Shopping with Yasmine

today i went to the city with Yasmine
we're so keen to do some shopping,well,especially her
for me,it's just the company that matters and i feel contented regardless of what our activities are for the day
so anyways we wanted to eat pancakes from the Pancakes On The Rocks shop but the one at The Rocks was too far away coz i've looked up google and i do know how to get there it's just that it's gonna be a long walk
so we decided to go to the other one in Darling Harbour Mall
when we finally found the Pancakes on The Rocks shop in Darling Harbour Mall,it had a notice on their door saying they'd be closed till Monday coz under some small renovation. OH WAT THE HECK!!
so we walked around finding food with our empty and growling stomachs and finally settled for Grill'd
they sell grilled healthy burgers. so yum.
mine was Mustard and Pickle..it has lean beef,dijon mustard,pickles and lettuce and tomato of course!
it was uber delicious and huge!
so after we had our lunch,we went shopping in the mall.
i bought 1 nice top that is suitable for dinners,i'm so happy with this top coz it only cost $15 haha!
then i bought 1 Eiffel Tower necklace that cost $10!!
later i went to Sportsgirl and bought 1 cute polka dot sling bag for $29! hahah!
good bargain! anyways,me and Yasmine are always good at finding bargain stuff! hehe!
Yasmine bought 3 tops all together!
later on i went to Jynn's place to collect my comb bcuz i left it there!
Tommy insist that me and Yasmine stay for dinner because he is making Nasi Lemak!
btw,it is Yasmine's first time eating Nasi Lemak and she liked it!! wooohooo! convert a HK to Msian!! weeee~
after dinner we went to the Night Market in Chinatown although it was drizzling!
i wanted to buy Emperor's Puff but Tommy bought it for me...so i didn't have to pay anything! =.="
after that i bought soy bean milk! yum! i was craving for it for a long time!!
then me and Yasmine left and walked all the way back up to Town Hall and she took the train back to Rhodes from there
i had to take a bus back from QVB (Queen Victoria Building)~ it was gooood~
had quite a fun day! my legs are tired from walking too~ hehe~

Dream Number 2

i have yet once again dreamt of him.
what the hell man?
its a very sweet dream mind you
but...... if it's gonna be just a dream..God,why did you allow me to dream when it doesn't come true???
it's just a torture to my heart.
i want these dreams to stop if it ain't gonna come true.
please God?
God,I need you now and everyday~ please don't play jokes on me anymore.
i'm afraid my heart cannot take it one day.

Dream?

what is happening?
have my feelings gone abroad?
too much!!!
until i dreamt of you.
i have never dreamed of anyone in this way before it's just kinda wrong!!
to me at least!!
i do not know what's going on with my conscious self but this has gotta stop!!
if i see him on Sunday,how am i suppose to react now?
i'm scared.
God help me! God bless me.

A Day with Keilah

i know Keilah has previously left me some bad impression but that doesn't stop me from being her friend
she's still a very nice person to be around with :)
anyway she's really closed with my church guys and i've found out a lot of things from her actually.
not very good stuff but yeah..
apparently some of the girls said to her that we girls cannot and should not hang out 1 on 1 with any guys in the church
like what the hell? from where i came from (Malaysia) we don't even have a rule for that.
who says that?
how shallow.
anyway i spent the whole afternoon and evening with her i really enjoyed it
she takes really good care of me like seriously! she's wife material although she's younger than me
anyways,2moro i'll be hanging out with her the whole day too
she plans to bring me to Kirribilli for breakfast and hopefully i'll be able to take some good photos :)

Priviledged

you know what?
i feel priviledged because i once had coffee with Anna Bradley and Heidi
and Heidi once said that she has many good friends but there are friends that are good with her when they see each other but she never hangs out with them?
so what i'm saying is i saw Heidi wrote on my paper that we should hang out for coffee or shopping i feel so priviledged that she actually wants to hang out with me!
no doubt i've been staying with her for 6 days few weeks ago and hanged out alot with her and she is a lovely lovely,sweet girl
and i feel that Scott is soooooo lucky to have her as his girlfriend. like seriously!
if i'm a guy,i'd be sooooo jealous of Scott now!
plus she's really pretty! anyway,thats not the point!
my point is...............
i also feel priviledged to have known C3 church people because they are a bunch of lovely young people and although our young adults group consist of maybe 30+ people,we all love each other and treat each other like family in Christ! that's love!

