Don't Hesitate..

u know what? i just came back from my young adults meeting and i suddenly open up my view and look from outside the box..maybe becuz everyone was treating me so nice i just started to feel like that..

u know how in Malaysia people aren't that friendly when u first meet them? i mean,they don't go 'how do u do?' or 'how are u' at first meeting right? but the people here do that,i mean when u think of it,although if they say 'how are u?' everytime it will be meaningless,but think again, once u say 'how are u?' u will start to get response from people,like they will open up to u n say 'oh it hasn't been a really good week for me' and things like that and then the conversation goes on... but thats a good thing. coz if u think like if u just say 'hi' to ur frens whenever u see them and not even giving them a hug, what if the world ends tomorrow and it will be too late to care for ur fren or show ur fren in a way that u cared..i mean,everyone in this world wants to feel that at least SOMEBODY cares for them right? what if someone is having a bad day and also having problems at home at the same time and u said 'how are u' and they open up to u about their problems? wouldn't u feel good that u maybe helped someone by listening to their problems or show this person that u cared? won't u want to feel like that too when u're down? think again,it might be a good way to reach out to those who are in need and troubled people. in a way,u are doing something good.

so do not hesitate anymore,always ask ur fren 'how are u' even if u see them everyday...u'll never know u might saved a life or helped someone out of their troubles one day and they might do the same to u as a repay to u..life is too short to live,try helping others once in a while. imagine what if the world ends tomorrow or somethin happened to u tomorrow? wouldn't u want people to remember that u are a good person and that u lived ur life by helping others? just don't be so selfish for one moment,u might save a life.i do believe miracles happen. don't u?

Yunho Performs Checkmate!

....at a talent show so that he could win a laptop for his sister!!!

well,in the drama Heading To The Ground, Cha Bong Gun(Yunho) intends to win a laptop for his sister becuz he hasn't have enough money to buy her one so he drags his agent Kang Hye Bin(Go Ara) along for the talent show. Yunho performed a song Checkmate which was written by himself and Go Ara performed a gag version of BoA's Girls On Top song..

Yunho's performance is really good due to the fact he is a real life well known singer and leader from DBSK and he got me drooling as usual! Go Ara's performance really got me LOLing. u should totally check this out! guess who's the winner?! well, Go Ara is the winner! haha...

2NE1's FIRE Performance! POWERFUL!!

watch this performance by 2NE1 performing their debut song FIRE! do u think they bring the FIRE up??? haha! watch then u can judge! for me,i freaking love this performance thats why i'm posting it up! a must watch!! well, i think they can set my roof on FIRE anytime they want! then i'll be homeless............

Lee Hongki of F.T. Island Does Genie!

Lee Hongki from FT Island recently starred in a drama titled You're Beautiful and this is a footage of him dressing up as SNSD's Jessica for the Genie parody and dancing in high heels! it is not very pretty but it does look really funny because of him moving stiffly in those high heels and not really knowing his next moves!!! hahahah!

if i get Hongki as my boyfriend,man u dont know what i'll do to him,i'll probably make him dress up as a girl everyday and asked him to do a parody of korea's famous girl groups then i can sit there and laugh my ass off!! its not too bad,at least he does look pretty in some outfit which i've seen before! HA HA!

P.S. he's the one on the left corner moving stiffly!

2NE1 - In The Club Performance

altho this video was out like in mid Sept,now ni i manage 2 post lah..its very good la..i love tis performance of this song! enjoy it! i do think they are talented! :)

My 2 Days Spent..

well,since tuesday i had gone back to my home in Lane Cove which is where i'm originally staying with my spinster aunt, i spent the whole night watching the korean gameshows that i took from my korean friend. hahah...it is SO HILARIOUS! i love it!! wish i cud take more but shes leaving soon to go back to Korea so yeah..sigh........

