative countries because of the sex scenes~!! it's a good collectible as well~!! oh and girls,please do not watch it with your boyfriends because it could get awkward.. but watch it with your girlfriends~!! it's awesome and i promise you'll laugh your heads off~!!

haha overall i had a great night~!! thank you Jesus for putting so many wonderful people in my life. I love them. I sincerely do.

XOXO
Sue