Encouragement!!

oh today i have the most sentimental and emotional and one of the best SEE day ever!
today's discussion was about ENCOURAGEMENT!
i want you readers to think whether you have encouraged someone today? this week?
anyway Monica came up with this game where each of us(9 girls) are given a piece of A4 paper and we're supposed to write our names in the middle and pass the paper around for everyone to leave an encouragement comment on it!
each paper should consist of 8 comments.
when i got my paper back i wanted to read it but i know i'd probably start crying so i folded it and shoved it into my bag and came home and read it!
true enough,i cried. it's tears of joy so don't worry! :)
they're so sweet and what they wrote is so touching!
and i just found out,a few of them wrote that i give the warmest hugs! wow i didnt know that! :D
now i do!

so readers,always think of words of encouragement to say to others,you'll never know whose day you've brighten up or given hope to someone who is feeling real down and dead end.
the thing with Asians is we're always so negative and we tend to bad mouth people or say mean things to each other!
can you for once,not be so shallow and try to help others by saying something encouraging? i know i've been doing that the moment i met these lovely people from church because they say the sweetest things!
i'm making this my goal for life to keep saying words of encouragement to others! be it a stranger or people i know! I MUST ENCOURAGE AND GIVE HOPE!
i know i need a lot of encouragement and hope right now and also,if not for my church friends i think i would've long given up to stay in Australia and carry on this journey because i know God put them in my life for a reason and i know God has great plans for my future and imma live it up to God!
Praise Jesus! Amen!

Tiring Day @ Uni

having a very big uni with huge compound is not FUN.
it only makes your uni look good but when you are really running around,ITS NOT FUN!!

i went for enrolment today
sat for the preparation session,talking at the back with Legolas and Jack,never paid attention
went for the academic advising,my surname starts with L so have to be 12-1pm.
waited with the others.
found out that i need to waive a subject because stupid SIBT that i studied in did not offer ICOM100
and i took ICOM101 last semester
i'm in my second year and i need to take ICOM201 and ICOM203
to take these two subjects you need a pre-requisite of ICOM100 and ICOM101
to get the waive approval we need to get someone to sign the form from Y3A building which is located SO FAR from where we are
so me,jack and fiona and Nydia went to find the person in charge to sign our forms
while looking for the person,we bumped into Daniel and Sherraine
so all of us got her to sign and went back to E7B building which is like SO FAR.
then finally went to do the enrolment in the labs
from downstairs go upstairs then come back downstairs twice and went back upstairs finally to enrol. wtf la wei...

finally the nightmare is over then had to walk all the way to another building to do student ID.
wtf wei..i look like shit already now u call me do student ID?
fine la..not the prettiest ID ever it sucks like hell!

Jo's Birthday Tea Party/INCEPTION

today was like the epic-est day ever
i asked Paul for a lift to Jo's house but he didn't reply so i ended up getting a lift from Anna Bradley
me,Anna Bradley and Anna Stewart in the car on our way to Jo's house
suddenly a policeman stopped us
we were shocked,questioning each other what we did wrong...
the policeman came out of the car and said 'your passenger(Anna Stewart) was putting her hand out of the window and do you know that's illegal?'
we're all like... 'errr no?'
anyway cut the long story short,he didn't give Anna Bradley a fine ticket but let us of with a warning. phew..

we reached there,there was tonnes to eat
3 types of tea,cupcakes,brownies,oreo cheesecake,4 types of sandwiches,nachos with corn relish dip,finger bread with choc cream n strawberries on top,tiramisu..... im not sure if i've left anything out..
later on people started sleeping,like Blair(coz fever),Monica and Severine.
about 5ish we decided to go for a movie at night in Chatswood.
we bought INCEPTION with Xtreme Screen and we're sitting the 4th row from the screen because the cinema was full.
damn. but thank god it didn't strain my neck. the movie was indeed EPIC.