the next morning, i woke up late at near 11am..and i took my breakfast and thought to myself 'hey! i've got nothing to do and i dont have internet at home coz i've used up my limit and have to wait till the 11th for it to come back on and i've got all the FRIENDS and BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER DVDS with me,so why dont i start watching it', and so i did. for the whole day i spent watching Season 1 of Buffy. it really does bring back memories where i once thought of that i want to be like Buffy to fight vampires,that would be cool. LOL..so yeah i was daydreaming away..........and during the night i watched another gameshow *i watched those gameshows slowly becoz i don't wana finish it all and have nothing to do in the night when i don't have internet. haha* and i watched the korean movie "Mother" which released this year May and i was abit clueless about the movie LOL...

so yeah today morning i watched Buffy again,this time continue on Season 2..which i only got to 3rd disc and havent finish it. sigh...1 Buffy show is 40mins long so it takes me a long time to finish 1 season hahaha! but its all good..i enjoyed alot... since it is so windy and cold outside this past few days,not to mention raining as well,i didnt go out much but stay home and watched these tv sitcoms. thanks to my brother for the tv sitcoms otherwise i think i would've bored to death at home without internet,i wonder how i passed my time the first few months when i was like that...LOL!

Few Hours Spent In Rhodes

today is Tuesday and my korean friend asked me to meet her up in Rhodes which is where she lives so that she can cook lunch for me.she asked me few days in advanced what i wanted her to cook,so i said 'kimchi jigae aka kimchi stew' coz i havent had any since i came here and am dying for it.

so my aunt dropped me off at Epping train station today and i was hoping i dont get lost on the way to Rhodes becuz it's my first time taking the train in Australia. yes,i'm a hooligan,laugh all u want. so yeah i went and bought my ticket which i pressed,single journey,student and so i paid $1.70 to go to Rhodes. after that i went and asked the officer gal which platform do i go to and she pointed out so i went down to wait. so i took the train and went to Rhodes,my fren came to pick me up. thank god. so we went to the mall which is also near her place by walking distance and we bought the ingredients we need for kimchi jigae. the mall is quite crowded today coz every tuesday is a movie day which means the tickets go on cheap like $10 for a movie,usually it costs $15.50 for a movie. so yeah she told me she wil come at night with her frens to watch the korean movie that the cinema is playing titled Take Off. damn it! only that cinema in Rhodes plays korean movies. i want to watch toooooo!!! huhuhu~

so yeah after all my complaints about the cinemas, we went into Ikea just to buy a hotdog..hahahahaha!well,in Msia the Ikea's hotdog is good too right? so yeah we paid $1 for a hotdog...hahahah..delicious!

so we went home to cook..she does the nicest kimchi jigae that i've eaten here!! LOL...in my heart i was thinking 'u can go open a restaurant lah!!' lol..but of course i didnt say it out. hahahaha...i wanted to though... so yeah after few hours or chatting and laughing i had to go back and my aunt doesnt wana pick me from Epping ,she wants me to take the train down to Pymble and to do that,i gotta change train lines. this is where i'm afraid i'll get lost. but thank god i manage to...but when i was at Hornsby trying to switch trains, there were soooo many Aus kids running around..some screaming!! they all look like they're 14-16 yrs old only! wearing so damn sexy and 1 of dem even screamed someone had a knife?! i was like..ehh? but i stil got on the train anyways. and i sat with a few oldies. anyway after that it was peaceful but i tend to don't like Aus kids dat much,they are sooooo naughty...like really naughty and rude. UGH!

Something Not-So-Weird But Still Weird For Me

just now, i was sitting in the car with my uncle driving and my aunt sitting at the passenger seat and my cousin sister sitting behind me at the backseat.as we were on our way to my other aunty's place, me and my cousin sis fell asleep. so yeah,when we reached my aunt's place,i sort of woke up while my uncle was driving to the basement to park his car, i suddenly sneezed,and my cousin sis who is sleeping beside me,head tilted to my side, suddenly said 'bless u' den i thought she was awake,as i turn to look at her,she was actually still sleeping,not aware that we have arrived LOL. so yeah,i thought to blog about it. weirdddddd experience for me although i knew she has this talking-in-her-sleep habit since young but i never really experienced it...LOL

Boring Day...Things That Are On My Mind

wat a boring day it has been! i've been just sitting at home and facebooking and MSNing when some of my frens dun even reply me on MSN! LOL! oh well,i just had to spam on my fren's fb wall! it was so hilarious!

had a verrrrrrr naice lunch made by my aunt...and dinner too! verrrrrrr naice :D curry chicken for lunch and chicken rice for dinner! lol...too much meat -_-"

can't wait for 2moro as i'm going to my fren's place shes gona cook me lunch which i ordered Kimchi Jigae aka Korean Stew from her! heheh....hope i dont get lost on the way to her place... LOL

i'm already missing my bro coz he's left for Europe on Saturday..going around Europe for 4 weeks. sigh..hope he gets me something when he comes back!

i've been missing church for 2 weeks and trust me,i feel guilty about it. sigh....