Macquarie Centre

today,after the Orientation and the hell of going to 3 counters,i went to Macquarie Centre myself.
i went and bought cough drops,but it's not exactly a cough drop? it's like a Eucalyptus + Honey sweet that soothes the throat and relieves the nose? LOL
anyway,i took 1 and now i'm coughing even more! geez.
so i went and wait for the bus home after walking around..
oh i bought a longggg grey with white stripes scarf for $9.95! WIN.
while waiting for the bus home,i saw a chinese dude waiting for the bus as well
his eyes damn sepet wei..then the specs is a big square frame (make the eye even smaller! gee,i so bad)
then i suddenly thought to myself (this is an inside joke)
once after me and Alyssa yumcha at KOPISTREET (this used to be 1 of our yumcha spot in Rawang)
i think there was a few more people with us,i think it's Chin Phang,Tallan and Zhen Kai
when we going up her car,she suddenly asked " i wonder those mata sepet people see things is it half of our vision?"
then me and Aly started laughing and asked Chin Phang whether his vision is like that! hahahahaha~ so stupid~
now i think back also laugh like hell! hahahahaha
so ya,just now i was laughing silently to myself.. WTF LA WEI,DONT DO THAT IN PUBLIC,PPL THINK U CHI SIN!

Orientation

today is my Orientation day!
i went because i'm just doing my duty as a uni student. see? i'm a good girl =P
i drag my friend along,initially she didn't want to go hahahaha~poor Anita
i woke up earlier before my alarm rang..
took the 8.30 bus and i'm off!

in the orientation i met many of my previous friends from SIBT,so happy.
although many of them didn't attend because they are still back in their home country (this is call LAZY)
many of them will be arriving tomorrow!
after the orientation they said we are to follow the mentors to tour around the uni
but me and Anita quickly ran off lol...c'mon,i've been here 1 year,it's not like i dunno the uni right?
anyways,there was free lunch and i'm sure its those hot dogs etc...the usual grilled stuff.
i'm too sick to eat any of those anyway.
so i went to settle some of my stuff.
according to SIBT(my previous institution associated with my current uni,Macquarie University),they've sent me the Diploma convocation which i'm not going so i am to fill up the form on how will i collect my testamur(Dip Cert)
so i went to the counter to ask if they have the form,i told them i don't have a printer,i really don't but i'm too lazy to ask my brother to print it for me haha!
funny enough,the girl took my student card and print it and i had to write there that i will be collecting it personally from the SIBT Reception counter. haha! 1 thing settle for now!

on Tuesday,as you all know,i've been to see the doctor and i need to claim back the $$
so i went to the Overseas Student Health Cover and take the Claim form, 2nd thing settle! :)

so i went to the Macquarie International counter to enquire about my eCoE because i have not receive it although they told me they've already emailed it to me.
they took my student ID and name and then told me that they will send it today,so okay!! 3rd thing settle! (I THOUGHT)

i came home,checked my email, the SIBT Staff sent the wrong eCoE to me!!
it was for a Korean girl name Lee So Yeon
DEI! my name is not LEE SO YEON!!!!!
and i check the subject there, they forward it to SO YEON and ME!!
wtf? what a mistake! how can you forward 1 eCoE to 2 person? STUPID?????
even if i am TWINS with that girl,we won't have the same name right? STUPID!!!
i was so furious i tried calling up Macquarie International but i guess the office probably closed at 3pm.
so i emailed them with the reply that i received the wrong eCoE...
DEI,MONDAY MY ENROLMENT YOU NOW SEND ME WRONG eCoE,WANA DIE AR?!
of coz i didn't say that but i was really furious and wanted to yell at them LOL!
ppl late payment,you chase ppl for money very fast la! now ask u send 1 eCoE form that IS ASSIGNED to me,u sent me wrong one. STUPID?????

Thank god just now i checked my email again and i received their reply. they apologize for the confusion and delay they will resend it.

SIBT,you are lucky you replied my email loh,if not i personally will give you a taste of hell on Monday!!

'Coincidences' or 'Everything Happens For A Reason' ?

have you guys ever experienced many things that you think 'hey,this is a coincident' or just think to yourself 'hmm..everything happens for a reason.'
as for me,i'm a Christian and i of course think that everything happens for a reason and that it is what God has planned out for me.
there are a lot of things i've been thinking about since last year but i never told anyone about it.
not even those i chat with everyday on MSN.
i'm sorry but i just don't want you guys to judge or think i'm crazy,that's all.
but yeah..it all comes down to what i believe in which is 'everything does happen for a reason'
i just dunno what the reason is ..
i wished i knew,i wished i had answers to all the stuff that has been happening...
what is God trying to tell me?
is God answering my prayers in many ways that i still don't believe what is happening? LOL
oh God,please give me a more specific answer.
i realized many things happened at the right time and this actually scares me a little but at the same time i feel good..
all i'm doing now is going with the flow and hope i don't get too caught up with it
i guess i just refused to believe what is going on because i don't want to be wrong about it?
also,i don't want to keep my hopes high just in case i get crushed badly.
sighs. i need to learn to take risks. somebody help me?

Testimony? Me?

2day i went to SEE,was in charge of the Multimedia
Monica saw how sick i was and made tea for me,she's so sweet!
after drinking 1 cup of green tea i was feeling sooooo much better
but later Heidi made Chocolate Fondue
damn it,i forgot and ate a lot of choc dipped strawberries,it was darn good
then i made 2nd cup of green tea
thats when it all started
i started to heat up,i felt a fever coming on
shit lahhh~ feels like death now,i rather die lor!

it was testimony night today and 4 ppl went up and share how they came to Christ etc
i was sort of chosen b4 but i keep telling Victor i got stage fright
geez...i think next year i kenot run away from it..sure choose me to share
now i'm thinking what to share? =.="
i can say my knowledge of the bible is really poor but getting better la
just that i cant remember alot like other ppl do.
i'm so afraid now.

Can't Click

u know the feeling of making friends with guys? (in girl's view)
it's like,when ur fren intro u to their fren
u chat a few times and instantly u will click and be frens rite?
i mean,even if it's not the bestest of frens but at least comfortable to be frens rite?

i dunno y but i have this feeling of him since the day i first met him
it's like,there's something in between blocking us being frens?
i'm trying my best to chat and be frens
yet he holds back,seems reluctant but when he talks to me is like total respect lah
i mean,i've seen him with other ppl,even when he first know ppl
he talks to them comfortably and treats them like frens
but why not me? did i do something wrong or did he not like me as a person?
i mean,i click with almost every person in church,even if we're not close
we still have something to talk,greet each other nicely and stuff and feel comfortable
it's just him,its like u can see and feel this tension
and then sometimes he's uber nice to me,friendly and is like glued to me
and sometimes he just seem distant like trying to avoid me,even avoid eye contact and stuff
its just weird.
he is just confusing and i hope he treats me nicer now,it's been 1 year we know each other yet i feel like we're strangers.
i can say i feel comfortable being myself around him now it's just him that is having this tension thingy.
gah!

Cough Til I Drop

it all started around yesterday arvo
i had 3 pieces of Twirl chocolate and i guess i didn't drink sufficient water
i started coughing by 3pm onwards
initially i wanted to take my dinner before church like i always do
but i was coughing so bad i cbb
so i went to church,saw Keilah on the way,went and get mochas for ourselves
went to church,couldn't sing,kept coughing
after church,i came home and the cough still hasn't stop
i didn't have appetite to eat my dinner
so i changed into my PJs and came online
chatted till about 1am and decided to off
hungry like shit..but can't eat
i just felt like vomiting
so i drank a cup of warm milo and thank god i didn't spew it out

i manage to sleep at about 1.30am i guess
woke up about 6am
the cough came again
i tried going back to sleep but my mind is wide awake
so now is 10.15am and my warm milo is beside me
i can't eat anything else for breakfast
no toast,no chocolates,no dairy stuff,no instant noodle
because i'm feeling heaty that's why.

just great lah!!! i have to even canceled swimming with Freddie because of the cough!