The Past Weekend!

well
the past weekend was a wet weekend
on Saturday it was Mid-Autumn festival right?
also known as Mooncake festival. funny enough, me and my aunties and my uncle went to Chinatown and we saw Lion Dance! LOL...lion dance in Mid Autumn festival?????????? i dont remember any lion dance on Mid-Autumn festival,anyway maybe the chinese are trying to confuse the guai lous! hahahahah!

so we headed for Chinatown!!! i was with the aunt i'm staying with coz my other aunt n uncle is gona send my bro to the airport(he's going for his Europe trip!) then only come and meet up with us..so yeah my aunt had a acupuncture appointment so i went to Market City and walked myself.bought a few stickers! they are for a purpose mind u! i dont simply collect stickers! LOL...bought keychains too! so pretty! anyway i was walking alone and i was finding the type of korean decorated paper that is used for writing letters? i wanted to find that but failed! i went to the korean stationary shop coz i tot they would have it but they dont! what a disappointment

so later my aunt called to say they already dropped my bro at the airport and was heading to Chinatown then i tried to find my way out! but i couldnt! LOL..i'm sort of lost in a maze-like market! damn! so i finally came out of it and still wandering around when i got a call from my aunt who just finished her acupuncture appointment so i rush there to meet her and we went to the place where my uncle said he would wait for us. after that we just headed to Birkinhead point(it's like a factory outlet area) and my aunt bought a handbag that was supposedly 500dollars but reduced to 200dollars..it's nicey! anyway...she was like telling me in a joking way 'i told u to stay at home,u dont want,now come out spend money' LOL...i just LOLed..didnt say anything! haha..so yeah after that we went for Malaysian food and i just had the BEST curry laksa ever! made by original Penang people! damn nice! recommend to try when whoever comes here! seriously no joke!

so yeah on Sunday we went to Chinatown again! tested alot of mooncakes,it was yummy! no nid to buy mooncake adi! eat those testers already enough! hahaha...love the lin yong flavour! anyway i stumbled across a shop that was playing 2PM - Again & Again MV..lol i just stood there n watch! how nice! it's a korean shop btw that sells clothes! hehe..right inside Chinatown! Chinatown is like the Malaysian Petaling Street except it is not as dirty and noisy as Petaling Street! after that for dinner we had Thai food and i had the green curry with rice! so the delicious! not bad.so far the asian food i've tried here doesn't taste yucky! at least edible! coz my aunts told me they've tried some really yucky ones! hope i dont have that kind of luck! hehehehe...

Syok Sendiri

Lalalala
i'm eating oranges that my aunt cut for me
early this morning i woke up and had sandwiches...inside got cucumber,tomato,spinach and cheeseeeee....so yummy! it's actually filling!
den about 2.20pm jz now i had curry with rice..oh the yummyness!!! heheheh....
at cousin's place using internet. so screwed up 1..kenot open youtube wan...sigh..now all my videos kenot c...damn shitty laaaa
anyway im thankful i can facebook and MSN lar! thats the thing that entertains me...oh yeah and blog oso! hehehe..
the 'lalala' ness is influenced by Ching! damn u and such! LOL but its cute anyway! u're cute ching! i love u! haha

To Work or Not To Work?

well,i'm sitting here at my cousin's place using the internet. and i'm wondering whether i should work. after my aunt spoke to my mom on the phone,she wanted me to prepare a resume and so i did. at first when i came to Aus,i was always thinking 'oh alright,i should work so i have extra money to use' but then after going through 1 semester,i'm thinking whether working would be a good idea while studying because theres so much to do definitely and i'm not exactly a very bright student,so a lot of things i do, has to take up more time than other people. so now my worry is whether i could cope with my studies and still be able to work at the same time! hmm.... i duno wat i'm feeling now... after going thru the first sem i'm starting to feel that even taking 3 subjects in a semester is heavy for me! oh help me God! give me an answer please! guide me! should i work or should i not? i'm afraid working wil make me tired and then i will have poor concentration on studies. well,in the meantime,lets just hope i pass the first semester smoothly! God please help me!