Back? Yes? Please?

Me: mummy i wana go backkk!

Mum: you check when your holidays start first.

Me: ok!

Mum: you know how to transit from Melbourne or not?

Me: easy lahhh,dunno den ask ppl la..

Mum: you sure ar? later you lost already dont cry ar..

Me: =.="

that was my conversation with my mum on the phone just now
well part of it
anyways i need to try hard to force my mum to let me go back!!
i missed the familiar faces
people i love
my loves.
i need baking dates!!!
i need to see some people
desperately.

NOTHING HAS BEEN CONFIRMED. DESPITE THE CONVERSATION.

SingStar!

today i went over to my bro's place to hang in the afternoon
remember i said that my lappy got infected by virus?
well i thought today i shall bring it to my brother to fix it
when i start my lappy everything was fine
it was like it never was infected
i can open AVG and everything else
i was so happy it was like a miracle
i even asked my brother 'did you fixed the computer?'
he said 'No.'
hahaha! anyway cheers to my bro's lappy for staying strong and it's already almost 7 years old

anyway around 5pm i went over to Hannah's which is just next door to my bro's
we played Singstar because Hannah was so excited of having a go at her new Singstar cd
we sang many songs but it was pretty hard wei!!
like especially the Lady Gaga's song Bad Romance and Poker Face
crazy hard! it's like we don't have time to breathe!
after we sang 1 song Hannah said 'breathe!!!'
LOLL!! it was fun though!
i like Singstar now!

Jynn's Place @ City

i came to Jynn's place to stay on Tuesday and will be going back today (Thursday)

the reason i came here was to get away from my stupid psycho aunty

i love coming here and i think i will do it quite often because i realised this is when i get to be myself,u know?

being able to speak Manglish here is quite fun,it's funny because i haven't spoken it for a long time (aside from chatting online which doesn't require my voice)

best part is i kinda suck at Manglish now,wtf? i'm all mixed up?

i've been hanging out with the Aussies for a long time before i came here..

that was like few months back since the last time i came here

it's so comfy here i get to be myself mentally wise

also,it's not so cold in the city for some reason

i live in a suburb and that freezes my ass off.

i wish i don't have to go back to that shit hole to see my aunt again..EVER!!!

she ruins everything for me

especially my happiness

she's so good at ruining my mood and taking away my happiness,every single breath of it

anyway enough about her

on Tuesday, me and Jynn went to watch Eclipse(my 2nd time) and then we went walking around and then went back home to rest

Jynn had to attend a dance class at 6.30pm and after her dance class came back to wash up and we're off to our 2nd movie Karate Kid

and i tell u,that movie is a BLAST!!! it is just AWESOME i will definitely buy the original dvd to collect!! Jaden Smith is just too cute!! and i love Jackie Chan too!

then yesterday(Wednesday) we did not know what we want for lunch and ended up in SUBWAY

i tell u,SUBWAY is officially my happy meal haha!

then we went to sing KARAOKE!!!

we initially plan to sing 3 hours and pay for 3 hours at Green Box

but the guy said 'if you pay for 2 hours you get 1 hour free!' and we're like 'AWESOME!'

so it was $12 per person,$6 per hour.

we freakin sang our hearts out and by almost 1 hour we were losing our voices!!

but we kept on singing til almost 5.30pm and the thing stopped and we're like 'no more adi???'

=(

hahaha,after that went to look at some clothes,bought some clothes and went for dinner at an Asian Food Court

funny enough,2 malay-look alike guys sat at the table next to us

the moment they open their mouth to talk,it was Manglish,they talked about Melbourne and Teluk Intan.

me and Jynn was like looking at each other trying not to laugh

its like,out of so many ppl,it had to be Malaysians.so funny

and they are both malays and i wonder how are they gonna order their food?

there's so much pork everywhere lol!

oh we also bought loads of bread home! yiippeee!

anyway thats all for now

i may not be updating very often as my laptop is still badly infected by virus and hasn't been fix yet.

=)

Can I Choose?

why do i have to have a stupid cold hearted aunty as my family member?
i wish i can choose my relatives.
i would swap her anytime.
she's not the kind generous 'i want to help people' that kind of person.
she's a total bitch.
like seriously.
all she thinks about is 'me,myself and i' only.
i really kenot tahan anymore.
i feel like running away.
today,for some reason i get scolding from her about everything that doesn't make sense.
i should say why am i in this family?
instead of helping you out and encouraging you.
they judge,scream,shout,yell at you for nothing and say you're useless!
best part out of it?
i'm crying now.

Sev's 21st Surprise Party @ Monica's

Monica is really sweet,she organized a surprise party for Severine, a girl who came back to Sydney from Switzerland
i have no idea how she got to know C3 but i guess maybe she studied here and attended C3 in Lane Cove.
so anyways she has came to Syd for a month and this is her 2nd week here i think
it's her birthday hence the surprise party

i had already asked Heidi for a lift when i was staying with her
so the plan is on and by 7.30pm i received a text from Jo asking if i was coming bcuz Sev's gonna arrive and there's not many people yet.
so i said i am getting a lift with Heidi and she texted back and say get a lift with Sean(my bro) because Heidi takes ages.
so i call my bro and he's following the Mitchell's and their car is full so i still have to wait for Heidi.
i left around 8.30pm and reached there maybe 8.45pm
everyone was there already including Sev except for Paul and Daniel.
me,Mon,Jo,Hannah,Clouds went to play SingStar while waiting for the 2 boys to arrive
the guys are all sitting outside talking and drinking wine while eating snack
i had few pieces of chocolate and wine.
there was mulled wine (variations of which are popular around the world, is wine, usually red, combined with spices and typically served warm.) and also normal wine
i drank normal wine because i can't be bothered with the mulled wine although i should try it next time hehe

so we played SingStar and i had 2 go's at it and i went out with Hannah to refilled our glasses so i sat there chatting with Scott and Victor and then the 2 boys walked in
so i went in to tell Monica and she went and prepare the cake with candle hehe..
she walked out singing happy birthday and all followed.
it was so cute because it was all cupcakes ,very beautiful and with a candle there in the middle.
after that we all took 1 cupcake..yummy!
and then the girls went on to proceed with the SingStar...i had another go..
after all the yelling and screaming in there,i guessed the guys was curious and walked in..
so now we have everyone in the room!!!
so they all each had a go and the guys,especially the 4 who are more active,crazy,hyper were Daniel,Paul,Bennie and Scott was basically crazy!!
four ppl using 1 mic battling with Monica and Anna..like the guys are practically yelling and singing with their low voices just crack me up~!
Paul kept wanting to rap and battle with Benny and when Monica chose the rap song for them,both of them gave up and Paul kept pointing at me telling Benny that i could rap this song coz his mic has been passed to Daniel or Scott and Benny was finding someone to sing for him LOL. so i got tongue tied halfway and pointed to Monica then Benny ran and gave his mic to Monica so in the end,Benny won thanks to Monica because the SingStar belongs to Monica which explains why she knows all the songs in there and sing perfectly,she practically played it a million times.lol

by the end of the night everyone practically lost their voices coz of singing so loud and shouting and screaming LOL.
it was SO MUCH FUN. i would love to have this kind of party again especially with the SingStar being the centre of attention..LOL

Taeyang - I Need A Girl (Dance Version)

OMGAHHHH! here's the DANCE VERSION of TAEYANG's I NEED A GIRL!!! DO CHECK IT OUT!!! SANDARA will play his dancer instead of his dream girl/girlfriend like in the previous version.

you also get to see the shirtless Taeyang in the starting as he sings to You're My before I Need A Girl comes in.