TVXQ with Sesame Street?!

this is TVXQ(well not exactly them) who got the opportunity to work with Elmo on Sesame Street for the Halloween Special in Japan and they are dressed as gargoyles. well the people on the show are using TVXQ songs for the show. check this out!

JaeJoong & Micky's Colors Off Shot Movie...

check out this off shot movie of JaeJoong and Micky's Colors,Melody & Harmony video~!!! aren't they adorable?! ahhh..just watching them like that makes me smile hahaha... nice nice~ enjoyyy~

LG Chocolate Black Label Series! NEW!!

waaaaaaaaaaaaaa the new LG Chocolate Black Label Series! i wantt!!! it's so slim...and it's black!! eeeee so niceeeee!!!! huhuhu~sure gona cost a bomb since it's just released! nowhere available yet except Korea!! huhuhu~

Something That I Want To Share...

it's 10.34pm now and i know i'm not suppose to be online because i have to study for an exam 2moro but i just went to the young adults gathering and something happened and i just had to blog about it before i forget! coz i'm still in the mood!

there is this song we sang at the young adults gathering today and this is my second time singing it and i'm always curious how simple words and a simple song can touch my heart,it actually made me teary..

here's the song lyrics :

Though the earth be moved
Though the mountains shake

God is with us

Though the waters roar
Though the world may fade

God is with us, God is with us
God is with us

Written and Composed by Paul Thing Jun Yin

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that's the song lyrics to it.

the first time i sang it i was like 'wow,okay,this says it all' and maybe it hadn't touch me enough to make me realize that, yes God is with us indeed, ALL THE TIME! i had quite a rough weekend last week and today this song is like speaking to me,telling me that God is with me all the time. i know i may have neglected God many many times,though i may distant myself from God or eventually forget about Him when i'm enjoying my own entertainment time like onlining and going to uni and stuff,but this made me realize that God is with me all the time! and i know He wants me to know that! this song is actually written by one of my church friend and it is really good. i want myself to remember always that God is with me. YES! GOD IS INDEED THE MOST AWESOME GOD OF ALL TIME! Remember that! He has something plan for you and He will not fail you,He will not give you the things you cannot handle.

"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me."
"For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son,that whoever shall believe in Him will not perish but have eternal life."
"Do not let anyone look down on you because you are young,but be an example for the believers in your speech,your conduct,your love,faith and purity."
"Love is patient and kind; it is not jealous or conceited or proud; love is not ill-mannered or selfish or irritable; love is not happy with evil, but is happy with the truth. Love never gives up; and its faith,hope,and patience never fail. Love is eternal. There are inspired messages, but they are temporary; there are gifts of speaking in strange tongues,but they will cease; there is knowledge,but it will pass. For our gifts of knowledge and of inspired messages are only partial; but when what is perfect comes,then what is partial will disappear."

some of my favourite bible verses.

JaeJoong & YooChun - Colors,Melody & Harmony perf!!!

hey peeps,jaejoong & micky performed their single Colors,Melody & Harmony at Music Fair 21. Now now girls,dont start drooling and pls go get a towel or cup to fill up your saliva..........

dont dey just have the most harmonious sweetest awesomest voices of an angel?! gosh,i cant even describe the love i have for TVXQ. they're like my ALL-TIME FAVOURITE band in the whole wide world,nothing or nobody beats their singing! and i bet i'll be 60years old and still having the hots for these guys~and they'll still be the hottest old men on earth!!!