Yolanda Be Cool & DCUP - We No Speak Americano

i'm recently addicted to this song.
the first time i heard it i already fell in love with it
because it is so cute
it's in spanish
and the video is funny
hahahah reminds me of Charlie Chaplin kind of movie.
but it's darn nice.
do check it out ok?! :)

here's Yolanda Be Cool & DCUP - We No Speak Americano

Taeyang Performs on Music Core

more hot performances from Taeyang's new solo album SOLAR on Music Core.

first we have I NEED A GIRL feat. G-Dragon and JUST A FEELING, another catchy song from his album.

it's no wonder he's in the iTunes R&B chart on second place after Usher.

with his smooth and sleek dance and that voice, he's sure to capture the hearts of many.

Taeyang Needs A Girl on Inkigayo

Taeyang performs I NEED A GIRL on Inkigayo...
awesome piece of performance by the man himself and partner G-Dragon!!

hotness!

Scarlett Belle - Closure

want to introduce you guys to an Aussie duo,dunno if you guys have heard of it but yeah

they are called Scarlett Belle - Closure

check out their video at youtube,here's the link:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P2qcI0Y-Bks&feature=PlayList&p=7677B1C15ED12512&playnext_from=PL&playnext=1&index=37

hope you guys like it because i'm really into this song =)

JaeBeom - Nothin' On You

here's a recent video of ex 2PM leader JaeBeom.

he sang the cover for B.O.B's Nothin' On You.

i like it,do check it out because he'll be releasing a cover of this song in EP soon.

Super Junior - No Other MV

Guys, learn those tricks when u want to impress your girlfriend,or confess for that matter.

i wish i can find a guy as sweet as them... hearts~

i present to you Super Junior with their new single titled No Other. =)

Freaking-ish-ly Weird

today i went to uni
as i reached Lane Cove
i had to walk a distance before i reached the house i'm staying with Heidi in.

as i was walking down the slope
there was this old lady walking towards my direction
she smiled at me and opened her arms so i smile and stopped and she put both her hands on my face
then she gave me a hug
so i of course gave her a hug
and she said 'give you a kiss,have a good day'
so i said 'you have a good day too!'

it's weird but kinda in a sweet way,get what i mean?
i dunno,it's just.... oh my goodness.. LOL
it's the first time something like that happening to me.

Fudge, the Labrador.

oh did i mention that there's a huge labrador living with us?
her name is Fudge.
very cute but very .... errr...
shes smart.
i took her out for a walk once to the shops,i nearly died.
she pulled me...
when she sees other dogs or whatever..she'll like run towards it..
to hold her back is like eating the life outta me
she's huge.

also one time,i sat in front of the heater
she came and sat in front of the heater,like in front of me.
damn it,block all my heater.
i was cold. =(

Tea/Baking Date on Sunday

as those who read my blog,you probably know i was going over to my fren's place to stay and have a baking date with the girls on last Sunday.

so in the morning around 8am Heidi called me and literally woke me up =.="
i left my apartment around 9.15am and reached the house here at 9.25am.
after we arrived,Heidi made me breakfast then we sorta dilly dally and chatting till like 11am then left to the supermarket to buy the baking ingredients.
freaking lots of flour,butter,choc sprinkles, eggs. gah..
came back and rested till almost 12.30pm then Clouds came, then Anna then Hannah.

Clouds just slept on the couch in front of the tv.
Anna helped melt the choc and cut up pecan nuts for brownies.
i was busy making the cookies,mixing the stuff.
Heidi was busy mixing the ingredients for Rum Balls.
around 2pm Anna and Hannah left
so it's just me and Heidi making everything =.="
we spent time till 5.30pm manage to make Rum Balls, Choc Brownies, Banana Bread, Choc Chip Cookies and cup cakes in 3 flavours.
mannn we're like exhausted but happy!

after chuch all the young adults came over and had those cakes!
happy to see ppl eating or gorging down cakes lol!
they also brought their own dinner..
they all left at 12am.
EXHAUSTED!!
coz me and Heidi and Keilah end up cleaning up everything like WHOA.

Best Friends Again?

what would you do if your ex best friend or the person you thought was your best friend has hurt you and chose to ignore and remove/block you out of her/his life?
let's say you've moved on,doing terrific even without her existence in your life.
you've even deleted her number off your mobile because she/he has made his/her decision not to contact you anymore.

after that couple of months,you received a text message from him/her asking how are you.
what would you have done?
ignore? reply?
what would you have said if you reply?
what would you do if he/she asks you out to hang??
would you be honest and tell him/her about how you feel?
or hide away your feelings?

i'm not ready to talk to her.
i want to avoid saying the wrong things in case it offended her.
i want to be honest about my feelings.
and of course, i've totally forgiven her for all she's done but am i ready?

Taeyang - I Need A Girl MV

check out Taeyang's new video. it features G-Dragon rapping and also Dara from 2NE1 playing as his girlfriend or rather his ideal girl.
he really just had to go shirtless and make me drool. argh...~ also,G-Dragon looks good as well.so digging the nerd hairstyle lol. awesome~!!
also,this song actually reminds me of Ne-Yo or Usher kind of style. which i like alots~!!!

Epic? No?

today helped aunt in the kitchen for dinner
because relatives are coming over for dinner
we made rendang only to turned out like curry
as you ppl know,Australia doesn't have fresh santan like Malaysia
not as lucky as you homosapiens ppl la
we normally buy the canned santan
so today my aunt took out 1 can because gonna use later for the rendang and to boil coconut rice(nasi lemak style)
so when she opened the can of santan that says 'coconut milk' and suppose to be a thick liquid
turned out it hardened like as if you put santan in the fridge and it comes out hard.
all because of the bloody cold weather =.="
so me and my aunt just stood there laughing like stupid until we figured that we'd throw some into the rendang coz it will defo melt in the boiling curry sauce
then the rest we put it into the rice to boil,thank god not fully hardened.
then later we wanted to add the kerisik paste(coconut paste + brown sugar) into the rendang and when my aunt cut open the packet,also hardened =.="
bloody cold weather,gonna spoiled everything soon! lolll

then later about 10.30pm i went into my room and when i opened the door
it felt like i've just walked into Antartica. bloody shit so freaking cold
then i checked,my aunt went and open the window because there was glaring sun in the arvo and we wanted the clothes to dry and also to air the room
she forgot to close it!! so have i!!
damn it..
so anyway i closed the window and went and took a shower and when i came in it was still very cold
i had to blow dry my hair anyway so thankfully after blow drying my hair,i felt warm..

man,damn epic day rite??! =.="

oh also,Heidi will be picking me up tomorrow arvo to the house she is house sitting in and i might stay there for a few days. we'll see how it goes. if i do stay there then i think i won't be online for a few days.
ciao~

Gift of Joy

i'm happy that you're happy.
i like seeing people happy.
especially the expression when they received something as a present that they really like a lot!
those are just the priceless expressions!
i love giving stuff to people whenever i can!
just to see that smile across their face or the fact that i know they went bonkers over the thing because they are too happy by receiving it,satisfies my soul!
seriously, its a gift of joy. hehe~


anyways hope you like the gift!
you know who you are *wink*

Live with Heidi

received a text message this morning from Heidi saying that by 11am tomorrow,i can go over to the house that she is house sitting at and live with her for a week!
i'm so excited about it but i dunno why i texted her back saying i'll come on Sunday for the baking and tea date at her place and live with her from Sunday onwards haha~
oh wells,i guess i loved my bed too much to leave it.
and also,i might stay there till Thurs or Fri next week so i maybe won't online till i'm back.
teehee XD