Why? How? Tell me...

why am i the type of person who gets angry so fast when people are joking or teasing me?
why can't i control my emotions easily?

today,i had a fight with my aunt all becoz she teased me about something. i told her its not funny den she started scolding n shouting... saying i'm disrespectful and bla bla...

i'm crying as we speak....i really don't understand myself. it's just a joke right? jokes are suppose to be funny right? she's just teasing me..but the thing i don't get is how come i get angry so fast? but i realize 1 thing,i only react like that only if the person is really close to me who jokes like that. seriously,if u're my fren and u joke about me or tease me till like over limit i also won't get angry...duno why i only react lidat if the person is close to me. especially family. i hate myself. i feel so sad... i feel like,has no one ever taught me how to react to things correctly? i'm sad...i don't like the way she said it..but at the same time i actually feel that i'm wrong and i'm guilty as i shouldnt reacted like that with her.

i know i also tease or joke about other people to the maximum and i can see they take it as really a joke,they wil laugh about it,even if its my close frens. but how come i just cant react like how they wil react which is laugh at it. why must i get angry?! i feel really sorry but i really have no face to apologize to my aunt becoz i know even if i apologize,she will rub it in even worst..and end up scolding me 2nd round...that is why i just don't want to apologize and leave it as it is... but her words that she scolded just now really made me felt like 100 over knives piercing through my heart..i'm so hurt.. yet i know i brought this on myself...

i really want someone to teach me how to be a human being, how to react to all different situations. what is the correct reaction to what situation. how to control my anger. how to avoid making people angry or fed up with me.somebody please help... i'm saying this seriously,i really need a lesson on it... i know 1 main point which is to TOLERATE & COMPROMISE but...if i keep on tolerate and compromise and respect my aunt,what about me getting toleration & compromise and respect from her? aren't i human too? if i keep tolerating with people,what about they tolerating with me? to all of you my readers there,please pray for me everyday,pray that God will change me to be a better person. i don't want to make people angry anymore,i don't want to have fights or argue in my life with people around me. i'm so tired of it. i hate it,it brings LOADS of pain to me.

Boys Generation - Gee Performance!!

aren't they just adorable?! Nichkhunnieeeeeeeeee!!! me love! altho i stil cant believe 2PM did it coz they usually have a very manly image!!! JaeBeom looks cute too! awwww how adorable! check it out guys! Boys Generation - Gee!!

Kim Jae Joong & Park Yoo Chun - Colors~Melody & Harmony Lyrics

Ima doko ka de dare ka ga
Tsurai kimochi de
Hitori kiri
Nemurenu yoru wo
Sugoshite iru no nara
Sono kokoro ni
Hikari sasu made
Furisou de ireru kara
Ano melody and harmony and love

Dare ka no tame ni
Bokura wa koko de
Chiisana koto shika dekinai keredo
Ichi byou dake demo sekai juu no
Namida tomete
Egao ni natte kureru no nara

Aishi tsuzukeru yo
Aruki tsudukeru yo
Afureru omoi ga
Todoku to shinjite
Umareru mae kara
Bokura wa deatte
Yume wo sagashite ta
Sonna ki ga suru yo

[RAP]

Kirameku oto ni
Susumere ru toki
Kanashisugite
Wasurete irareta
Melody and harmony
Itsumo soba ni ite
Boku ni yuuki to kibou wo kureta ne

Kimi ni arigatou
Zutto arigatou
Kagayaku omoi wa
Kimi no okuri mono
Sasae aeru koto
Mitsume aetu koto
Hitori janai koto
Oshiete kureta yo

Kasane au ai wo
Melody ni nosete
Tsutaete yukitai
Itsumo itsumade mo

My music is my life
For you, for you, smile
Kimochi ? Garu kara
My life is wonderful
Forever, forever

Kono basho kara

Aishi tsuzukeru yo
Aruki tsudukeru yo
Afureru omoi ga
Todoku to shinjite

Kimi ni arigatou
Zutto arigatou
Kagayaku omoi wa
Kimi no okuri mono

Kasane au ai wo
Melody ni nosete
Tsutaete yukitai
Itsumo itsumade mo

Lalala

Ima doko ka de dare ka ga
Tsurai kimochi de
Hitori kiri
Nemurenu yoru wo
Sugoshite iru no nara
Sono kokoro ni
Hikari sasu made
Furisou de ireru kara
Ano melody and harmony and love